I am so fed up with God, that I would like to turn

[Newbie]

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My friend, you seem to be of the opinion that God should answer most if not all prayers with a yes, and that He should answer right away. That isn't how it works though. You complained before that reading the Bible makes you feel unloved by God, because He answered their prayers with a yes, and your prayers with a no. My friend, just because He answers you no, does not mean that He doesn't love you. Maybe He said no because He has something better in mind for you. 

If a child asks his parents for candy, and his parents say "no", because they know that he will rot his teeth, does that mean that his parents do not love him? The child might not understand why his parents said no, he might think that it is unfair, but his parents only said no because they have his best interests at heart. Now, if an earthly father and mother only want the best for their child, how much more our heavenly Father? 

The Bible says, "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?" (Matthew 7:11)

And how about Jesus, when He was about to be crucified. When Jesus prayed, He said, "Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done." (Luke 22:42) He knew what was going to happen. But as a man of flesh and blood, he did not want to suffer and die. We can see the intense conflict in Jesus' prayer, as he sweated droplets of blood (Luke 22:44) and asked his Father (God) to remove the cup of suffering. Then he added, "Not My will, but Yours be done." 

That is the key phrase. When we pray, we should always add, "Not my will God, but Your will be done." Prayer is not about forcing or bending God's will to get what we want. The purpose of prayer is to seek God's will and then align our desires with His. Jesus willingly placed His desires in full submission to His Father’s will. We as Christians should follow in His example and learn to submit to God's will, because we know that He only wants what is best for us.

Look even at the Lord's Prayer, "Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven." (Matthew 6:10) Again, the key phrase is this, "Thy (God's) Will be done." 

                                          Now, to answer your questions.

1. You say, "But what if I believe God in a sense that He exists but not in a sense that I believe everything He said is true? Like for example in islam, God can do everything, including lying. What guarantee I have that just because Bible says so it is so?"

God does not lie. God's word is truth. What guarantee do you have that He is telling the truth? If you are a Christian then you will know that the Bible is the Holy Word of God. If the Bible is the Word of God, then your guarantee is God. God said it, so it must be true. You need to have faith and trust in God. God is His own guarantee, He requires no validation. authorization, or corroboration.

2. You say, "But what do you do when you die, blindly trusting Jesus and then it turns out that Islam is the right religion?"

I know that Jesus is the Son of God, and I know that the Bible is the Word of God.     There is not even a shadow of a doubt in my mind that Christ died for my sins, I know this to be true. Faith is not blind trust. Faith is knowing that God exists, knowing that because of the sacrifice that Jesus made for us by dying on the cross, our sins are forgiven and we will all have eternal life. 

3. You say, "But for u it's probably easier to have faith than for me because you have already seen His miracles and you can assume that if He was able then He is also able now, but I dont have that solid ground."

Maybe it is easier for me, maybe not. Let me ask you this, was it easy for the disciples to believe that Jesus was risen? Was it easy for the Christians in ancient Rome, who were in constant fear for their lives? Is it easy for the Christians in countries where they are persecuted? I told you before, I too have had times when I said, "Where are You God?" And it is in those moments that we must say, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." Having faith is not easy, and God never said it would be. 

4. You say, "Like doing something supernatural. Like I have -8 glasses. If my eyes would heal on the moment I say amen to prayer, that would already be something. Or if I ask help with finding wife and say that ok, let she wear this and this and this with these colors and let she come stright to me and say some long text. That would statistically be unlikely. Or if I pray to see him and talk to me and then all my dormitory mates would see the light and hear what He said to me, and when I ask them to write down what they heard all would write identical text. That would be good proof that I wasn't hallucinating because hallucinations are unlikely to appear simultaneously to multiple people, and if some poisonous gas would cause hallucinations then each of us would see and hear different things so if all of us sees and hears same thing it kinda rules out hallucinations."

I said it before, God is not in the magic tricks business. Also, we cannot tell God how to prove Himself to us. God will prove Himself to us, but in His own time and in His own way. Yes, God could do it in the way you described, but He might not choose to do it that way. God will choose how to prove Himself to you.

5. You say, "But what if big bang theory is true instead? God could either be just our imagination. Or if he is real He could have been created by big bang together with materia."

Yes, God could have used the big bang to create the universe. But if we believe in God, we must believe His word, and if God says in His word that He created the world in six days, then that is so. If however you do not believe in God, then as I said before, you are at square one. You either believe or you don't. It is that simple.

6. You say, "I dont anymore. When I was christian I did not mock and expected to answer. I didnt get answers. So I turned and started to mock Him. It's that simple."

The Bible says, pray without ceasing. Keep praying, get desperate with God, Quote His promises, reminding God of His Word. Mocking God will not get your prayers answered, my friend. You say you didn't get any answers. I told you before, no is also an answer. I cannot tell you why God has chosen to answer no or later, that only God knows. But I can tell you this, He only has your best interests at heart.

7. You say, "No, He wont. Because if He did it might make me happy but He doesnt want to risk with that. He intentionally avoids everything that could possibly make me happy."

God wants you to be happy. Ho only wants the very best for you. He loves you so much that He sent His only Son to die for your sins. Is that the action of a God that hates you? God gave you life. He gave you not only life, but also eternal life. 

My friend, the Bible says, "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." (Revelation 3:20)

I am praying for you, my friend. May God be with you and may He bless you.

 

[Anonymous]

God does not lie. God's word is truth. What guarantee do you have that He is telling the truth? If you are a Christian then you will know that the Bible is the Holy Word of God. If the Bible is the Word of God, then your guarantee is God. God said it, so it must be true. You need to have faith and trust in God. God is His own guarantee, He requires no validation. authorization, or corroboration.

You cant believe someone just because He said He doesnt lie. Many crominals say in court they dont lie, when they are lying indeed. And the God of Bible may not be right God at all. What if Allah is true God and Jesus is false God?

There is not even a shadow of a doubt in my mind that Christ died for my sins, I know this to be true. Faith is not blind trust. Faith is knowing that God exists, knowing that because of the sacrifice that Jesus made for us by dying on the cross, our sins are forgiven and we will all have eternal life. 

That's you but I dont have that knowing. I am not able to say that there is not even a shadow of doubt. Your conviction wont help me, I need to have that conviction too.

was it easy for the disciples to believe that Jesus was risen?

No but when they didnt believe Jesus appered to them. But when I doesnt believe He doesnt appear to me. You see He favors them more. He loved them enough to appear to them but He Doest love me enough to appear to me. He only did it because if He had not appeared to them, this religion would have died. But since I am not that important to me he doesnt appear to me if I pray Him. And he doesnt care if I would go to hell for not believing.

Is it easy for the Christians in countries where they are persecuted?

Yes, but Paul got vision of heaven which helped him to believe and other christians received the gifts of HS such as speaking in tongues. People were healed by Paul. They were able to feel and hear and see the effects of faith, but I have never ever seen anything like that. If I had seen and experienced all this, I would also be able to say "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." and really mean it. But you cant expect someone who has never seen anything to have the same kind of faith as those who have seen and heard and healed because they have completely different starting point than I do... You know Bible said it is not possible to come to God unless God has called you. How can I tell if my issue is that maybe God has never called me at first point and I have always pursued Him with my own strength?

