I’m always in pain, always treated poorly. It’s hard being a caregiver, making the money, and feeling like there’s no hope. I need help believing things can get better. Life wasn’t like this before. Who can go on with such little sleep and little food? I am afraid to ask God for help because I don’t feel I deserve it either, I can just continue to suffer, because how many others are facing more dire problems… but so many times I feel I just want to give up.