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Humble Servant
I guess my prayers do not work for me, here I am at the typewriter frustrated by myself without the income I need and surrounded by if not violent enemies, people who are people who drag down and cause feelings both physical and emotional of disgust and dumbness and being distraught and depression and immobility. I live in a modest but nice house almost brand new but I do not like it and I am not happy in it, I do not like living in this city of ###, ### where there is nothing for me. I don't have a vehicle or even a driving license. GOD knows I am not ### and I do not like to communicate with ### I would way more rather live where there are few or no ### (who seem to be ### and ### and I find them to be like the devil who comes to ### to kill and destroy. I am not surrounded by those who kill but they give the most disgusting feelings and are too depressing and dominating. I have been invited to go to one of the churches but I do not want to go to the churches where they speak ###. I feel my indent my self my original teachers of the GOSPEL to me being like forced out of me. GOD I would like some concrete help movement direction which is deliberately discouraged here by ###. GOD HELP?