I said it before, God is not in the magic tricks business. Also, we cannot tell God how to prove Himself to us. God will prove Himself to us, but in His own time and in His own way. Yes, God could do it in the way you described, but He might not choose to do it that way. God will choose how to prove Himself to you.

What? You asked what would God have to do to prove himself to me and now when I answer to u ur complaining.

if God says in His word that He created the world in six days, then that is so.

But nowhere does the bible say that days back then were 24 hour days. 2 Pet 3:8 With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.
 

Keep praying, get desperate with God, Quote His promises, reminding God of His Word.

What do you really mean by get desperate with God? if you mean praying many times every day and quoting Him promises and so on then I have done this for years before I turned away. It has absolutely no effect at all.

God wants you to be happy.

How do you explain that God wants to make me happy when u see my posts? Instead God has made my so unhappy that the min reason I keep trying summoning spells is that I hope some of the demons would kill me and that's all. I dont have any special intent to change my life with spells. Just need to summon someone to kill me and that's all. So now it's ur turn: Explain how God wants to make me happy.

He loves you so much that He sent His only Son to die for your sins.

I have not seen it, I have only read about it from the Bible. Right now the Bible is not that trustworthy authority to me.

My friend, the Bible says, "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." (Revelation 3:20)

Ok, I have prayed several times in my life for Him to come in. Nothing has ever changed.

 

[Newbie]

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1. You say, "You cant believe someone just because He said He doesnt lie. Many crominals say in court they dont lie, when they are lying indeed. And the God of Bible may not be right God at all. What if Allah is true God and Jesus is false God?"

Can God lie? Yes, God can lie. But He will not. Why? Because God hates lies. The Bible says, "These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him: A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren." (Proverbs 6:16-19) You want to know who does tell lies? The Devil. In the Bible Jesus calls Satan "the father of lies." (John 8:44) How do we know that God is the true God? Just as I cannot prove to you the existence of God, I cannot prove to you that God is God and that Jesus is the Son of God, and Saviour of mankind. Once again, this is where faith comes in. You either believe in God or you do not. If you either believe that God is God or you do not. That is your choice to make, and nobody can make it for you. And are we comparing God to a common criminal?

2. You say, "That's you but I dont have that knowing. I am not able to say that there is not even a shadow of doubt. Your conviction wont help me, I need to have that conviction too."

What you need is faith, and I already told you what you need to do to get faith. The Bible says, "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." (Hebrews 11:6) What is faith? Faith is believing in what you cannot see. I already said, faith is not fact. The Bible describes faith. "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." (Hebrews 11:1) The Bible also tells us what we need to do in order to have faith. "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." (Romans 10:17) In the end, as I already said, it comes down to free will. You either choose to believe and trust in God, or you do not.

3. You say, "No but when they didnt believe Jesus appered to them. But when I doesnt believe He doesnt appear to me. You see He favors them more. He loved them enough to appear to them but He Doest love me enough to appear to me. He only did it because if He had not appeared to them, this religion would have died. But since I am not that important to me he doesnt appear to me if I pray Him. And he doesnt care if I would go to hell for not believing."

Have I seen God? No, I have not. Does that mean that God doesn't love me? No. Jesus said, "Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed." (John 20:29) Jesus reprimanded Thomas because He did not have enough faith to believe without seeing. You claim that you are unimportant to God, and that He couldn't care less if you went to hell. My friend, God loves you. The Bible says that God is "not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." (2 Peter 3:9) To God, everyone is special, everyone is unique. No two people are alike. God loved you before you were born. God already had a plan for your life, before you were even born. (Psalm 139:16) 

4. You say, "Yes, but Paul got vision of heaven which helped him to believe and other christians received the gifts of HS such as speaking in tongues. People were healed by Paul. They were able to feel and hear and see the effects of faith, but I have never ever seen anything like that. If I had seen and experienced all this, I would also be able to say "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." and really mean it. But you cant expect someone who has never seen anything to have the same kind of faith as those who have seen and heard and healed because they have completely different starting point than I do... You know Bible said it is not possible to come to God unless God has called you. How can I tell if my issue is that maybe God has never called me at first point and I have always pursued Him with my own strength?"

How about the Christians in China? North Korea? They risk their lives daily by believing in Christ. Do they all see miracles, signs and wonders? Some do, but many simply believe by faith. They risk their lives to believe in Him, and they do so joyfully. They know there is a God, and they trust implicitly in Him. They literally say, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." 

You say, "You know Bible said it is not possible to come to God unless God has called you." I am unsure as to which verse of the Bible you are referring to. Did you mean this one? " For many are called, but few are chosen." (Matthew 22:14) The reason it says "few are chosen" is because few people choose to follow God's Will. Being a Christian isn't easy. The Bible also says, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved." (Acts 2:21) Key word, "whosoever". It doesn't say only the good people, or only the first ten thousand. It says "whosoever", meaning that anyone who believes in Christ and accepts His forgiveness WILL be saved.

5. You say, "What? You asked what would God have to do to prove himself to me and now when I answer to u ur complaining."

You have misunderstood me. The Bible says, "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." (James 4:3) I said before and I will say it again, God is not in the magic tricks business. Let me give you an example of a prayer that God might not answer. If I say, "God, I will believe in You and serve You faithfully, but first, in order for me to believe in You, I want 3 million dollars to appear on my doorstep." Can God do it? Yes, He could. But I really don't think that He will do it. There is a difference between what God can do, and what God will do. 

6. You say, "But nowhere does the bible say that days back then were 24 hour days. 2 Pet 3:8 With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day."

True, the Lord measures time differently then us. But when the Bible says "six days" it means six days.

7. You say, "What do you really mean by get desperate with God? if you mean praying many times every day and quoting Him promises and so on then I have done this for years before I turned away. It has absolutely no effect at all."

What does it mean "get desperate with God?" One of the definitions for desperate from the Oxford dictionary (the predicative definition) says, "(of a person) having a great need or desire for something." This is the desperation that we should have for God—a great need or desire for God.

8. You say, "How do you explain that God wants to make me happy when u see my posts? Instead God has made my so unhappy that the min reason I keep trying summoning spells is that I hope some of the demons would kill me and that's all. I dont have any special intent to change my life with spells. Just need to summon someone to kill me and that's all. So now it's ur turn: Explain how God wants to make me happy."

Has God made you unhappy? What exactly has God done to make you unhappy? Yes, I have seen and read your posts. My friend, is it at all possible that your current state of mind is your fault rather then God's? Have you obeyed and followed God's Will? Or have you gone your own way? Have you trusted in God? Or have you doubted His Word? My friend, God cannot (will not) help you if you do not trust in Him. You said yourself that you have no faith in God. You cast spells. Is that not going your own way?

