My testimony: I was abused as a ...

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    Lord you have many gifts you offer me. Thank you for each one. I have food, clothes & shelter. However, my heart desires a house I can call my own. One I can afford.
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Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 
Make no mistake, my Father is a good, good Father, He loved me enough to make me into who I am today. I praise HIS HOLY name. I praise his name that I was worthy for him to care enough to make me change. He is wonderful, terrific, amazing to do what he has done. I have never been given more than Yeshuah was given. I am still standing, even if broken. I wait for his hand upon me.
 
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Amen.. My Father is a good, good Father, He does love you, and love us.. We praise his holy name, For all he does for us. In Jesus Name We Pray. Amen
 
Amen.. My Father is a good, good Father, He does love you, and love us.. We praise his holy name, For all he does for us. In Jesus Name We Pray. Amen
This is for you:

King James Bible 1611, Job 1:

20 Then Iob arose, and rent his mantle, and shaued his head, and fell downe vpon the ground and worshipped,

21 And said, Naked came I out of my mothers wombe, and naked shall I returne thither: the Lord gaue, and the Lord hath taken away, blessed be the Name of the Lord.

22 In all this Iob sinned not, nor charged God foolishly.

King James Bible 1611, Job 11:

16 Because thou shalt forget thy misery, and remember it as waters that passe away:

17 And thine age shalbe clearer then the noone day; thou shalt shine foorth, thou shalt be as the morning.

18 And thou shalt be secure because there is hope, yea thou shalt digge about thee, and thou shalt take thy rest in safety.

19 Also thou shalt lye downe, and none shall make thee afraid; yea many shall make suite vnto thee.

20 But the eyes of the wicked shall faile, and they shall not escape, and their hope shall be as the giuing vp of the ghost.
 
My testimony: I was abused as a child by a military man, and i was the demon in his mind that he attacked in Vietnam, I was abused in ways most people could never understand, and my mother allowed it, I forgave them. Taken away and abused in foster homes, never wanted, essentially an orphan, no one to ever help me, I forgave them. At my university my faith hit evolution head-on, I turned away for awhile, I forgave them. I sinned in different ways, even without understanding, I forgave myself, but can not stop repenting. I reached out and tried to help my brothers, the younger one raped me, I forgave him. Every friend I have ever had has turned on me and done evil to me, I forgive them I got cancer, I forgave everyone My husband was deceived by a woman and cheated on me while I was going through treatment, I forgave the woman I forgave him, and my marriage was restored. I began to repent, and have continued to repent spontaneously. I lived through a story like JOB almost everyday of my life. The church I ascribed to, I realized was a liar when they changed the Lord's Prayer. I prayed for the WORD to be written on my heart and soul so I could never be deceived. Married for 28 years, had a person kill my husband while he was going to work, I dreamed he would die in visions for weeks before he died. Wanted to kill myself without even knowing it, I stood at the edge of cliffs, and lost my balance over and over again. Grief dropped me like a tidal wave for years. Suffered through PTSD most of my life from my childhood At the time of the funeral I had strangers come up to me and tell me that the Father wanted me to be with someone else. I screamed at the Father. He sent a Rabbi to me who said that the Father said I was to be with him, he held me through those years of screaming grief. My children turned on me when I got remarried to the man the Father sent to me who looks the same, acts the same, same blood type, (identical to my dead husband in every possible way), he still held me as I cried. Even as I screamed even on my dead husband's grave. I dedicated the rest of my life to the Father, I stand next to this man in whatever comes. People in a church we came to help, stole every penny we had left, left us in a building without food or water. I was ready to die without food or water, I prayed: The Lord sent two widows each week, and each one put $5 in each of my hands. The Lord sent a woman who said her mother had said that the Spirit was telling her she had to give us food, I did not know them. We have been penniless for more than 5 years. We are very poor. I have asthma increasing and illness increasing for 5 years. I want a baby for my husband, but have been barren these years. The Father has always provided, but just enough. We have a blog dedicated to the Truth of the Word. We have sent out food and Bibles to the poor. We want to start a system to feed the poor and clothe the poor where we are. No one here cares. We want to give unto the orphans. We want to send more Bibles and do more. We continue to be attacked the more we try in all kind of ways. We are surrounded by liars and thieves. We are Kosher, We keep the whole law, and do what the WORD says. We are not perfect and we do make mistakes. We are alone, and have no family, my husband is an only child, also and his parents have long been dead, we have no family. We are alone. We follow the WHOLE LAW, Old Testament and New Testament in all things. My husband the rabbi, is the best Bible teacher I have ever seen, he was raised Orthodox, and converted to believing after his parents were killed. We give to the poor when they ask, even when we do not have much. This is my testimony. Know that each of us has battles you do not know of. These are just some of mine. There are more than this. I do not fight my cross. I welcome my cross as it draws me closer to the Father every day. If I must give all, I give all. If I must suffer, then I say thank you, for him to love me that much. We are missionaries alone, in a third world country where people are essentially soul-less, and do not have any love in their heart. They are shallow people who do not care who they step on or hurt. There are exceptions, we seek those who will listen and we help to save those the Father quickens to us. We are more than this temporary home, and this tent. Why won't you clean yourself, our time draws ever nearer. Nothing in this world matters, and this was a hard lesson for me to learn. We must, each of us, pick up our cross and bear it, whatever it is. AND overcome our cross, and still choose to love, to forgive and to choose the Lord. Excuses, Anger, Bitterness, and feeling entitled are only excuses that keep us away from our birth rite.
But there's a line between forgiving and calling wrong, right. Or giving people free reign by "Letting them ' do wrong to you.Also, you could be making it easier for them to carry on in a bad habit by "catering to them", wouldn't that be counterproductive?Like, I and many others have fallen victim to people who ask for money, swear to pay it back,then go back on their word. And they go through their life like this, so if I would "give in to them",wouldn't I actually be egging them on to do wrong?Ive also had people ask me to drive them to their drug dealer,or lend them money for drugs, and someone asked me to lie for them in court!!So I just say,we shouldn't misconstrue praying for some from a distance with ASSISTING them in their sins.I've heard of pseudo Christian cults who have women who give their bodies to men to show "Christian love" to the unsaved. Surely you can't agree with that!!!
 
You have a beautiful heart and soul. Most of us could not even begin to comprehend the pain and suffering you have endured. You are truly a blessing to all and I pray for you and your husband in Jesus name Amen
 

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