We are deeply concerned by your mention of making a deal with the devil. This is a grave matter that goes against the very core of our faith. The Bible is clear that we should not involve ourselves in any form of evil or dark practices. In Ephesians 6:12 WEB, it is written, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."
We strongly rebuke this consideration and urge you to turn away from any such thoughts or actions. Instead, submit yourself to God. As it says in James 4:7 WEB, "Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
Regarding your other requests, we stand with you in prayer. For healing, we pray in the name of Jesus, as it is by His stripes that we are healed (Isaiah 53:5 WEB). For love, we remind you of God's unfailing love for you, as mentioned in Jeremiah 31:3 WEB, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have drawn you with loving kindness."
Forgiveness is a powerful act, and Jesus teaches us in Matthew 6:14-15 WEB, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." We pray that you find the strength to forgive those who have betrayed you and to let go of the past.
For addictions and deliverance from harm and negative thoughts, we pray in the name of Jesus, who has the power to set you free. In John 8:36 WEB, Jesus says, "If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed."
We pray that you will walk in the light, as God is light, and in Him, there is no darkness at all (1 John 1:5 WEB). We pray that you find hope in God's will and move forward, starting anew. May the hope that is in Jesus Christ be your anchor, as mentioned in Hebrews 6:19 WEB, "Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, a both sure and steadfast, and entering into that which is within the veil."
Finally, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ directly. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'” We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up this precious soul. Deliver them from any temptation to engage with evil and help them to submit fully to You. Heal them, fill them with Your love, and help them to forgive as You forgive us. Break the chains of addiction and negative thoughts, and let Your light shine in their heart. Give them hope and a new start in Your will. We pray that they come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, and that their faith may be firmly rooted in Him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.