9. You say, "Ok, I have prayed several times in my life for Him to come in. Nothing has ever changed."

Once is all that is needed. Once saved, always saved. You cannot lose your salvation, my friend. You say you prayed for Him to come into your heart and nothing happened. What were you expecting? All your problems to magically disappear? My friend, being a Christian does not mean an end to suffering, temptation, trials and tests. God will help you overcome your trials and tests, but He has never promised us an easy life. I do not know what you were expecting to happen, but I can tell you what it means to be saved. Asking for God to come into our heart means that we have accepted Jesus' sacrifice and His forgiveness, we have acknowledged our sins and we have repented of them. It means we need not fear damnation or death, because through Christ we have eternal life.

I am praying for you, my friend. GBY! ​

 

[Anonymous]

What you need is faith, and I already told you what you need to do to get faith. The Bible says, "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." (Hebrews 11:6) What is faith? Faith is believing in what you cannot see. I already said, faith is not fact. The Bible describes faith. "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." (Hebrews 11:1) The Bible also tells us what we need to do in order to have faith. "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." (Romans 10:17) In the end, as I already said, it comes down to free will. You either choose to believe and trust in God, or you do not.

But here is the problem. I dont trust him enough to have faith in him. with out faith it is impossible to please Him. If it is impossible to please Him He wont answer my prayers. If I ask Him to do something that would give me faith He wont do that because I dont have faith. As a result I have one more unanswered prayer which leads to more disappointment. Therefore it is impossible for me to come to faith again.

Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed:

But see hot Thomas He was willing to appear but for me He isnt.  For Thomas He was willing to do what ever it takes to make him believe, but I am not that much worth in His eyes.

not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.

But he is not that willing ti save me that He would appear to me or something.

You have misunderstood me. The Bible says, "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." (James 4:3) I said before and I will say it again, God is not in the magic tricks business. Let me give you an example of a prayer that God might not answer. If I say, "God, I will believe in You and serve You faithfully, but first, in order for me to believe in You, I want 3 million dollars to appear on my doorstep." Can God do it? Yes, He could. But I really don't think that He will do it. There is a difference between what God can do, and what God will do. 

I haven't asked for 3 million dollars. Now you blindly assuming that I pray for selfish things. Yes some can be selfish but not all. You have not seen my requests, and I wont be linking them here either.

You say, "You know Bible said it is not possible to come to God unless God has called you." I am unsure as to which verse of the Bible you are referring to. Did you mean this one? " For many are called, but few are chosen." (Matthew 22:14) The reason it says "few are chosen" is because few people choose to follow God's Will. Being a Christian isn't easy. The Bible also says, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved." (Acts 2:21) Key word, "whosoever". It doesn't say only the good people, or only the first ten thousand. It says "whosoever", meaning that anyone who believes in Christ and accepts His forgiveness WILL be saved.

John 6:44 or something like that.

a great need or desire for God.

Ok, that I have had somewhere in past. Didnt help at all.

What exactly has God done to make you unhappy?

That I have so much years wasted on being christian, attending church, home groups, youth nights, reading the bible, praying, worshiping, etc and now God treats me like a s**t. First that he only demands like do this and do that and worship me and preach the gospel, but He doesnt give anything in return, even little things. If ur not very happy to do everything He starts hating u and blackmailing u by telling u go hell for that. Ezekiel 3:18 basically tells I gonna get punishment or maybe even  go hell if I dont share the gospel. Matthew 25:14-30 is an other one. So basically I have to preach whether I like it or not and pretend that it makes me happy and if I dont I go to hell. And finally I am unhappy because now that I go to hell anyway because first I have not enough trust to have faith in him and even if I do get faith I could still go to hell for times I refused to share the gospel so in other words there is no point in going back to him now because I would go to hell anyway. I could have spent that time on my hobbies instead and never came to Him. Then at least I would go to hell for reason, but now the reason is that He didnt care enough to answer even little prayers (with yes).

is it at all possible that your current state of mind is your fault rather then God's?

I have given him enough opportunities and time. If He cared He could have used it. He didnt.

Have you obeyed and followed God's Will?

Not in last 5 or 6 months but before that I did my best.

Or have you gone your own way?

Now I have.

My modification of this song: https://www.hymnal.net/en/hymn/h/1127

I am free from being slave of God
  I’ll never go back anymore.
Satan opened my eyes to the truth;
  I’ll never go back anymore.

 No, no, no, no, no,
I’ll never go back anymore;
No, no, no, no, no,
  I’ll never go back anymore.

Have you trusted in God?

There have been times when I have. He proved me it was wrong of me to do that.

Or have you doubted His Word?

Now I doubt all the time.

My friend, God cannot (will not) help you if you do not trust in Him.

But then it's very easy. I'll just go to hell and that's all. He wont answer me becFfiathause I dont really have faith in Him anymore. So I get more and more unanswered prayers. And therefore my faith would decrease even more. You see now I have proved that my faith can only decrease. So in future I would only be in more hopeless situation and therefore getting to heaven is impossible for me because there have not an will not be anything that would turn my situation and God wont be doing anything. I cant help me myself and God is not willing to help me.

What were you expecting?

Dno really. Expecting to have confidence that I made right choice by choosing Jesus. Expecting to be able to trust him in difficulties. Maybe expecting ho have joy in Him.... etc. I didnt expect that to answer my prayers or solve my problems.

 

[Newbie]

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1. You say, "But here is the problem. I dont trust him enough to have faith in him. with out faith it is impossible to please Him. If it is impossible to please Him He wont answer my prayers. If I ask Him to do something that would give me faith He wont do that because I dont have faith. As a result I have one more unanswered prayer which leads to more disappointment. Therefore it is impossible for me to come to faith again."

I already answered this. It is not an endless loop. Now, what I said is that a) Without faith it is impossible to please Him, b) In order to have faith you need to read and study God's Word. There is no other way.

2. You say, "But see hot Thomas He was willing to appear but for me He isnt.  For Thomas He was willing to do what ever it takes to make him believe, but I am not that much worth in His eyes."

My friend, I have not seen God. Not once. Does that mean I am unimportant or unloved by God? How many Christians do you know that have seen God or Jesus? Not many I think. Does that mean God has no love for them? No, it does not. Most Christians have not seen God, but they believe through faith, that God is who He says He is. I think you still have not understood what it means to have faith. I will try once more to explain it to you. Faith is believing in what you cannot see. Faith is trusting God, believing that He is who He says He is, not because you have seen God, but because you believe in His word and trust in His promises. Who is God? God describes Himself in the Bible. He says, "I am that I am." He is what He is. While it is true that we cannot prove the existence of God, He has left quite a bit of evidence that points to His existence. Take the universe for instance, is it more likely that the universe was created by someone (e.God) or that it was created by an accident (e.g. the big bang). Look at your body. It is designed to perfection. Is it more probable that you are the product of some accident or that you are the creation of a creator? Look at something as simple as a blade of grass and tell me, was it created or was it an accident. All this evidence points to the hand of a creator. Now, if God is God, then His word is as good as fact. You asked before how we can trust that God is not lying to us. I ask you instead another question, why would God lie to us? To what end or purpose? What does He have to gain by lying to us? If God is God, then He is all-powerful and all-knowing. Apart from the fact that He hates lies, there is no logical reason for Him to lie to us.

