I am so fed up with God, that I would like to turn

[cyordan]

God Bless you....you are suffering and in much pain....don't give up Dear...PRAY FOR DELIVERANCE..you can help others ...by example.....I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Timothy Banda]

Lord Jesus , what ever evil spirit is causing frustration  , l pray against it .May You show the brother things that will help him to believe .in Jesus name l pray 

Amen.

 

[alg]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lolo Jackson]

Honey whatever it is please find away to forgive God bc i know what it feels like to know youre going to hell and dont have a drop of hope. You dont want to feel what i feel. If the tables were turned youd hate that youre going to hell and youll never be able to touch hug love talk or enjoy any part of life. Im physically ill which is my own doing and God was healing me in this process i turned back to sin. Ever since my life has been darkness complete and total darkness. I have two kids one of Which i believe is dying bc of my sin the other sick bc of my sin. And i prob will never be able to touch love kiss hug hold them or know the love of God. Just eternal seperation from my family and god even if i dont know God the the way i should i would give anything for him to take away all the evil ive done cause living in this world watching every one live laugh love and maybe have a little hope of something better than this life is so much but than eternal damnation where the pain never ends. And the mental physical spiritual pain is magnified a billion times more than what you feel now. Please find away to forgive God i wish that i could be in your shoes and there be a possible chance to be saved from his judgement and know his love. When you turn away from God and u mess up to the point of no return than you realize youll never experience eternal joy or even eartlhy pleasures.life is a gift i wish id known that b4 i through away everything important for some temporal pleasure that has cost my soul and physical life.... Also alot of harm has been done to the ones i love most bc of negligence. I wish i had another chance. But i pray God would reveal himself to u and u escape the darkness.

 

[Angelbaby7]

First, let me say that I'm going to call you Testy just for this post.  The "Devil is a liar"!  It would give Satan so much pleasure for you to do all that you said in your post.  In my heart of hearts and in my spirit, you are crying out for help.  All anyone can do is pray.  You have to make the decision that the things your feeling maybe real to you, but our God is a God of Love, Peace, Understanding, Grace, Mercy and most of all Forgiveness.  He is so much more, however, you will never know because you want to quit.  I know that their is power is prayer and in spite of how you feel, God still loves you!  Let me begin with God has not any thing to you.  You are allowing Satan and his minions to monopolize your mind, thoughts and actions.  If you could take all that anger and turn it around on the devil that would be a start!  God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of love, power and a sound mind.  The enemy has come like a flood and your going to throw everything away because things are not going your way!  I realize this may be harsh, but it's truth and you need some truth because it will set you free.  I am sorry you feel left out and that God is responsible.  I can tell you that without a doubt God has not done anything to you, but if things are not going your way did it ever occur to you that it may be a blessing that the things you want are not yours?  The bible tells us that every good and perfect gift comes from the Father above.  He only gives us GOOD things!  Those things that you want probably were not good enough or just not in God's timing.  Testy, I know exactly how you feel, I have gone through things that would curl your toenails and as mad, hurt upset and numb, I didn't give a rip about anything nor anyone.  I had had it, I was tired of the fight, tired of seeing things that I believed in turn to dust.  It took a very long time to turn me around, but in spite of my wretched self and self-pity, God was there with me through it ALL!  He not once gave up on me and I say that because their were things going on that NO one knew except him and little by little, the scales were falling off my spiritual eyes so I could see spiritually.  I had health issues, marriage issues, personal suffering issues that were consuming me and I stayed in bed everyday and all day.  It took a while, but I had to take the first step and God took two steps.  There were a lot of baby steps, but God knew how long it was going to take and he has brought me out of my prison, the bondage that was keeping me tied up so much that it was literally choking off what little life I felt I had in me.  I'm probably going to fast, here, the bottom line is go to church, if you have to go up for prayer every time your in church do it.  Pray everyday, give God another chance, he's given you at least that and more.  I will pray for you and want to know how your doing.  I promise you that God has not forsaken you.  He wants to heal those deep wounds that have been there for years, he wants to heal the scars that have been ripped open time and time again, but you have to let go and let GOD!  He loves you with an everlasting love Testy!  I'm claiming that one day, I will call you Testify because you are going to have one heck of a testimony.  Step back and think about what you wrote and truthfully admit that down deep inside that God is not the one you should be angry at.  I can tell you that God is no respecter of persons and if He did it for me and HE DID, surely He will help you too.  Will you please keep me updated.  You can call me Angelbaby and I will respond to your post.  Father, in the name of Jesus and ALL that is Holy I ask that right now you would touch this soul and get Testy to a place of forgiveness, Lord that you would take this soul by the hand and lead them to the path they should go.  I ask for your mercy and grace to wash over this one and I plead the blood line of Jesus Christ and I say to you devil, you are a liar, the Father of lies.  Lord I ask that you would send a legion of angels to surround this soul.  Father I ask all these things in your mighty and Holy name and I know that there is NO THiNG to hard for thee.  Father, I also ask that this souls feel will would get out of the way so you can have your way.  In Jesus name.  Your a loved Testy!

