Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I'm done with prayer. This is probably the last request I will ever make. I gave up. No matter how much I pray I end up with the opposite result. I am tired of it. I cannot find anyone. There is no one who can love me. There is no women that will ever be my wife. Women see me and they walk the other way. They don't look at me or acknolage my existence. So forget them. Forget about love, relationships, anything to do with intimacy, defection and love. I just don't have it. I'm not good enough. I never have been good enough. And the bar keeps getting more and more out of reach. So don't. Bother praying for me, it won't make a difference. 12 years. Ive waited twelve years for God to give me a special someone. Nothing. I quite. I hate my life. I hate people, I hate women, I hate myself, I hate everything.