3. You say, "I haven't asked for 3 million dollars. Now you blindly assuming that I pray for selfish things. Yes some can be selfish but not all. You have not seen my requests, and I wont be linking them here either."

I don't need to see your requests, that is between you and God. Yes, the verse I quoted was talking about selfish prayers. But I was talking about where you said this. " Like I have -8 glasses. If my eyes would heal on the moment I say amen to prayer, that would already be something. Or if I ask help with finding wife and say that ok, let she wear this and this and this with these colors and let she come stright to me and say some long text. That would statistically be unlikely. Or if I pray to see him and talk to me and then all my dormitory mates would see the light and hear what He said to me, and when I ask them to write down what they heard all would write identical text." 

Let's take a look at two of your sample requests. 

"Like I have -8 glasses. If my eyes would heal on the moment I say amen to prayer, that would already be something." Yes, I will agree, there have been people who the moment they asked God for healing, were healed. But for the vast majority, it doesn't work like that. For example, if I have a cold and I pray, "Lord, please heal me from this cold", will I be healed? If it is God's will, yes. But God will heal me of my cold in His time, not mine. I will be healed instantly only if it is His will. Now, I am not saying that it is not God's will for you to be healed. What I am saying is that God will heal you in His time, when it is His will.

"Or if I ask help with finding wife" Once again, God will answer your request in accordance to His will and in His time. We might think that now is the right time, but maybe God knows that now is not the right time. I am not God, and I do not know His will for your life, but I do know this, God does answer prayer, though at times He answers in a way we would never expect.

4.  "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day." (John 6:44)

 Why does God need to "draw us" to salvation? The Bible says, we are "born in sin" (Psalm 51:5) We are sinners, and on our own, we have no desire to seek God or seek His forgiveness. God "draws us" to Jesus, and through Jesus we are saved. Yes, it is impossible to come to God unless you are called by God. But, and this is the important part, God calls ALL men, women, and children to Jesus. (John 3:16) - (2 Peter 3:9) It is after He "draws us" that He gives us a choice whether or not we believe in God and whether or not we accept His love, forgiveness and His gift of eternal life.

 5. "When I say unto the wicked, Thou shalt surely die; and thou givest him not warning, nor speakest to warn the wicked from his wicked way, to save his life; the same wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at thine hand." (Ezekiel 3:18)

To tell others about Christ is not only our duty as Christians, it is an honor and a privilege. However nowhere in this verse does it say you will go to hell. Once saved, always saved. You cannot lose your salvation. That doesn't mean that there will be no consequences for our actions. Yes, you will be punished. Why will you be punished? God gives us all an opportunity to receive Christ at one point or another. If you haven't had a chance in this life, God will give you your chance in the next. When you see someone who you know needs God's love and forgiveness, and you refuse to tell him about God, then you are essentially taking from them their chance to hear about God.   

6. Matthew 25:14-30 - The Parable of the Talents

What is the meaning of this parable? God has given each person a wide variety of gifts, and he expects us to employ those gifts in his service. It is not acceptable merely to put those gifts on a closet shelf and ignore them. Like the three servants, we do not have gifts of the same degree. The return God expects of us is commensurate with the gifts we have been given. The servant who received one talent was not condemned for failing to reach the five-talent goal; he was condemned because he did nothing with what he was given. The gifts we receive from God include skills, abilities, family connections, social positions, education, experiences, and more. The point of the parable is that we are to use whatever we have been given for God’s purposes. The severe consequences to the unproductive servant, far beyond anything triggered by mere business mediocrity, tell us that we are to invest our lives, not waste them. We are supposed to use are lives to further God's purpose, not merely be content to watch our lives go by.

7. You say, "I am unhappy because now that I go to hell anyway because first I have not enough trust to have faith in him and even if I do get faith I could still go to hell for times I refused to share the gospel so in other words there is no point in going back to him now because I would go to hell anyway."

As I said before, if you are truly saved, you will not go to hell. You speak of going to hell as if it were a guaranteed outcome. If you have asked God to enter your heart, then you are saved forever. God will not send you to hell for not having enough faith. God is not willing that anyone, and that includes you, perish. He is waiting and willing to forgive you, all you need do is ask. You may forsake God, but He will never forsake you. His love is limitless and without pre-conditions. We cannot hope to earn His forgiveness, none of us can. We can only accept His free gift of forgiveness and salvation.

8. You say, "but now the reason is that He didnt care enough to answer even little prayers (with yes)."

I said before, I cannot tell you why God has chosen not to answer your requests with yes. That is between you and God. What I do know is this, God is Love. Everything He does, He does because He loves us. All we need to do is trust in Him, because we know that He will never leave us nor forsake us.

9. Let's take a good look at your new hymn.

"I am free from being slave of God."

Is that what you think being a Christian is? "Slave of God?" First, one of the definitions of slavery is "A condition of having to work very hard without proper remuneration or appreciation." What difficult task has God given you that you found so arduous? Yes, trusting in God is hard at times, but I would hardly describe that as slavery. The ONLY job that God has given us is to tell others about Jesus. (Matthew 28:19) Is that your definition of slavery, my friend?

"Satan opened my eyes to the truth"

Really? The Devil, the "father of lies", has opened your eyes to the truth? What truth? The Devil is a liar, my friend. Yes, he sometimes does tell some truth. The Devil knows that you will never believe an outright lie. What he does is mix some truth with the lie so that you will believe it. 

Now lets look at the first line of the original hymn.

"God has saved me from the world"

What does it mean, "God has saved me from the world?" It means that God has saved you from the corruption and sin of this world. God has chosen you to be His messenger and to tell others about Him. 

10. You say, "You see now I have proved that my faith can only decrease."

I already told you how to increase your faith. By reading and studying God's word. If however you do not read the word of God, how then can you have faith? You cannot blame God for the decrease in your faith if you don't do what He has told you.

11. You say, "Dno really. Expecting to have confidence that I made right choice by choosing Jesus. Expecting to be able to trust him in difficulties. Maybe expecting ho have joy in Him.... etc. I didnt expect that to answer my prayers or solve my problems."

What is salvation? One definition of salvation is "deliverance from danger or suffering." Jesus Christ died for us so that we might be saved. He took upon Himself the sins of the world, so that the world through His sacrifice, might be saved. He has saved us from both damnation and hell, and all He asks is that we accept His sacrifice and His free gift of forgiveness and eternal life. How are we saved? The Bible says, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." (Romans 10:9) When we are saved, there usually isn't a physical demonstration of our salvation. Once again, this is where faith comes in. We have faith that we are saved through Christ.

My friend, I am praying for you. GBY!

 

[Anonymous]

I already answered this. It is not an endless loop. Now, what I said is that a) Without faith it is impossible to please Him, b) In order to have faith you need to read and study God's Word. There is no other way.

