I am embarrassed to write this, but ...

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[Swirorg]

Thank you so much for allowing me to post my prayer request on the site and for your prayers. I cannot say that they have been answered yet, however, I know that while I want someone special in my life and do not want to spend the rest of it alone, I also need help from God to deal with the loneliness I am feeling. To take away my loneliness or to make it bearable until He sends me someone to share my life with. So I believe I did speak of how the loneliness is so hard to bear sometimes. So I still pray for God to send me someone that will love me and I can love back and spend my life with, that is not abusive or mean, that is affectionate and will let me be affectionate as well. That will not push me away or be cold or distant from me. Until that time, I just pray that God will help me get through life happily and not be so depressed and hopeless. I was given a kidney transplant and I want to honor that and to live a better life. I have a problem with my mind wandering all the time. It is hard for me to focus and concentrate on the present because my mind won't stop playing over and over - mistakes from the past, memories of the past, worries about the future, worries about today. It is so hard to stop this. Lord Jesus, please stop my mind from wandering and please stop the anxiety and depression and intrusive thoughts. Please help me to get out of bed in the morning and not be late. Please help me to sleep at night and get things done during the day. Please help me to study and move forward with my life and accomplish things. Please help me find a house in a good area and please help me to stop annoying and bothering people. Please help me to trust men and not be afraid of getting hurt but to also not allow myself to let men treat me badly. God - I know that you will send me the right man. Please help me to know it when I meet him. Thank you for this day - for my life. Thank you for a place to live and a car. Thank you for all of my medication and for food and drink. Thank you for my insurance and doctors. Thank you for my bed. Thank you that I am not on dialysis anymore. Please help me to remember to take my drugs on time everyday so my kidney will not reject or get damaged. Please help me to be grateful and thankful and to be nice to people and when it is hard for me to make decisions and I am confused and don't know what to do, please give me the answers. Please help me to know what to do in certain situations. Forgive me of my sins. Forgive me of my envy and coveting. Please help me to know and see the blessings that I have and to be more grateful. Please help me to see a way and a future. Please help me to make more friends and not drive them crazy with my complaining and misery. Please help me to wake up on time and not miss meetings and appointments with my friends so I don't lose them. It is hard for me because I get so tired from the drugs and also because I am depressed a lot to get myself up on time or to sleep at night so I can wake up on time. Please help me to find the right drug combinations for me. So that they will work, but not make me so tired all the time, but also let me sleep at night. Thank you so much, Lord. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Please help me to finish this application and resume and to get a job and for it to be good and for me to be able to wake up in the morning and make it to work on time and to do well in school. Bless my family and parents and let them know I love them and appreciate them. Please take away their anxiety/depression and hard times. Thank you for everything. I am so lucky and blessed and I have a hard time realizing it sometimes. Thank you for this prayer sit and for those who are praying for me. Please let Christina forgive me for missing this morning. My power went out during the storm but I am afraid she will not believe me and will think I just blew her off for no reason. I don't want to lose her as she is one of my only friends. Thank you, Lord. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.