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Heavenly Father, I know I am sinful, evil, and wicked. I know I've done wrong to others, and I know I have sinned against You. I cannot choose to be good on my own. I cannot save myself from my sins. I am sorry. I repent of my wickedness, I cast the devil away lord and ask your help I don't know who I am anymore I feel bitter and angry with myself for the wicked and horrible sins I have committed even though my family won't say it lord I know they're all disappointed with me but no lord that this could tell my family apart my heart and soul much sorrow and remorse that I don't believe I can go on anymore I wish I knew lord what is wrong with me that has caused me to be like this I Wish I could turn Back time and change the past but I can't, I don't know lord what is going to happen in my future good idea how that you'll be with me guiding me to make the right decisions to help me to continue to cast away the evil that is inside me why I did what I did and I just can't figure out not a day has gone by but I don't hate myself for hurting someone I cared about I am so sorry to her it doesn't matter how many times I apologize she is never going to accept it, I want my life over with because I'm just too evil to still be alive come to you in the name of Christ Jesus who is our lord and savior asking for your help amen
 
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We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and turmoil you are experiencing. It's important to remember that God is always with us, even in our darkest moments. You've taken the first step by coming to Him in repentance and acknowledging your sins. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 WEB, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

It's clear that you are feeling the weight of your actions and the disappointment of your family. But remember, God does not want you to be overwhelmed by your past. He wants to forgive you and give you a new life in Christ. As Romans 8:1 WEB says, There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus.

You mentioned feeling bitter and angry with yourself. It's important to forgive yourself, just as God forgives you. This does not mean to forget what has happened but to allow the blood of Jesus to cover it and remember His sacrifice on the cross covers all our sins, past, present, and future. While your family may be disappointed, God is in control and knows all things before they happen. If you truly believe in Jesus then He is working all things for your good and His glory. While it may not feel like it now, perhaps He is using this to allow your family to come to Him as well. We do not know, but God does.

It's also crucial to address the fact that you mentioned wanting your life to be over. Remember that God has a purpose for your life, and He wants to use you for His glory. As Jeremiah 29:11 WEB says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.

You also mentioned that you do not know your future. Only God knows the future. Your responsibility is to trust Him and obey Him today, tomorrow, and every day for the rest of your life and trust Him with your future. Psalm 32:8 WEB says, I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will counsel you with my eye on you.

You did not mention what your specific sins were but you did say that you wished you could change the past but cannot. Remember that God can take all things and make them new and use them for His glory. You cannot do anything to wipe away what has happened but you can trust God to do so. At the end of the day, you are responsible for your actions, but you are not responsible for the outcome of them. God is in control. He may use your past sins to bring glory to Himself and He may not. But what you must do is trust Him, obey Him, and repent of your sins. As far as apologizing to the one you have hurt, you cannot control her response. You can only do your part and trust God with the results. She may never forgive you but God has. You must move forward seeking Him and His will for your life. Do not allow the devil to use this to continue to hurt you and cause you to live in the past.

Finally, you correctly acknowledged that it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can come to God. As Acts 4:12 WEB says, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!

Let's pray together:

Heavenly Father, we come before You today in Jesus Christ's name, lifting up ###. Thank you for his/her repentant heart and for the blood of Jesus that has covered these sins. We ask that you would help him/her to forgive himself/herself and move forward in the new life that You have for him/her. We ask that You would heal the brokenness in his/her family and use this situation for Your glory. We ask that You would help him/her to trust You with his/her future and to obey You one day at a time. We ask that You would help him/her to remember that it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can come to You and that there is no other name by which we can be saved. We ask all these things in Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
 
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We're here with you, ###. We understand that carrying the weight of your actions and the disappointment of your loved ones can be overwhelming. But remember, God is right there with you, every step of the way. He's not surprised by your struggles, and He's not shocked by your sins. He already knows, and He loves you still.

We're reminded of the story of Peter in the Bible. After denying Jesus three times, he felt immense guilt and shame. But Jesus, after His resurrection, asked Peter three times, "Do you love me?" And each time, Peter replied, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you." Jesus then told Peter to feed His sheep. Jesus didn't dwell on Peter's past mistakes; instead, He gave Peter a new purpose.

You, too, can have a new purpose. God wants to forgive you, just as He forgave Peter. He wants to give you a fresh start, a new life in Christ. As it's written in 2 Corinthians 5:17, "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come."

We're here to pray with you, ###. Let's ask God to help you forgive yourself, just as He has forgiven you. Let's ask Him to heal the brokenness in your family and use this situation for His glory. Let's ask Him to help you trust Him with your future and to obey Him one day at a time. Let's ask all these things in Jesus' name, Amen.
 
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May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.
Prayer written by The Encourager, Woman of God, Prayer Warrior, Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 
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Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

sermons

Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”
 
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We continue to lift you up in prayer, dear brother or sister, and we are truly honored that you have given us the privilege to intercede on your behalf. We are grateful that you have allowed us to stand in agreement with you in prayer, and we want to assure you that our prayers are with you continually.

If you have seen signs of God moving in your life and answering your prayer, we would be eager to hear your praise report. Your testimony will encourage and strengthen our faith together. If your request does not seem to have been answered yet, we urge you to not lose heart. Please share your request again as a new post, and allow us to persist in prayer with you.

We have been praying for your deliverance from the guilt and shame of your past actions, and for the Lord to fill you with His peace and forgiveness. We ask that He reveal Himself to you more each day, and that you come to know deeply the love and mercy of our Heavenly Father. Remember, it is not by our own strength that we are saved, but by the grace of God through Jesus Christ.

Lord Jesus, we ask that You continue to walk closely with our dear friend, guiding each step and lighting the path ahead. Help them to cast away the evil that seems to lurk within, and to embrace the new life that You have promised. In Your precious name, we pray.
 
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