It is, because there is not enough interest in reading God's word, and even if there were it would remind me more of His unanswered prayers/unkept promises and at the end, even if I would read His words, my faith in Him would be worse not better. Right now I dont have motivation to read the words of liar and sadist, therefore there is no way for my faith to increase and since my faith does not increase there is no way I could please God, and if there is no way I could please Him there is no way to get prayer answers. So yes it is endless loop.

Faith is believing in what you cannot see. Faith is trusting God, believing that He is who He says He is, not because you have seen God, but because you believe in His word and trust in His promises. Who is God?

Ok, I understand, but that would expect my to blindly believe in something that I dont know if He is right God at all.  Every religion says that they are right.

Now, I am not saying that it is not God's will for you to be healed. What I am saying is that God will heal you in His time, when it is His will.

But what's the point of praying then at all? Majority of people in this world dont pray to God and still get healed. Either naturally or trough drugs/doctors.

But, and this is the important part, God calls ALL men, women, and children to Jesus. (John 3:16) - (2 Peter 3:9) It is after He "draws us" that He gives us a choice whether or not we believe in God and whether or not we accept His love, forgiveness and His gift of eternal life.

You mean all of us are called? Like there is no single person on the earth who has not been called.

Yes, you will be punished. Why will you be punished?

But if the punishment is not hell then what it will be? Why would I care if it's not hell? Probably those whom I refuse to talk about christ can hear about Him from other believers as well.

he was condemned because he did nothing with what he was given.

But again, what is that punishment? Isnt it that I go to hell?

As I said before, if you are truly saved, you will not go to hell. You speak of going to hell as if it were a guaranteed outcome.

It is, as I explained, there is no way for me to return to God, and God is not going to help either.

God will not send you to hell for not having enough faith.

But if I dont have enough faith in him to trust him and come back to him then what choice does He have but send me to hell!

His love is limitless and without pre-conditions.

Except that when I dont preach, when I dont use my gifts I go to hell. If I dont accept Christ as my torturer and liar, I go to hell. Nice love.

What difficult task has God given you that you found so arduous?

Trusting him, having to preach the lie about loving God.I dont enjoy talking to strangers and I am not even convinced that when I am talking about Jesus I am talking about right God, and this is kinda slavery to me. I have to pretend that I am happy to do that because God expects me to worship Him, other Christians expect me to help with christian stuff, if I approach people at streets like "Hey I am not happy a bout being christian but let me preach you because I have to" then those whom I approach would rather walk away from me than willingly listen to me. Christ always tells do this and do that and be happy with that (and if ur not happy with it ur going to burn in hell). So He is slave master. Even Paul user term slave to Christ. But now Father Satan at least gave me some freedom from Christ.

What truth?

The truth that God is not that loving and caring as He tries to look like. And that not all the promises in the Bible will be true.

By reading and studying God's word.

I am not in mood of reading God's word lie.

God, how then can you have faith?

You see, you yourself admit now that I cant have faith.  And from here we get back to the point that with out faith it is not possible to please God!

You cannot blame God for the decrease in your faith if you don't do what He has told you.

Yes I can because I once had faith and I once read His word daily but I still lost my faith. So If I had faith but because of Him treating me worse than Donald Trump would treat woman I  have lost faith in that Sadist.

 

[Newbie]

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 1. You say, "It is, because there is not enough interest in reading God's word, and even if there were it would remind me more of His unanswered prayers/unkept promises and at the end, even if I would read His words, my faith in Him would be worse not better. Right now I dont have motivation to read the words of liar and sadist, therefore there is no way for my faith to increase and since my faith does not increase there is no way I could please God, and if there is no way I could please Him there is no way to get prayer answers. So yes it is endless loop."

How is it God's fault that you find His word uninteresting? You say God has not answered your prayers and requests. We have been through this topic before, my friend. God does answer prayer. As I said before, a "no" is an answer as well as a "yes." Why has God said no or later to your requests? As I said before, I do not know, that is between God and you. I am not God, I do not have all the answers, but I know that He does. I know that He loves us, and I know that, like any parent with their child, He wants only the very best for us. We do not always understand the will of God, but we know that while we see the present, He sees the future. You call God a liar, but as I said before, God does not lie. Apart from the fact the the Bible says that He hates lies, if God is all powerful, why would He lie? What possible benefit would God gain by lying to you? You call God a sadist. God allows trials and tests for our own good. Of course it does not seem so at the time. No pain, suffering, hardship, test, or trial seems like fun. But God does not revel in our suffering, He takes no joy watching us suffer. If a child has been disobedient, and his parents take away his computer for the week as punishment, does that mean that they enjoy it? Of course not. But his parents know that if they do not correct him, he will never learn, and will continue to disobey, because he knows that there are no consequences for his disobedience. And it is the same with God. He knows that if we have any trials or tests in our lives, we will never learn the valuable lessons that He is trying to teach us. You say you have no motivation to read God's word. Care to explain how exactly this is God's fault? 

 2. You say, "Ok, I understand, but that would expect my to blindly believe in something that I dont know if He is right God at all.  Every religion says that they are right."

 Yes, you are right. Every religion does claim to be the "one true religion". How do you know that Christianity is the right one? Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." (John 14:6) Now it is true that anyone could say that. It is easy to say, but hard to prove. But Jesus has proved that He is "The way, the truth, and the life." He has proved that He is the only path to God by rising from the dead. Nobody else has died and risen from the dead except Jesus. Yes, also Lazarus and other have risen from the dead, but only through the power of Jesus. We have proof of His resurrection through the Bible and other historical sources. (e.g. The Shroud of Turin) I can say with confidence that I know that Jesus is the Son of God, the same way that I know that God exists. Thorough faith. I have faith in the existence of God. I have faith that Christ Jesus is the Son of God. And I have faith that through His sacrifice, I am saved from damnation. 

 3. You say, "But what's the point of praying then at all? Majority of people in this world dont pray to God and still get healed. Either naturally or trough drugs/doctors."

 Why do we pray? When we pray, we acknowledge that God is God. God can answer our prayer even before we utter them or even before we think them. However He wants us to pray as proof that we believe in Him. When we pray, we are demonstrating our faith in God. There are also times when, through our prayers, we can change the mind of God. We see evidence of this in the Bible. In Exodus 32:9-14 Moses changes God's mind. 

 4. You say, "You mean all of us are called? Like there is no single person on the earth who has not been called."

 In one way or another, yes. We are all called to do God's will. We have however, free will to choose whether or not we will obey that call. God will not force us to do His will. He will attempt to persuade us, He will, in one way or another, call us to do His will, but ultimately, He leaves that choice to us. We are not all called in the same way, nor does God want us to do the same things. Some are called to be missionaries, others preacher or pastors, others evangelists, and others are simply called to love and care for their fellow man in whatever way they can. We are all different, unique, and God has a different calling or each of us. As Christians, regardless of what our calling is, it is our duty and our privilege to tell others about God. If we fail in this duty, some people may have to wait until the next life to get their chance to follow God. The Bible says that we are to warn the wicked to repent. (Ezekiel 3:17-21) It is not our job to make them repent. If we give them their chance, and they refuse to repent, that is between them and God. We have done our part, we have warned them to repent, we have given them their chance, what they choose to do with that chance then because a matter between them and God. If however we fail in our duty to give them their chance, they will die without repenting, but God will blame us for their lack of repentance. The same goes if we see a fellow Christian who is going against the will of God, and we do not warn them to repent, that person will have committed the sin, but we are also to blame because we failed to give them a chance to repent. 

