Anonymous
Beloved of All
But what does it mean will not give more than I can endure? Can you bring examples what he wont give? How do explain the fact that I am where I am right now if God wont give me more than I can endure? Havent I already received more than I endure?God will not give you more then you can endure.
No. How do I know that he is the right guy at all? How can I be sure that there isnt someone else to whom I should say this? Maybe I should say this to Allah or Buddha instead? I am not even convinced that Jehovah/Jesus is the right God to lean on. How could I then say this to Him? You know I can say this to someone I trust. But it's very hard to say it to someone I dont trust (anymore).Are you willing to say, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him?"
But if He is all powerful cant He do it with out it? If not He is not all powerful. When He created earth no one was there to have faith in Him and He still managed to do this. How then He cant do anything to me just because I dont have faith? Wouldnt it be then more right to say that He can but is not willing to unless I have faith? Because otherwise you would be limiting God's power. See after all I even have enough faith in Him to hope that He can deal with me as I am.If you have no faith or trust in God, how can He deliver you?
Sometimes.Do you trust in God?
It wouldnt hurt to see Him keep at least one of the promises He has given to me.Do you have faith in His promises?
I tend to believe that He exists, otherwise I wouldnt be posting here. It's just disappointing that He says one thing about Himself in the Bible but is other thing in the real life. In real life He is not what He said about Himself in the Bible. The fact that I believe more that He exists that that He doesnt is the reason why I mock Him. You know not in this site to get attention but on my room when I am alone. I tell Him in prayers how powerless He is and ask Him in prayer to appear to me and admit that He had never planned anything good for me. And I even thank Him for being so powerless because now I can mock Him and He cant do anything about it (because of He is limited by my disbelief lol). I turn some worship songs that come to my head into mocking songs by replacing some words in them. Basically singing like: thank you satan for buying me free of slavery of Christ. You know that I do when I am alone, not to get attention. Because I believe that He hears me and I hope it hurts Him.. I believe that God exists, I have faith that He exists, I know God exists. The question is, do you?
Sorry for falsely accusing you. Just letting you know that if I sometimes seem to offend you It's not really that I want to offend you. It's just that I want to offend God whenever possible and I what truth to be known and admitted and the truth is that God in fact has given me more than I can endure.First, I never said you were blinded by Satan.
So basically in am in dead loop with no exit:
A := I have no faith in God.
B := God cant answer my prayers/give me faith before I first have faith in Him.
C := Because God doesnt answer me It's harder to believe in Him every time I get an other unanswered prayer/unkept promise.
Now the loop is:
A => B => C => A => ...
In other words, not having faith causes not receiving anything, not receiving anything despite of prayers causes faith to decrease even more and then the chain starts from over again. Therefore I have no possibility to get out and I am going to burn in hell after this life anyway, doesnt matter if I try to have faith or not. If I dont try then I would go to hell for not even trying and if I would try to Have faith then this faith would soon die again and I would still go to hell.