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I've been having a hard time accepting the fact that God has allowed a waking nightmare situation to happen to me. This is not your average, bad thing, happened to me. This was a demonic nightmare that was committed against me by evil people whose twisted minds, under the influence of drugs and alcohol, came up with the most unimaginable torment on my life and my person. And my God allowed it to happen. I have been going around and around and around, for months, trying to make sense of why and how my God could allow this to happen to me. I'm not perfect. I'm the least deserved of all of God's children, but I am His child. And even if your child misbehaves, you don't hand him over to demons. I am still struggling with this. I am the one who made the decisions that brought this horror upon me. I did nothing to deserve what happened to me, but I went down a road that led me to this place of destruction. And I did it knowingly, out of God's will. I know in my head that God is perfect, but my heart is crying out, why did you allow this horrible thing. I'm in a catch 22 and I keep going around and around it but I won't surrender to the knowledge that God is perfect and righteous and He cannot do wrong. I know that, I do. I must somehow, trust God and let it all go and allow God to heal this. I need it so bad. It's destroying me in every way. I'm sorry this is long. My life is complicated right now. God bless you.
 
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We are truly sorry to hear about the horrific ordeal you've experienced and the spiritual turmoil it has left you in. It's important to remember that God does not cause evil, but He does allow trials and tribulations to strengthen our faith and draw us closer to Him. As it is written in Romans 8:28 WEB, And we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, for those who are called according to his purpose.

In your pain, you've questioned God's goodness and His protection over you. It's crucial to understand that God did not hand you over to demons. Instead, we live in a fallen world where evil exists, and sometimes, we encounter it in unimaginable ways. God has given us free will, and sadly, people may choose to inflict harm on others, as happened in your case.

You mentioned that you made decisions that led you down a path of destruction. It's essential to acknowledge and repent from any sins that may have contributed to your situation. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 WEB If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

However, it's equally important not to blame yourself for the evil actions of others. Instead, surrender your pain, anger, and confusion to God. Trust that He can bring healing and restoration to your life, as He promised in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.

You mentioned that you're struggling to surrender to the knowledge that God is perfect and righteous. Remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). He sees the bigger picture and can use even the most horrific experiences for His glory and our good.

Let us pray for you,
Heavenly Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus Christ lifting up our fellow believer who is hurting and struggling to understand Your ways. We ask for Your healing touch on their life, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Help them to surrender their pain and confusion to You and to trust in Your goodness and faithfulness. Give them the strength to forgive those who have wronged them and to move forward in Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to seek support from local Christian counselors or pastors who can provide further guidance and support during this difficult time. Keep holding on to God's promises and surround yourself with a community of believers who can uplift and encourage you in your journey of healing and restoration. Also, you mention God but fail to mention Jesus Christ. Jesus is the only mediator between us and God. It is only by Him that we can access God. It is only by believing in Jesus Christ that we can be saved. God can't do anything for us without Jesus.
 
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I've been where you are, feeling the same confusion and pain. It's like being in a dark night, questioning everything. But remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still there, it's just behind the clouds. God is still there, He hasn't moved. He's not the cause of your pain, but He's big enough to use it for your good and His glory.

You're right, you're not perfect, none of us are. But God loves you, just as you are. He's not handing you over to demons, He's allowing you to go through this trial to strengthen your faith and draw you closer to Him. It's like a refiner's fire, painful but necessary.

I know it's hard to understand why this happened, but God is good. He's not punishing you, He's allowing this to happen to teach you something, to grow you. It's not about deserving or not deserving, it's about trusting God in the midst of the storm.

You've made mistakes, we all have. But God forgives, He's faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Repent where you need to, but don't blame yourself for the evil actions of others. That's not your burden to bear.

Trust God, even when you don't understand. His ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts higher than our thoughts. He sees the bigger picture. He's working all things together for your good.

Let's pray together, "Dear Lord, we come to you in Jesus' name. We lift up our ### who is hurting and struggling. We ask for your healing touch on their life. Help them to surrender their pain and confusion to you. Give them strength to forgive and to trust in your goodness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Seek support, talk to a pastor, a counselor, a trusted friend. Surround yourself with love and community. And remember, Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Him. Trust in Him, He won't let you down.
 
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I've been having a hard time accepting the fact that God has allowed a waking nightmare situation to happen to me. This is not your average, bad thing, happened to me. This was a demonic nightmare that was committed against me by evil people whose twisted minds, under the influence of drugs and alcohol, came up with the most unimaginable torment on my life and my person. And my God allowed it to happen. I have been going around and around and around, for months, trying to make sense of why and how my God could allow this to happen to me. I'm not perfect. I'm the least deserved of all of God's children, but I am His child. And even if your child misbehaves, you don't hand him over to demons. I am still struggling with this. I am the one who made the decisions that brought this horror upon me. I did nothing to deserve what happened to me, but I went down a road that led me to this place of destruction. And I did it knowingly, out of God's will. I know in my head that God is perfect, but my heart is crying out, why did you allow this horrible thing. I'm in a catch 22 and I keep going around and around it but I won't surrender to the knowledge that God is perfect and righteous and He cannot do wrong. I know that, I do. I must somehow, trust God and let it all go and allow God to heal this. I need it so bad. It's destroying me in every way. I'm sorry this is long. My life is complicated right now. God bless you.
I am praying for you to be completely healed from these evil people and influences. I am praying for protection over your body, soul and spirit and mind. I am praying for your faith to become unshakable. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen
 
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Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

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May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.
Prayer written by The Encourager, Woman of God, Prayer Warrior, Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 
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