I guess my heart is broken maybe ...

[Shathesca]

I guess my heart is broken maybe destroyed. I don't know what to do. My prayers seem to go nowhere. I mean it's just me talking about the same thing. I don't know anything really. My wife Allie used to be a person who I thought was the most honest and kind person I could ever meet. Now I'm not sure. I don't want to blame anyone or anything. I've prayed constantly night and day. I thought maybe just maybe she would miss me or ask for forgiveness. Either I'm crazy or she is. I've lost so much. I'm wearing down. I have tried everything I know. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me. I don't want to go forward alone. I understand that God has a plan for us but I think He skipped me. I'm really sorry for failing you God. I believed I was following your teachings. Allie did say she hated me towards the end. She never spoke a hateful word to me. Then she started smoking Marijuana. She never touched drugs. Marijuana is a drug don't kid yourselves. It's insidious because it lies to your spirit. I know I used to abuse it until I found something better...God. I am not sure I'm going to make it through this journey. Praying for her daily hasn't worked out. We were together for over a decade. I don't think people understand the power of the word agreement or commitment. You just can't hurt someone and not suffer the consequences of your betrayal. I believe God forgives. I forgive. But what good does it really matter? I'm ready to die. My life is empty and lonely. I don't understand why we are allowed to suffer. Nobody cares about me. I deal with hateful people. I reach out to help but no one cares. I honor Allie but it doesn't matter to her or the universe. Something is wrong with the world. People worship a liar running for president. Spewing hate and irrational ideas and they think he's a messiah? What's happening in our world? So much meanness masquerading as righteousness. I am lost in my life. I've followed the rules and the codes of conduct and it still didn't work out perfectly. If this is the way it is going then I have no more faith in goodness. No faith in the intelligence of mankind. People used to be kind and thoughtful and respectful of others. Allie has been destroyed by greed or the brainwashing of materialism. This is not the teaching of Jesus Christ. I have been patient and forgiving in all aspects of my life. But I've been attacked and insulted and accused and punished by lies and I took the high road and forgave but what good has it done? I'm the one who suffers and keeps going down. So answer my prayers! Come on and hear me! I get scared and worried. I am a man but I cry for my wife and my home and my animals. She took it all. I still love her but why can't I just be loved? I have zero people to lean on. I write these pathetic prayers every day and night. I have nothing to live for. I crave human kindness. I went to therapy but they're hateful and rude. Trust me I've tried everything. I live in Espanola nm the fentanyl and heroine capital of America. These people are walking zombies. You'll see dead people at the bus stop overdosed. In the street on the sidewalk. I did cpr on seven people in 4 days from overdose. I'm stuck here. I was a good husband. I'm a good friend. I have moral codes that I don't want to break anymore. Where is God? What do I do? I'm sinking down. Help me someone please pray for me because I don't think my prayers are working.

 

[Nyfre]

I guess my heart is broken maybe destroyed. I don't know what to do. My prayers seem to go nowhere. I mean it's just me talking about the same thing. I don't know anything really. My wife Allie used to be a person who I thought was the most honest and kind person I could ever meet. Now I'm not sure. I don't want to blame anyone or anything. I've prayed constantly night and day. I thought maybe just maybe she would miss me or ask for forgiveness. Either I'm crazy or she is. I've lost so much. I'm wearing down. I have tried everything I know. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me. I don't want to go forward alone. I understand that God has a plan for us but I think He skipped me. I'm really sorry for failing you God. I believed I was following your teachings. Allie did say she hated me towards the end. She never spoke a hateful word to me. Then she started smoking Marijuana. She never touched drugs. Marijuana is a drug don't kid yourselves. It's insidious because it lies to your spirit. I know I used to abuse it until I found something better...God. I am not sure I'm going to make it through this journey. Praying for her daily hasn't worked out. We were together for over a decade. I don't think people understand the power of the word agreement or commitment. You just can't hurt someone and not suffer the consequences of your betrayal. I believe God forgives. I forgive. But what good does it really matter? I'm ready to die. My life is empty and lonely. I don't understand why we are allowed to suffer. Nobody cares about me. I deal with hateful people. I reach out to help but no one cares. I honor Allie but it doesn't matter to her or the universe. Something is wrong with the world. People worship a liar running for president. Spewing hate and irrational ideas and they think he's a messiah? What's happening in our world? So much meanness masquerading as righteousness. I am lost in my life. I've followed the rules and the codes of conduct and it still didn't work out perfectly. If this is the way it is going then I have no more faith in goodness. No faith in the intelligence of mankind. People used to be kind and thoughtful and respectful of others. Allie has been destroyed by greed or the brainwashing of materialism. This is not the teaching of Jesus Christ. I have been patient and forgiving in all aspects of my life. But I've been attacked and insulted and accused and punished by lies and I took the high road and forgave but what good has it done? I'm the one who suffers and keeps going down. So answer my prayers! Come on and hear me! I get scared and worried. I am a man but I cry for my wife and my home and my animals. She took it all. I still love her but why can't I just be loved? I have zero people to lean on. I write these pathetic prayers every day and night. I have nothing to live for. I crave human kindness. I went to therapy but they're hateful and rude. Trust me I've tried everything. I live in Espanola nm the fentanyl and heroine capital of America. These people are walking zombies. You'll see dead people at the bus stop overdosed. In the street on the sidewalk. I did cpr on seven people in 4 days from overdose. I'm stuck here. I was a good husband. I'm a good friend. I have moral codes that I don't want to break anymore. Where is God? What do I do? I'm sinking down. Help me someone please pray for me because I don't think my prayers are working.

I prayed for you in Jesus mighty name Amen -keep your head up things will get better after the rain the sun still shines

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before you on behalf of Shathesca, who is feeling broken and lost. Lord, you know the pain and confusion in their heart, and we ask that you would bring healing and clarity to their situation.

Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We pray that you would draw near to Shathesca and provide comfort and peace in this difficult time. Help them to find solace in your presence and to lean on you for strength.

Father, we lift up Shathesca's relationship with their wife, Allie. We ask for restoration and reconciliation, but we also pray for wisdom and discernment. Guide Shathesca in knowing how to navigate this challenging situation, and grant them the grace to forgive and extend love, even in the midst of hurt.

Lord, we pray for Shathesca's own well-being. You are the God of hope, and we ask that you would renew their hope and restore their joy. Help them to find purpose and meaning in their life, even when it feels empty and lonely. Remind them that they are not alone, for you are with them every step of the way.

We also lift up the concerns Shathesca has about the world and the pain they see around them. Lord, we know that this world is broken, but we trust in your sovereignty and your ultimate plan. Help Shathesca to find peace in knowing that you are in control, even when things seem chaotic and unjust.

Finally, we pray for a renewed sense of purpose and direction for Shathesca. Guide them in their journey and show them the path you have for them. Surround them with a community of supportive and caring individuals who can walk alongside them during this challenging time.

In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[Binenvin]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Leera]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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