I Need A Housing Miracle...and I am extremely tired and wondering what is the next direction to take.....

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

i was contacted by yet another landlord
who has a small house to rent
to me in Silver Springs, Nevada

however he is sick with the flu right now
and will call me when he is feeling better

i can understand how hard having the flu is....
but i have an agency who keeps giving me
deadline's and they will not
want to hear someone
has The Flu....
and if i tell this landlord this next deadline
i will probably lose him and this rental too...
no one want's to be backed into a corner
and threatened with deadline's
who is looking to rent to me....

it just scares everyone away.....
and it make's me the sickest
and the most scared of them all too....

that was a huge part of the reason that i lost the last landlord Marty out west....
He couldn't deal with being given
an ultimatum and the stress and pressure
when he was already under soo much
with his out of state truck driving job
so he just walked away....

can you blame him ?

i can not....he did not deserve............
.................being treated like that.......
and unfortunately
because i was given an ultimatum
and a very tight deadline
it then became his too....

and now
i don't know anymore what to do

i am a destroyed person
and no matter how hard i try to accomplish
a permanent housing goal
something inevitably is going wrong

ABBA--DADDY--GOD
PLEASE STEP IN FOR ME IN JESUS'S NAME
AND DO FOR ME WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO DO
FOR A LONG TIME NOW
AND HAVE YET TO ACHIEVE......

it doesn't really matter any more where i now live
after all i have been thru
i simply want peace...

my head always hurts
my hair is falling out from the stress
and i am a very very very sick girl
and maybe i am too far gone to even relocate
out of state at this point....

then so be it.

then open up some place local please
for me to live for now....

this should have never gotten this far
and this bad for me...for this long now...
and God i ask YOU now
how does this give YOU any Glory at all

call me crazy but i just don't see it......

there is no testimony in any of this...
except a very destroyed and sick girl...

did i miss something here God...?
because i sure try hard.

it just never is enough....

i ask one last time
PLEASE SEND A HOUSING MIRACLE....

i am not asking much here God
and if i am...then i stand corrected tonight.

then i am truly sorry
and perhaps at this point
there is nothing more to pray or even say

do what You will God
do what You will....and know is best...
trying to not be homeless has become a full time occupation for me
and i can't live with this over my head
anymore...

if You want me homeless
then so be it.

i am sick and tired of being afraid
and living in fear

then let it all fall down

let it all fall to the ground
including me with it....

The Lord Giveth and The Lord Taketh away
Blessed be the name of The Lord

i know this one truth
there is nothing impossible for YOU
so then
what am i not getting here God ?

if my life is simply struggling to survive
and failing.....
then is soo not worth it any more...

no it is not....

JOHN 10 : 10


amen.

 

[needhelpsobad48]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

Please pray if i get another landlord who wants to sincerely rent to me
that the agency that represent's me will show patience kindness
grace and favor and consideration and cooperation....

because people need time to make a decision like this...

and landlord's don't like to be pressured into making a serious decision....

and i can only do what i can humanly do with-in a certain time frame
and then most of them will walk away and not want to rent to me.......

and i can not blame them either.

 

[Heather<3]

i was contacted by yet another landlord
who has a small house to rent
to me in Silver Springs, Nevada

however he is sick with the flu right now
and will call me when he is feeling better

i can understand how hard having the flu is....
but i have an agency who keeps giving me
deadline's and they will not
want to hear someone
has The Flu....
and if i tell this landlord this next deadline
i will probably lose him and this rental too...
no one want's to be backed into a corner
and threatened with deadline's
who is looking to rent to me....

it just scares everyone away.....
and it make's me the sickest
and the most scared of them all too....

that was a huge part of the reason that i lost the last landlord Marty out west....
He couldn't deal with being given
an ultimatum and the stress and pressure
when he was already under soo much
with his out of state truck driving job
so he just walked away....

can you blame him ?

i can not....he did not deserve............
.................being treated like that.......
and unfortunately
because i was given an ultimatum
and a very tight deadline
it then became his too....

and now
i don't know anymore what to do

i am a destroyed person
and no matter how hard i try to accomplish
a permanent housing goal
something inevitably is going wrong

ABBA--DADDY--GOD
PLEASE STEP IN FOR ME IN JESUS'S NAME
AND DO FOR ME WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO DO
FOR A LONG TIME NOW
AND HAVE YET TO ACHIEVE......

it doesn't really matter any more where i now live
after all i have been thru
i simply want peace...

my head always hurts
my hair is falling out from the stress
and i am a very very very sick girl
and maybe i am too far gone to even relocate
out of state at this point....

then so be it.

then open up some place local please
for me to live for now....

this should have never gotten this far
and this bad for me...for this long now...
and God i ask YOU now
how does this give YOU any Glory at all

call me crazy but i just don't see it......

there is no testimony in any of this...
except a very destroyed and sick girl...

did i miss something here God...?
because i sure try hard.

it just never is enough....

i ask one last time
PLEASE SEND A HOUSING MIRACLE....

i am not asking much here God
and if i am...then i stand corrected tonight.

then i am truly sorry
and perhaps at this point
there is nothing more to pray or even say

do what You will God
do what You will....and know is best...
trying to not be homeless has become a full time occupation for me
and i can't live with this over my head
anymore...

if You want me homeless
then so be it.

i am sick and tired of being afraid
and living in fear

then let it all fall down

let it all fall to the ground
including me with it....

The Lord Giveth and The Lord Taketh away
Blessed be the name of The Lord

i know this one truth
there is nothing impossible for YOU
so then
what am i not getting here God ?

if my life is simply struggling to survive
and failing.....
then is soo not worth it any more...

no it is not....

JOHN 10 : 10


amen.

Lord hear and answer the prayer of your child. Bring a good and safe home. In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

Lord hear and answer the prayer of your child. Bring a good and safe home. In Jesus name. Amen.

Thank-you my new sister in Christ and friend Heather soo much
i feel like i am losing my mind tonight...mamma--mia....x.o.x.o.x....

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Heather<3]

Thank-you my new sister in Christ and friend Heather soo much
i feel like i am losing my mind tonight...mamma--mia....x.o.x.o.x....

I'm so sorry. Lord bring peace! In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Jillsaint]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Numilal]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.