A thought came to mind, the prodigal son finding himself eating pigs food and living in a pigs sty.
We can't blame anyone but ourselves when we find ourselves in a place of a pit. Why? He redeemed our life from destruction, crowned us with loving kindness and tender mercies. He's forgiven you all your inquities, healed all your diseases. .
Faith is built on doing the word of God. We hear by his stripes we are healed. Thank you Father that you sent your word and healed me and delivered me from my destructions. I receive that word. Thank you Father, that you desire that I prosper and be in health even as my soul prospers. I receive that word. Jesus said if you abide in me and my word abide in you, you shall ask what you will and it will be done unto you.
You are surrounded by evil, ungodly people because that's how you see them. Your whole world is built upon your perception, not God's.
Death and life are in the power of the tongue. Read back your post and find one word that declares life. Your words are curses against yourself. Christ has redeemed you from the curse of the law.
What does God say about you?
Jeremiah_31:3 The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
Jeremiah 15:16 Thy words were found, and I did eat them; and thy word was unto me the joy and rejoicing of mine heart: for I am called by thy name, O LORD God of hosts.
Stop blaming others for your condition. The word of God says, I am the righteousness of God in Christ. Do you know that? Because of salvation, you have been made "right" with God. You now have "peace" with God. But you aren't in peace, your life is turmoil. It's not easy to be around someone who thinks of themselves as a victim. God never created you to be victimized, but to be victorious. In fact, scripture says you are more than a conqueror through Christ. You want out of that place, start agreeing with God. I can move myself to someplace better, because I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I can prosper and be in health even as my soul prospers because God already called it forth. Why am I believing the lies the devil tells me?
I don't have friends either, I have a lot of acquaintances, and yet my life is filled with joy, because Jesus is the best friend anyone can have. If you need a pick me up...read the word of God and hear Jesus speaking to you. Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
Scripture says, as a man thinks so is he. Our thoughts can take us places we don't want to go or they can take us places where life is wonderful and freedom abound, and that is in Christ Jesus.
No one but God would manifest in the flesh, sending his word to heal and deliver. Yet we frame our world with our words. God said light be and light was and God saw the light and said it is good.
Start saying to yourself, I am the one whom Jesus loves.
I am the righteousness of God in Christ, not just one time, but perhaps many times until you believe it.
Bless those who curse you, bless your landlord, bless your place of living, bless that water you take a bath in in Jesus name, and watch curses move into blessings.
In the authority of the name of Jesus to set captives free...I declare BE FREE! Oppression GO! I speak and release the life of Christ and His love to permeate and I say with Christ RESTORE! in the name of Jesus. Amen.
Let's keep praying for Smilee's leg. "Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them and anoint them with oil in the name of the Lord" (James 5:14). Trusting Jesus for complete healing and strength. In Jesus' name! 
