I am so sorry. I'm praying very hard for you. People will reach out and try to help and comfort you. Our Lord and Savior will send them to you. Their words will be awkward but they will mean well. Accept their help and their love and know that it comes from the One who sacrificed His only son. You will never stop grieving as long as you're on this planet. But you will turn corners, little by little, in your grief. Impossible to see that now, I know. Call out to Jesus. Tell him everything that is in your heart. Everything -- the anger, the grief and the despair included. I know it's hard to do right now, but please lean on Him as you would a best friend. Serious prayers and love coming your way.