 

[Cebisile Gama]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

never be able to touch hug love talk or enjoy any part of life

I am not able in this life either because I dont have anyone to touch or love or hug and therefore not being able to enjoy life anyway so why not then already cut my throat and ask demons to tear me pieces?

I have two kids one of Which i believe is dying bc of my sin the other sick bc of my sin

According to bible, God doesnt punish kids for parents sins.

Please find away to forgive God

I wish I could but I am not able to trust Him because I already know in advance that it would only end with just an other rejection, just an other hurt, just an other disappointment. I dont wish that to happen anymore.

But i pray God would reveal himself to u and u escape the darkness.

Hundreds of christans have already prayed with no result. Why do you think you are heard? You just told u've done sins. God's ear is deaf to sinners. And di

dnt you think that if God did exist then He would already have answered this prayer because of great multitude of those who pray? What a loving God would not answer when He hears the same prayer from hundreds of different people? With me it has happened so He is either not exist, not loving, not caring or not all powerful.

you are crying out for help. 

True, but I already know that this help will never come. It's just to break the false illusion of other Christians that God is loving, caring and all powerful. As my comments to previous post showed, he is not.

but our God is a God of Love, Peace, Understanding, Grace, Mercy and most of all Forgiveness. 

If God says so then I havent I received it? What if God is the father of all lies and deceit?  Because I have not experienced any of that. Father Satan just opened my eyes to see the truth, that's all, you cant blame Him for that.

You are allowing Satan and his minions to monopolize your mind, thoughts and actions.

Ok, suppose I allow... Then if God is all powerful, why doesn't He stop them then? And how is it moral for him to send me to hell for being victim of satan who blinded me? If I am blinded I dont see where I am going so it is immoral for him to make me responsible for that.

He only gives us GOOD things! 

Then why havent I received any?

the bottom line is go to church

To wast 1.5 hours on listening christian lies about how good and loving is God and to be brainwashed to hope in God who has always failed me? Why would he care for me this time?

Pray everyday, give God another chance, he's given you at least that and more.

If God have used any in about last 4 years what makes you believe that He would now?

I promise you that God has not forsaken you.

Lie! How can you tell this after reading all my posts? By now you should be already be ashamed to be christian.

He wants to heal those deep wounds that have been there for years, he wants to heal the scars that have been ripped open time and time again, but you have to let go and let GOD!

If he wants then why havent he? Why didnt he use his chance when I have prayed about it?

He loves you with an everlasting love Testy!

Ok, how do you put together this statement with what I am going trough? Is that love? Is that care? In this case I even treat drunkards in the park better than God has ever treated me. I have given homeless drunkards cents if they have begged - not saying to boast but to sow that I have at least given something. But God havent given to me anything. So if I have done something but God has done nothing then I am better person than God. And therefore, on last day I should be the one who tells God what his punishment would be in hell  not he who sends me hell.

Lord I ask that you would send a legion of angels to surround this soul.

I am not scared of that! I can open gate to hell with ouija board and summon 2 legions of demons.

Father I ask all these things in your mighty and Holy name

Thanks for praying, now I can see how God miserably tries tto answer and fails just as He  has failed all the previous times. It's so good that God is powerless, I can mock him all the time and he cant do anything about it.  Hey God, here's challenge for you if you see this post: try to answer prayer that he wrote if you can! I enjoy watching how You fail!