 5. You say, "But if the punishment is not hell then what it will be? Why would I care if it's not hell? Probably those whom I refuse to talk about christ can hear about Him from other believers as well."

 That I cannot tell you. God, not me, will decide the punishment. It will not be the same for everyone, God is a fair God, and He will take the circumstances into account and judge accordingly. But it is not hell. If you truly believe in Jesus and have accepted His sacrifice, you cannot go to hell. Once saved, always saved. You do not lose your salvation if you sin. However, as I said before, there will be consequences for our actions. Just because God has forgiven us, does not mean that we can do whatever we want without consequences. The Bible says, "whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." (Galatians 6:7)

 6. You say, "It is, as I explained, there is no way for me to return to God, and God is not going to help either."

 You may have forsaken God, and gone your own way. But God has not forsaken you. God will never forsake or abandon you, because He loves and cares for you.

 7. You say, "But if I dont have enough faith in him to trust him and come back to him then what choice does He have but send me to hell!"

 God will not send you to hell for doubting. Doubt is a sin, yes, but if you are saved through Christ Jesus, you will not go to hell. 

8.  You said, "Except that when I dont preach, when I dont use my gifts I go to hell. If I dont accept Christ as my torturer and liar, I go to hell. Nice love."

 a) Salvation is eternal.

b) God is not a liar. And how exactly is Christ your torturer? God's love is eternal. If I understand correctly, you are saying that because God will punish us for our disobedience He doesn't love us. I will once again use the parent analogy. Just because a parent disciplines a child who has been disobedient, does not mean that the parent has no love for the child. 

 9. You say, "Trusting him, having to preach the lie about loving God.I dont enjoy talking to strangers and I am not even convinced that when I am talking about Jesus I am talking about right God, and this is kinda slavery to me. I have to pretend that I am happy to do that because God expects me to worship Him, other Christians expect me to help with christian stuff, if I approach people at streets like "Hey I am not happy a bout being christian but let me preach you because I have to" then those whom I approach would rather walk away from me than willingly listen to me. Christ always tells do this and do that and be happy with that (and if ur not happy with it ur going to burn in hell). So He is slave master. Even Paul user term slave to Christ. But now Father Satan at least gave me some freedom from Christ."

 First, we trust in God because we want to. God does not force us to trust Him. 
 
 Second, if we truly love God, then it isn't a lie. 
 
 Third, maybe you are not called to preach. Telling others about God includes loving and caring for your fellow man. If you love your neighbour as yourself, you are obeying God's second law. And if you love God with all your heart, you are obeying His first law. Unless you feel God's calling to preach you are doing God's will by simply loving Him and your neighbour. Is that really so difficult? 
 
 Fourth, Is this the verse you are referring to? "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant." (1 Corinthians 7:22) Now, some translations use the word "slave" instead of "servant". Let's take a close look at this verse. "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant (slave), is the Lord's freeman:" What it means is that when you are called by God, you, being a slave to your sins, are set free. We are slaves, slaves to our sins, but Christ Jesus sets us free. "likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant (slave)." Ok, so what this means is that Christ sets us free from our slavery to sin, but then we willing become slaves of Christ. What does "slave of Christ" mean? We are slaves to Christ because we have willing, and of our own accord, subjected ourselves to following the divine will of God. God is our master, yes, but He is much more then that. He is our Lord, our King, our God, and our Father. We are, in a way, slaves to God. But we are not merely slaves, because God has, through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, adopted us and named us His children. So we are no longer slaves, but children of God. And God in His generosity and mercy has given us, by the grace of Christ, eternal life and a place in heaven as an inheritance. I don't know about you, but I do not call being a child of God slavery. Do you? 

 Fifth, Satan gave you freedom? You have exchanged one Lord for another, and I warn you, he most certainly doesn't have your best interests at heart.

 10. You say, "The truth that God is not that loving and caring as He tries to look like. And that not all the promises in the Bible will be true."

 You call that truth, and I call that a lie.

 11. You say, "Yes I can because I once had faith and I once read His word daily but I still lost my faith. So If I had faith but because of Him treating me worse than Donald Trump would treat woman I  have lost faith in that Sadist."

We can lose our faith. That doesn't mean that God has failed. Nor is it God's fault that when we lose our faith. It is easy to blame God, but it isn't His fault. The fault, my friend, lies within us. If we stop trusting in God, that isn't God's fault. It is our fault because we got tired of following God. God never promised an easy life, and if you read the Bible, you will see that He promised a difficult life. The Bible says, "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." (Matthew 7:14) So few find it because so few want to find it. Being a Christian is hard, and not everyone wants to lead a life of sacrifice and service to God. As I said before, God calls everyone to Him, but many people choose not to answer His call.

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My friend, I am praying for you. GBY!​

 

[Anonymous]

How is it God's fault that you find His word uninteresting? ... Care to explain how exactly this is God's fault? 

Yes, because trough His indifference for me sufferings it has happened.

I know that He loves us, and I know that, like any parent with their child, He wants only the very best for us.

I have not seen this.

As I said before, I do not know, that is between God and you. I am not God, I do not have all the answers, but I know that He does.

But how do you know ten that God loves me also?  What if God loves everyone else except me? Just because He loves u doesnt mean He loves me. It could have been very well that God didn't want me me when Jesus died on the cross and now the God is intentionally using unanswered prayers to get rid of me. Like if I were still christian He would have to accept me into Heaven when I die, but He knew that I was gonna renounce Him if he ignores me long enough time so He used it as a opportunity to avoid having to deal with me in heaven.

why would He lie?What possible benefit would God gain by lying to you?

To give me false hope that He gonna help me so that when He doesnt I would be even more frustrated than with out it. It's his way to torture me and He can later use my disappointment as an excuse for not taking me into Heaven.

God allows trials and tests for our own good.

Allows, or also intentionally causes so that he could sit back on throne  and enjoy our sufferings. It's like someone who enjoys watching torture movie. Except that when we as humans can only watch torture movie if we are sadist enough, God can also make it more entertaining for Him by adding more and more pain and torture to our lives till we suicide and then He can enjoy judging us and then He will get His satisfaction by hearing us scream in pain in Hell and this is what truly makes Him happy.

parents take away his computer for the week as punishment, does that mean that they enjoy it?

It depends on parent. Some punish for sake of punishment itself.

