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I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.i was contacted by yet another landlord
who has a small house to rent
to me in Silver Springs, Nevada
however he is sick with the flu right now
and will call me when he is feeling better
i can understand how hard having the flu is....
but i have an agency who keeps giving me
deadline's and they will not
want to hear someone
has The Flu....
and if i tell this landlord this next deadline
i will probably lose him and this rental too...
no one want's to be backed into a corner
and threatened with deadline's
who is looking to rent to me....
it just scares everyone away.....
and it make's me the sickest
and the most scared of them all too....
that was a huge part of the reason that i lost the last landlord Marty out west....
He couldn't deal with being given
an ultimatum and the stress and pressure
when he was already under soo much
with his out of state truck driving job
so he just walked away....
can you blame him ?
i can not....he did not deserve............
.................being treated like that.......
and unfortunately
because i was given an ultimatum
and a very tight deadline
it then became his too....
and now
i don't know anymore what to do
i am a destroyed person
and no matter how hard i try to accomplish
a permanent housing goal
something inevitably is going wrong
ABBA--DADDY--GOD
PLEASE STEP IN FOR ME IN JESUS'S NAME
AND DO FOR ME WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO DO
FOR A LONG TIME NOW
AND HAVE YET TO ACHIEVE......
it doesn't really matter any more where i now live
after all i have been thru
i simply want peace...
my head always hurts
my hair is falling out from the stress
and i am a very very very sick girl
and maybe i am too far gone to even relocate
out of state at this point....
then so be it.
then open up some place local please
for me to live for now....
this should have never gotten this far
and this bad for me...for this long now...
and God i ask YOU now
how does this give YOU any Glory at all
call me crazy but i just don't see it......
there is no testimony in any of this...
except a very destroyed and sick girl...
did i miss something here God...?
because i sure try hard.
it just never is enough....
i ask one last time
PLEASE SEND A HOUSING MIRACLE....
i am not asking much here God
and if i am...then i stand corrected tonight.
then i am truly sorry
and perhaps at this point
there is nothing more to pray or even say
do what You will God
do what You will....and know is best...
trying to not be homeless has become a full time occupation for me
and i can't live with this over my head
anymore...
if You want me homeless
then so be it.
i am sick and tired of being afraid
and living in fear
then let it all fall down
let it all fall to the ground
including me with it....
The Lord Giveth and The Lord Taketh away
Blessed be the name of The Lord
i know this one truth
there is nothing impossible for YOU
so then
what am i not getting here God ?
if my life is simply struggling to survive
and failing.....
then is soo not worth it any more...
no it is not....
JOHN 10 : 10
amen.