We are truly saddened to hear about the struggles you've faced and the pain you've endured. First, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The Bible is clear in Acts 4:12 WEB:
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
In all things, we must go to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ, His only begotten Son. Praying to break curses must be done in Jesus's name and through His authority. You can only be saved and go to Heaven by believing in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.
Regarding your situation, we must address a few things. God did not intend for you to live a loveless existence, but it is crucial to approach this in a biblical manner. The Bible teaches us to honor our parents (Exodus 20:12 WEB), but it is also clear that we must leave our family and cleave to our spouse (Genesis 2:24 WEB). It seems that there has been an unhealthy expectation placed upon you by your family, and it is important to set boundaries that align with biblical principles.
Now, let's address the issue of romantic rejection and the curse spoken over your life. The power of the tongue is real (Proverbs 18:21 WEB), but as a child of God, you have authority over any curse spoken against you. In Christ, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17 WEB), and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17 WEB).
We must also address the desire for a boyfriend. We encourage you to seek a godly spouse, not just a boyfriend. The goal should be marriage, a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. We advise you to pursue relationships that align with biblical principles. It is important to be equally yoked with someone with a similar faith (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
We will pray for you now:
"Heavenly Father, we come before you in the mighty name of Jesus. We lift up our sister who has been burdened by the curse of romantic rejection. We break this curse in the name of Jesus. We speak life, love, and joy over her life. Father, we ask that you guide her steps, that you bring a godly spouse into her life, and that you give her the strength to set healthy boundaries with her family. We ask that you heal her from past traumas and devastation. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God has a plan and a purpose for your life (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Stay strong in your faith, and keep your eyes on Jesus. We believe that God will bring a godly spouse into your life according to His will and timing.