Today was my birthday. My mom and kids gave me flowers,

[rbn6524]

Today was my birthday. My mom and kids gave me flowers, which I was so grateful for. So I thank God for them. My family came over to spend time with me. But all I wanted was my husband to come back to his family. It has been 70 days and it has not gotten better. I have only had 3 days where I felt ok. My husband left us for a 23 year old, and they are happy while my kids and I are sad and miss him. Everyone tells me I need to move on but I can't. I love him so much and I want my kids to have their dad, but he has spent all his time and money with this girl while we have struggled. I just feel there is no justice. We are sad, miserable, and he despises me. He truly believes I drove him away and that I am an awful person. I wasn't the best wife, and people tell me all the time men pray for a woman like me but I guess I am not good enough for him but this little girl is? I am just devastated that this man is gone and my kids and I will never be with him again. I have been through so much this last year and god continues to throw me for a loop and I just can't take it anymore. I don't want to live most days because my heart just can't take it. I don't want to leave my kids but why won't god change his heart and bring him back to us and why wouldn't god give me a chance to fix my faults and be a better wife to him? I just want my family back is that so much to ask for? And I just want some peace. And I just want him to come home and love us again and have the hate that is in his heart turn to forgiveness. I can't live like this the rest of my life.

 

[loveangel]

I prayed for this. In Jesus name. Amen

 

[kbehrent]

they are happy while my kids and I are sad

How do you know this?  If they are living in sin then they cannot be happy.  They may seem that way, but that does not make it true.  

god continues to throw me for a loop

Yes, the god with the little g, known as satan and his demonic realm is throwing you for a loop, but the God with the big G is not the one throwing you for a loop.  He loves you, and wants the best for you. Your job on this earth and in this life is to love Him with all your heart, strength, mind, and soul.  Putting Him first in your life will definitely make your life easier to face.  Doing what He says to do in His instruction book, the Bible, is the best way to get your life back on the straight track.  The Bible is an instruction book on how to get through this life, and not a book of a lot of laws. 

In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God.

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Heavenly Father. In the Name of Your Son Jesus Christ, I pray, that you will receive and answer your child's prayers according to your perfect will. Amen

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to  God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Amen.

♥Lets Pray/Prayer Focus:    God I ask in Jesus Name, “Bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God according to Your perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.  Lord encourage me daily.  God bless me to prosper, be in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in the Word and ways  of God.  God give Your angels charge over me to protect and keep me safe from all hurt, harm, and danger.  Protect me from the enemy of my soul.  Place a hedge of protection and a wall of fire all around me.  Let no weapon ever formed against me prosper.  Let nothing get close to me that is not close to You God.  God teach me the importance of prayer, and bless me to develop a One on One time with You daily in prayer, seeking Your face, and meditating upon Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love, and care about.  God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord. Amen.”

 

[val7]

Happy Birthday...focus on God, your Mom & kids!

 

[Jesus is My King]

I prayed for this request in the name of Jesus. Amen

 

[The Encourager]

Happy Birthday!!!