 

[Angelbaby7]

Testy, I can tell you why God hasn't done anything, because of your FREE WILL!  God will NOT go against your WILL.  If you are bound and determined that God is not TRUTH or REAL.  Why would anyone do anything for someone who doesn't care about the truth, plainly your mind and heart is made up and your going to do what you want to do anyway. 

19I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, [that] I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:

20That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, [and] that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he [is] thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.   Deut. 30:19-20. 

Testy you have no FAITH and NO one can give you that! When is the last time if ever that you asked God to come into your heart and asked for FORGIVENESS and to wash away the sins in your life and to make your heart white as snow once again.  If your not trusting, asking and believing by Faith how can anything penetrate that.  That my dear is your FREE WILL! 

This question perplexes many. "Free will" is just that. Man has the ability "to will" (want, desire, purpose, determine, intend), and consequently, "to do" whatever he wills. Of course, man is limited in "doing" according to his (physical and mental) ability, not his will. For example, I will to jump over the moon. It's not my will that precludes this. It's my physical ability.                    

There are many instances from the Bible to explain what freewill is. Let's see few examples.


For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16, NIV)



It is clear from this verse that anyone, who believes in Jesus Christ is promised an eternal life. This means that we are given freewill to accept or deny Jesus Christ.

Another example is Adam and Eve eating the forbidden fruit. God gave them orders not to eat the fruit and told them that they will die as a result, but when they were about to eat it, God did not stop them, though God was aware of it because He is omnipresent. God did not interfere in there choice making. God allowed them to choose death, even though God knew that it would result in the death of His one and only Son Jesus Christ.  http://christianity.stackexchange.com/questions/20142/what-is-the-definition-of-free-will-as-explained-in-the-bible?newreg=80b97b9430e2407daf112801ddafcb5a

I'm hoping that this will help you to understand what free will is and bottom line, the ball is in your court.  Accept, (BELIEVE) that Jesus is Lord or (DENY) refusal that GOD is truth and you want the right things, not curses and you have incurred curses on yourself as well as your family.  Testy, I've never met you, but I'll say it again, that the anger that has erupted inside of you is taking over your life.  Until you are ready and WILLING to let go of this you are going to be miserable.  I believe that you are screaming for help, however, if what you say is your truth, how can any one thing penetrate your heart that is so harden by anger and other things.  It's like you've built a wall around your heart and tied chains around the wall.  No one can penetrate that.  However, I will still pray for you and believe that misery is no way to live, not when you can choose life and have it more abundantly/!  Keep me posted Testy!  I'm believing in your (FUTURE) testimony!

 

[Newbie]

I am not able in this life either because I dont have anyone to touch or love or hug and therefore not being able to enjoy life anyway so why not then already cut my throat and ask demons to tear me pieces?

According to bible, God doesnt punish kids for parents sins.

I wish I could but I am not able to trust Him because I already know in advance that it would only end with just an other rejection, just an other hurt, just an other disappointment. I dont wish that to happen anymore.

Hundreds of christans have already prayed with no result. Why do you think you are heard? You just told u've done sins. God's ear is deaf to sinners. And di

dnt you think that if God did exist then He would already have answered this prayer because of great multitude of those who pray? What a loving God would not answer when He hears the same prayer from hundreds of different people? With me it has happened so He is either not exist, not loving, not caring or not all powerful.

True, but I already know that this help will never come. It's just to break the false illusion of other Christians that God is loving, caring and all powerful. As my comments to previous post showed, he is not.

If God says so then I havent I received it? What if God is the father of all lies and deceit?  Because I have not experienced any of that. Father Satan just opened my eyes to see the truth, that's all, you cant blame Him for that.

Ok, suppose I allow... Then if God is all powerful, why doesn't He stop them then? And how is it moral for him to send me to hell for being victim of satan who blinded me? If I am blinded I dont see where I am going so it is immoral for him to make me responsible for that.

Then why havent I received any?

To wast 1.5 hours on listening christian lies about how good and loving is God and to be brainwashed to hope in God who has always failed me? Why would he care for me this time?

If God have used any in about last 4 years what makes you believe that He would now?

Lie! How can you tell this after reading all my posts? By now you should be already be ashamed to be christian.

If he wants then why havent he? Why didnt he use his chance when I have prayed about it?

