Yea I tried telling God that my wife doesn't listen, follow the Word, you know, make her love me, make her show up, make her do what Your Word says, and He doesn't. I mean, it's been 8 months of her leading and me never getting my headship back, and I'm mad at God and think He's disrespectful to doing that to a man who wants to follow His Word, and He just kicks back. Why is all hell breaking loose? I literally want to kill myself because this is the favor from the Lord.