Please pray for me I am going through so much and am so depresses. I am homeless and sleeping on my kids sofa. I applied for apartments but have bad credit and tickets. I also don't have money for deposit, utilities and moving. My job has me so depressed and I don't have a car. The apartment people said they are waiting for my criminal background and credit check and that they wouldn't have an apartment available until July or August if approved. I am scared and overwhelmed. I know my son is tired of me being here but I don't have money for rent and deposit and I can't afford high rent or car note and my license has fees on on it, it's expired and I have to pay 2 tickets. My credit is so bad. I would need a lot of money to just get some stuff straight to get back on my feet. I really need a car but I can't afford a car note and insurance when you have a car note is outrageous. Please pray that me and my daughter get blessed to pass the background and credit check, and most of all that an apartment immediately opens up for both of us in the same complex in a safe place and that we have more than enough money to pay all the utilities, rental deposits, and money to move and get all the stuff we need. Please pray it happens immediately and that God does a suddenly season and that we are able to pay fees on licenses. Get our licenses back., please pray I get blessed with a really high paying job so I can afford to get a reliable affordable car, and approved for FMLA leave from my job. so I can have a mental and physical break. Please pray God blesses us financially with big money some how. Please pray God takes the spirit of depression, oppression, suicide, anger, and frustration off me and my kids. Please pray God blesses us with a stable home of my own so I won't be homeless anymore and that my kids will always have a place to feel safe and come to immediately. Please pray I am able to pay and have the money to pay all the tax title license and insurance on whatever homes and vehicles he bless us with. That they are safe and in safe areas and that we have more than enough furniture and whatever we need. Please bless all of us with good high paying good benefit jobs that we never could have imagined we could have in Jesus name. Please pray, I sometimes feel like I should just die and give up, I'm trying to hold on but it's very hard when everything I try seems to fail and there is no one that can really help me, because they trying to be strong and going though too. I have no idea or thought how me and my kids can possible get out of this or change our lives. I think I should just die at times and let my kids collect the little life insurance that I have through my job, because I have no other way to help them. I really don't have anything to give them or help them other than that. I feel like a burden on them. Please pray I get blessed into my season of miracles and breakthroughs manifesting immediately and that everything begins to turn around. Please pray hard for me and my kids, because every move me or my kids make, the enemy already has someone or some thing in place that blocks or cancels it, or it is not enough to deliver us out of the situation. I can't even think no more or concentrate, and being at my job gives me anxiety and panic attacks , I take so much medicine for everything that now it is physically taking a toll on my body, and making my mind feel like static in my brain. I really want to go back to school but have so many barriers and so do my kids but can't due to finances or other problem. We just need Help, and only prayer can do it. Please pray that we pass the credit and background check and that God opens and apartment for me and my daughter right now, and not 4 months from now, and that our rent and deposit is cheap and that we don't have any problem getting all the money we need. We really need favor and mercy. I have nothing and no where to go.
Amen, Smilee! "For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them" (Matt 18:20). Trusting Jesus for your healing and strength. "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). We're believing with you! 
Let's lift up 
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