Ok, how do you put together this statement with what I am going trough? Is that love? Is that care? In this case I even treat drunkards in the park better than God has ever treated me. I have given homeless drunkards cents if they have begged - not saying to boast but to sow that I have at least given something. But God havent given to me anything. So if I have done something but God has done nothing then I am better person than God. And therefore, on last day I should be the one who tells God what his punishment would be in hell  not he who sends me hell.

I am not scared of that! I can open gate to hell with ouija board and summon 2 legions of demons.

Thanks for praying, now I can see how God miserably tries tto answer and fails just as He  has failed all the previous times. It's so good that God is powerless, I can mock him all the time and he cant do anything about it.  Hey God, here's challenge for you if you see this post: try to answer prayer that he wrote if you can! I enjoy watching how You fail!

You can call me a liar, but the truth is that God loves you.​

My friend, God sent His only Son into the world to redeem us. Jesus didn't have to suffer, He didn't have to die. He chose to suffer, He chose to die, for you! He gave His life, for you, of His own free will. God turned His back on Jesus, He abandoned His only Son, He let Him die as a common criminal, without God's grace. He did all this, because He loves you. 

During my life, there have been times when I too doubted that God loved me. But God has never failed, and has shown me time and time again just how much He loves us. You may hate God, but I assure you that He does not hate you. You may have forsaken God, but He will never forsake you. You say you have been mistreated by God, that He has treated you unfairly. My friend, suffering is a part of life.

Why does God allow suffering? The answer is simple, my friend. To keep us closer to Him, to teach us compassion for others, to teach us humility, and to teach us many valuable lessons that otherwise we would learn. You say God hasn't given you anything. He gave you life, my friend. What greater gift could He possibly give you? And not only did He give you life, He gave you eternal life! Is that not proof enough of His love for you?

You have challenged God to answer your prayers, but you have failed to understand what prayer is. We do not demand of God, my friend. He, not we, our God. Prayer means coming before the throne of God, requesting that He help us with our needs and wants. The key word is request. We request, petition if you will, the Lord. God will answer, He has promised, but nowhere has He promised to answer yes. If He chooses to answer no, does that mean He has not answered?

You want proof of God? God is love. Where there is love, there is God. In the love of a parent for a child, there is God. In the love of a husband for his wife, there is God. Where there is love, there is hope.​

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God has promised us that He will never give us more then we can endure. There will be times in our lives when it seems as though God has abandoned us. In these times we must have faith and trust in God, because we know that He is a God of love. Trust and faith are not always easy. As I said before, remember Job. "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him." That is faith in God. We must trust God, 100%. We must trust God completely, because we know He cannot, and will not fail.

You say, "If God is all powerful, why doesn't He stop them then? And how is it moral for him to send me to hell for being victim of Satan who blinded me?" Yes, He could stop them. Why doesn't He? Because God has given us free will. We are free to choose, to do good, or to do evil. Some might say that free will is irresponsible of God, but I don't think so. God has given us free will. It is our responsibility, not God's, to choose good over evil. He wants us to make the choice. He will not force us to do good. He wants us to do good, but God will not force us.

My friend, feel free to PM me if you want to talk. ​

Dear Jesus, we come before You to pray for Anonymous. Show him Your love, dear Jesus. We know that God is love. I ask that You show Him Your everlasting love. We ask that You prove Yourself to him, dear Jesus. We ask that You be with him and bless him. We ask all this in Your Name, dear Jesus, because we know that You love us. In Your Name we pray, dear Jesus. Amen.

I am praying for you, my friend! GBY!​

 

[Anonymous]

Testy, I can tell you why God hasn't done anything, because of your FREE WILL!

So then God is not all powerful. He can only do as much as I allowed Him to do.

God will NOT go against your WILL.

My will has been to receive prayer answers. I still didnt get anything. Even in times when I allowed him to be god in my life.

Why would anyone do anything for someone who doesn't care about the truth

But why would I do anything for God who doesnt love me and who doesnt care me? And how can you say I I dont care about truth? I have seen the truth. I have wanted to see that god is trustworthy but he just havent managed to show that. Do you expect me to believe something that I have never seen or experienced? Isnt it more christian brainwash?

Testy you have no FAITH and NO one can give you that!

Correct! See you yourself said no one. God is not able to do that! His powers are so limited. Btw why should I have faith in someone who has always failed me? Can you give me a guarantee that if I put my faith in god that he would care about me this time? And since you said no one t also means that I cant do anything about it. Sometimes I even want to but I cant. I have tried, but God havent helped me when I have tried. so what can I do? God also has a free will an if it's not his will to help me when I cry out to him than what can I do about it?