 Yes, you are right. Every religion does claim to be the "one true religion". How do you know that Christianity is the right one? Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." (John 14:6) Now it is true that anyone could say that. It is easy to say, but hard to prove. But Jesus has proved that He is "The way, the truth, and the life." He has proved that He is the only path to God by rising from the dead. Nobody else has died and risen from the dead except Jesus. Yes, also Lazarus and other have risen from the dead, but only through the power of Jesus. We have proof of His resurrection through the Bible and other historical sources. (e.g. The Shroud of Turin) I can say with confidence that I know that Jesus is the Son of God, the same way that I know that God exists. Thorough faith. I have faith in the existence of God. I have faith that Christ Jesus is the Son of God. And I have faith that through His sacrifice, I am saved from damnation. 

I dont have ling anymore but I once saw a good article that gave list of Gods that have resurrected from the dead. JEsus is not the only one. Google it.

However He wants us to pray as proof that we believe in Him.

So he is not all knowing, and He needs proof? He needs proof that we believe in Him but He Himself doesnt want to give us any proof that He is God. That's a hypocrisy.

The Bible says, "whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." (Galatians 6:7)

But is it wrong of me then if God who sows the seeds of disappointment in me also reaps disappointment from me? I mean it's His words so if He gave that standard to us, He Himself shall also be responsible.

But God has not forsaken you. God will never forsake or abandon you, because He loves and cares for you.

Can you prove please? If no dont tell that lie over and over again. God is the one who can prove it and He needs to prove it with deeds and not words. Bible and other Christians is words, not deeds. Ok, you might argue that resurrection and stuff was deed. But for me it is words, because the only source that I have as a proof is Bible. if He expects me to change my mind He needs to step down and actually do something in my life.

But it is not hell.

How can you be so sure? Bible say that those who are His obey His word. So He can very well say me "Away from me you evil doers ...".

God will not send you to hell for doubting.

Revelation says that unbelieving go to hell. unbelieving and doubting are basically the same.

you are saying that because God will punish us for our disobedience

The scam scheme is following: first He provokes us by not answering our prayers and by sending harder and harder trials until we sin, then He has legal right to punish us for our disobedience. He does it because He enjoys inflicting pain on us.

First, we trust in God because we want to.

It's not because we want to. It's because we will burn in Hell if we dont and we only pretend that we want to.

Is that really so difficult? 

Depends. If ur neighbour is drunkard who listens loud music at night it's not that easy.

We are slaves to Christ because we have willing,

And if we are not wiling, we are because of fear of punishment.

Also this slave thing reminded me an other song: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bethelmusic/nolongerslaves.html

I'm no longer a slave to fear Christ
I am a child of God Devil

From my mother's womb
You (God) have chosen to torture me...

but I do not call being a child of God slavery. Do you?

Yes, because if u dont do stuff u get punished as we discussed before.

You call that truth, and I call that a lie.

Ok, let's face the truth: Bible has promised many things, nothing have happened. God has promised to love and care, never seen this.

That doesn't mean that God has failed. Nor is it God's fault that when we lose our faith

It is because if He showed his love/care I would not have lost faith.

 

[Anonymous]

Tis is exactly how God treats me:

 

[Newbie]

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                                                Sorry it took me so long to reply.

1. You say, "Yes, because trough His indifference for me sufferings it has happened."

His indifference towards you? My friend, that is not God's indifference. Suffering is, as I said before, a part of life. We all have trials, tests and temptations. God has never promised us a life without suffering. In fact, He says we will suffer. Jesus said, "If they persecute Me, they will also persecute you." God allows suffering in our lives because of the valuable lessons that we learn through suffering. God is not a sadist. God does not enjoy our suffering. Suffering can, at times, be good for us. Of course it doesn't seem so at the time. Nobody enjoys suffering, but through these tough and difficult periods in our lives we become better people. Suffering changes us, some for the better and some for the worse. How you choose to change is your choice. You can either go forward, better and stronger then before, or you can sit back and complain about how unfair life is. The choice is yours, and yours alone. God gave us free will.

2. You say, "But how do you know ten that God loves me also?  What if God loves everyone else except me? Just because He loves u doesnt mean He loves me. It could have been very well that God didn't want me me when Jesus died on the cross and now the God is intentionally using unanswered prayers to get rid of me. Like if I were still christian He would have to accept me into Heaven when I die, but He knew that I was gonna renounce Him if he ignores me long enough time so He used it as a opportunity to avoid having to deal with me in heaven."

"Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins." (1 John 4:10) Let's take a close look at this verse. "Not that we loved God" We are born in sin, we are sinners from the day we are born. On our own, we have no real desire to love God or even to seek His divine forgiveness. God draws us to Jesus (John 6:44) and through the grace and the sacrifice of Jesus we are saved. "But that He loved us" God is love. God loves us, unconditionally. "and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins."  Propitiate means, according to the Merriam Webster dictionary "to gain or regain the favour or goodwill of" Through Christ's sacrifice we have gained the good will and favour of God, and He has in turn granted us eternal life in heaven. 

You ask how do I know that God loves you? "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) Key phrase "God so loved the world". God so loved the world, and that includes you, my friend. Nowhere does it say,"God so loved the world "except" so-and-so". God loves everyone, the best of us and the worst of us. And I assure you, if He loves me, then He will most certainly love you. We have all sinned and come short of His eternal glory. We all deserve damnation, but Christ died to save us, all of us, you included. You are loved by God, whether you believe it or not. We are all unique, we, you included, are God's children. 

3. You say, "To give me false hope that He gonna help me so that when He doesnt I would be even more frustrated than with out it. It's his way to torture me and He can later use my disappointment as an excuse for not taking me into Heaven." 

If you are saved, you are going to heaven. There is no if or but about it. Salvation is eternal, once saved, always saved. God is not in the business of giving people false hope. God's promises are valid, all you need to do is trust in His word. God has not changed, He is the same yesterday, today and forever. 

4. You say, "Allows, or also intentionally causes so that he could sit back on throne  and enjoy our sufferings. It's like someone who enjoys watching torture movie. Except that when we as humans can only watch torture movie if we are sadist enough, God can also make it more entertaining for Him by adding more and more pain and torture to our lives till we suicide and then He can enjoy judging us and then He will get His satisfaction by hearing us scream in pain in Hell and this is what truly makes Him happy."

Once again, what you call truth, I call a lie. God is not, never has been, and never will be, a sadist. If you really think that our suffering and pain brings pleasure to God, then you really do not know Him. God is love, and has only our best interests at heart. He loves us all, and yes, that includes you.

5. You say, "It depends on parent. Some punish for sake of punishment itself." 

Perhaps some do, but the vast majority discipline their children only out of love, and because they care about their child. They do not enjoy it, they discipline him only because they know that he will learn no other way. 

6. You say, "I dont have ling anymore but I once saw a good article that gave list of Gods that have resurrected from the dead. JEsus is not the only one. Google it."

Yes, there are other religions that claim resurrection. How do I know Christianity is the one true religion? Honestly, I believe that Christ is Lord in much the same way as I believe in God, through faith. I believe in Christianity because it's main teaching is love. And love, my friend, is the most powerful force on earth. The Bible says, "Love God with all your mind, body and soul, and love your neighbour as yourself." Those two rules are the only law that Jesus has given to us. 

