I’m very sorry about your situation, friend. While I realize how much you love and care for your husband; any form of physical abuse in any relationship is not okay. Please seek professional counseling immediately. Your safety is of prime importance here, because it is said that men who have abused their wives in the past are likely to abuse again, and next time you may suffer more serious injuries. If you’re in the US, call this number 855-382-5433 -- I believe they can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor. I’ll be praying that God will grant you wisdom as to how you should deal with your circumstances. May the Lord free your husband from the hold that alcohol has on his life and encourage him to seek the assistance he clearly needs. Stay strong, okay? ((Hugs))