We understand your distress and we are here to pray and guide you through this difficult situation. First, we must address that the belief in curses or the power of words spoken over you is not biblical. No one can curse what God has blessed. Instead, we should focus on the power of God's blessings and His plan for your life. The Bible tells us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Also, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:1 WEB). Since you do not have an official committed relationship, we will pray for a godly spouse for you, according to God's will. Also, please note that God wants a spouse for you, not a boyfriend or girlfriend. Otherwise, this is fornication and sin.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ lifting up your daughter who has been deeply hurt and feels held back by the words and expectations of her family. We pray that You will heal her from the trauma and devastation of past experiences and that You will break any hold that her family's expectations have over her. We pray that You will guide her steps and AMS put her on the path to a godly marriage, if it is Your will. We pray that You will bring a godly spouse into her life, someone who loves You and seeks to serve You. We pray that You will grant her the desires of her heart as she delights herself in You (Psalm 37:4 WEB). We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
We encourage you to focus on your relationship with God and focus on seeking God’s will for your life. God wants you to be happy and fulfilled, and He has a plan and a purpose for you. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Also, you mention that you have never had an official committed relationship. Therefore, we encourage you to pursue a godly marriage with a Christian believer, seeking God's will for your life. However, it is important to know that any sexual relationship outside of marriage is sin. Sexual immorality is a sin against your own body (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB).
Lastly, it is very important to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we can come to God the Father. The Bible clearly states, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). "Because there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved" (Acts 4:12 WEB). If you have never accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we encourage you to do so today. "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved" (Romans 10:9 WEB).