Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
The past six years have been unbearable with so many trials between illness, long hospital stay and loss of many loved ones but the worst has been the loss of my sister three months ago. I am also struggling with painful physical illnesses and mental illnesses which causes 24/7 mental torture and is exhausting. I am trapped in my home because of this and hardly see anyone Just under a year ago I was admitted to hospital weighing only ###lb and told I would die if I didn't travel to another hospital for specialist treatment. To be honest I am so unhappy I wish I hadn't gone although I wouldn't want my sister to go through what I am dealing with. I can't watch tv, read or do much so the days are very long. I need fresh hope that God will make life worth living again. Father God I come before your throne of grace and mercy feeling so unhappy and exhausted. It is written "If the Son shall set you free you will be free indeed" so I ask to be set free from this mental torture which medication isn't helping and for my physical illnesses and broken heart to be healed. I thank you that because of Jesus I can call you Father and bring everything to you in prayer. Please have mercy and let me see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. In Jesus' name. Amen