7. You say, "So he is not all knowing, and He needs proof? He needs proof that we believe in Him but He Himself doesnt want to give us any proof that He is God. That's a hypocrisy."

No, it is not hypocrisy. We are mortal, God is divine. God is all-knowing, just as He is all-powerful. When we pray we are proving, not only to God, but to ourselves and others, that we believe in God and trust in His promises. God does not really need proof of our faith, He knows whether or not we believe and trust in Him. But He wants us to show both the world and ourselves that we believe in Him, and trust His word. God is more then willing to answer our prayers, all He asks is that we ask Him. Remember, we are presenting God with our with our requests, not our demands. We do not demand of God. How He chooses to answer our requests is up to God, not us. All we have to do is present God with our requests, and God has promised to answer us. Is that really too much to much to ask?

8. You say, "But is it wrong of me then if God who sows the seeds of disappointment in me also reaps disappointment from me? I mean it's His words so if He gave that standard to us, He Himself shall also be responsible."

We are responsible for our choices, not God. God has given us free will, it is up to us to make the right choices in our lives. It is easy to blame God for everything. Everyone likes to blame others for their mistakes and bad choices. But the fact is that it is not God's fault when we go our own way, He gave us free will and what we do with that free will is up to us, and only us. God has not sown seeds of disappointment in you. It is not His fault that you are disappointed in God, it is yours. Let me explain. If you pray for a car, and God says "no" or "later" and then you become disappointed in God because He didn't answer your request with a "yes", is that God's fault? No, it is your fault because you failed to trust and have faith in God. When God says "no", we must have faith and trust that God has a reason for saying no. He doesn't answer our requests with a "no" at random. He has a reason, a plan and only our well-being at heart. We are not God, we cannot know what He knows, or see what He sees. All we can do is trust that God has a reason for answering our request with a "no". We cannot only believe in God when He answers our requests with a "yes", or only during the good times, that is not true faith. True faith is trusting in God when all seems lost and hopeless. True faith is knowing that no matter what happens to us, God is in control. True faith isn't born in an instant, it grows over time.

9. You say, "Can you prove please? If no dont tell that lie over and over again. God is the one who can prove it and He needs to prove it with deeds and not words. Bible and other Christians is words, not deeds. Ok, you might argue that resurrection and stuff was deed. But for me it is words, because the only source that I have as a proof is Bible. if He expects me to change my mind He needs to step down and actually do something in my life."

God loves and cares for everyone, and yes, that includes you. How do I know this? Because He said so. My way of thinking is this. If I believe in the existence of God, then I must believe in the validity of His word. Of course, whether you believe in God or not is your choice, and nobody can make it for you. I said this before, I cannot prove the existence of God nor can I prove the validity of His word. That is where faith comes into play, and you either believe or you don't. It really is as simple as that. You say you need actions, not words. Look at all the miracles that God has done for others. Whether you call them miracles or just dumb luck really depends on whether you have faith or not. Try reading about Christians who are being persecuted. It is a miracle that they survive persecution, that the Church thrives in persecution. It is a fact that in the West where we have freedom to believe as we wish many Christians are finding it hard to trust and believe in God, whereas in the countries where they are most persecuted the Christians are growing by the day.

10. You say, "Revelation says that unbelieving go to hell. unbelieving and doubting are basically the same."

No, they are not the same thing. We are human, we have all doubted God at one or more times in our lives. But doubt is not the same as unbelief. According to the Oxford dictionary unbelief means "Lack of religious belief; an absence of faith." Whereas doubt means "A feeling of uncertainty or lack of conviction." We all lack conviction or have uncertainty at times in our lives. We are weak, but God is strong. We are human, weak and mortal, but God is divine. Whereas if you have rejected God, you have a "lack of religious belief". Doubting God is not the same as not believing in Him. Yes, it is a sin to doubt God, but through Christ our sins are forgiven. However, if we have rejected God, we have also rejected Christ's sacrifice, and as such we are sinners who have rejected our only hope of salvation. 

11. You say, "The scam scheme is following: first He provokes us by not answering our prayers and by sending harder and harder trials until we sin, then He has legal right to punish us for our disobedience. He does it because He enjoys inflicting pain on us."

I said before, God has a plan and a purpose for everything that He does. We may not understand His will at the time, but that is because we are not God. We cannot hope to see what He sees, or know what He knows. We are not God. And I said it before, God is not a sadist, and He takes no pleasure in our suffering. 

12. You say, "It's not because we want to. It's because we will burn in Hell if we dont and we only pretend that we want to." 

We are all sinners. God has sent His Son into the world to save us. Now, God has shown us mercy through the sacrifice of Christ, that through Him we will be saved. We believe in God because we want to. Free will, remember? God will not force us to believe in Him, but He does say that Jesus is the only path to God. You can call that unfair if you wish, but that doesn't change the reality. The reality is this, Jesus is the only path to God, there is no other way. Now, you can either believe in Him and accept His sacrifice and gift of salvation, (yes it is a gift, because we have not earned it) or you can choose not to believe, and you can reject God and His gift of salvation. Once again, this choice is yours to make, God will not make it for you.

13. You say, "Depends. If ur neighbour is drunkard who listens loud music at night it's not that easy."

Yes, it is not always easy. But Christ has forgiven us all our sins, can we not do the same for our neighbour?

14. You say, "Yes, because if u dont do stuff u get punished as we discussed before."

Yes, God will, like any parent, punish disobedience. He does it for our good. You can call it unfair or unjust, but God punishes us only when we deserve it, and even then, He punishes us in love. God is a just God, and He will take into account the circumstances when He judges us. God is a fair judge, and He is impartial, He cannot be bribed. God doesn't enjoy punishing us, but He must punish us if we are to turn from our sins and our disobedience. 

15. You say, "Ok, let's face the truth: Bible has promised many things, nothing have happened. God has promised to love and care, never seen this."

I do not know what you have asked of God, nor do I know why God has answered you the way that He has. And I do not need to know, that is between God and you. All I know is this, God IS God, and His word is TRUTH. Now you can either believe it or you can reject it. The choice, as always, is yours to make. 

16. You say, "It is because if He showed his love/care I would not have lost faith."

That isn't why you lost your faith. You lost your faith because you got tired of trusting in God. The Bible says, "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." (Galatians 6:9) You got tired of trusting, you got "weary in well-doing". That isn't God's fault. If we get weary in well doing, that is our fault, not Gods. 

Your picture goes like this:

Jesus> "Let me in."
You> "Why?"
Jesus> "So I can save you."
You> "From what?"
Jesus> "From what I'm going to do to you if you don't let me in."

It should go like this:

Jesus> "Please let Me into your life so that I can save you."
You> "Save me from what?"
Jesus> "From yourself. From your sins. If you believe in Me, and accept My sacrifice on the cross, you will not suffer damnation, but will have eternal life." 

Nobody goes to heaven except through the grace of Christ. None of us our worthy, none of us our perfect. We are all sinners. But if we accept His sacrifice and believe that God has raised Him from the dead, we will be saved and live forever in paradise. My friend, I am praying for you, may God bless you!