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Humble Servant
I guess my prayers do not work for me, here I am at the typewriter frustrated bymyself without the income I need and surrounded by if not violent enemies , people who are people who drag down and cause feelings both physical and emotional of disgust and dumbness and being distraught and depression and immobility, I live in a modest but nice house almost brand new but I do not like it and I am not happy in it, I do not like living in this city of Yuma,arizona where there is nothing for me, I don't have a vehicle or even a driving license GOD knows I am not Mexican and I do not like to communicate with Mexicans I would way more rather live where there are few or no Mexicans (who seem to be prejudice and racist and I find them to be like the devil who comes to ron to kill and destroy, I am not surrounded by those who kill but they give the most disgusting feelings and are too depressing and dominating, I have been invited to go to one of the churches but I do not want to go to the churches where they speak Spanish. I feel my indent my self my original teachers of the GOSPEL to me being like forced out of me, GOD I would like some concrete help movement direction which is deliberately discouraged here by Mexicans GOD HELP?