When is the last time if ever that you asked God to come into your heart and asked for FORGIVENESS and to wash away the sins in your life and to make your heart white as snow once again.

It has happened. When I was christian I even did it daily. After I understood that God is useless garbage it became less and less. Sometimes I wish (pray) that I may be able to come out of it and then ask for forgiveness in hope that maybe he  hears me this time but when I see that he did not care then I go back to my normal life (talk as much bad of him as I can, because he cant do anything about it anyway). Las time I think was yesterday because I got little too much brainwash.

Of course, man is limited in "doing" according to his (physical and mental) ability, not his will. For example, I will to jump over the moon. It's not my will that precludes this. It's my physical ability.

But what if I do have will to be normal christian but no ability/power to do that and god doesnt give me that either despite of my prayers? Basically in your long letter you just accuse me for things that God did wrong. I have none my part over and over again. That is to pray and ask for forgiveness. God has not done his part (which is to answer prayers). I dont understand why do you treat me as if I had never wanted to be christian?

and you have incurred curses on yourself as well as your family

That's the classical christian brainwashing scheme. You cant show that God is loving, then you try to explain it away with free will, and now you are threaten me with curses for not believing in liar who lies that he loves me? And why would curse my family? What have they done wrong? Bible even teaches that each one get punishment for their own sin. You dont even have correct understanding of Bible. See there are many worldly people who are not cursed. Why would I get cursed? See Bill Gates or Putin or just every day people who go work on week days and clubbing on week ends. Where is their curse.

I even put his curses to test today! Bible says "So then, whoever eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of sinning against the body and blood of the Lord.". I went to church to day and before eating the bread and drinking the cup I cursed and blasphemed god and told him how useless he is and renounced him and his son and casted away his rotten holy spirit. I did it because I remembered from the bible that some people have received sickness or death for that. So I prayed god that if he has to do something about it he would choose death because if he chooses sickness it wouldnt really help me because I wouldnt turn back to him because of that and then I would still have to commit suicide later. But when God kills me for than then it's finished and I dont have to go to grave yard with ouija board to summon domens to kill me.
But see I am still alive and posting this so looks like bible was wrong again. And I found an other promise of God that turned out to be miserable lie.

Until you are ready and WILLING to let go of this you are going to be miserable. 

I am willing but and screaming for help but God is not able. Only right tong I can do about it is to cast spells that make me forget about God. This way I get out of it because I wouldnt thing about god anymore and if I dont think about him I would no get hurt by thinking that either. If I never became christian at first point my life wouldnt be miserable right now. ll my problems I have right now are because of christ. My life would be better if I never got to know him.

how can any one thing penetrate your heart that is so harden by anger and other things. 

Looks like God finally managed to create stone that is too heavy for him to lift. It's God's fault. If he had answered me when I still had hope in him, surely my heart would be different than it is now.  If he never answers  me and never cares and only gives me false promises what shall my heart become then? Shall I be like Please give me more of ur lies that I may live even more in illusion and hope that never will become true? See, I have put way more effor in my relationship with God than those who were born in christian families and who were brainwashed from early childhood. But as you can see God doesnt give s**t about it. He, even if he knows how I feel, simply doesnt care (enough) to do anything about my prayers.

In general you are about as right about me as those who mocked Job when he lost everything. I am sure that if my situation happened to you wouldnt even post here. You would just visit local spell caster right away and if no help in 2 weeks you would jump.

However, I will still pray for you and believe that misery is no way to live,

I believe that there is better way than that, but god does not want me to have it so all I can do in my case is try to forget it as soon as I can and then try to live normal life by thinking as little about God as possible. Like work hard, do hobbies, find girlfriend, what ever helps to consume my time so that I wouldnt think of God. Right now I am busy with master thesis. But nice and worldly girlfriend would probably help a lot because then I would finally have something better to think about than how I was once victim of fraud called christianity. And usually happy thoughts help to forget bad memories so I think like year after finding girlfriend or so I wouldnt even think about God. Not even christmas time. And then I would no loger feel miserable because the reason I feel miserable is that I think too much about God,and it makes me feel bad every time I do.