Yierernor
Disciple of Prayer
At this point I am not sure what to be decided on and what to leave open but I started braces for. Jaw surgery four years ago. Long story short, in spite of other options, I do not want the surgery and keep holding it off but still know that that is the best option and the one I thought years about before finally going this route. I am stopped because of my family and friends' judgment on it—and money. Insurance is a funny thing and my own and most cases, will never be thought of as medically necessary—and the doctor(s) have chosen are specialists so they do hundreds of these a year, but also do not and cannot have the time to “work with” patient on reducing costs. Basically, God's oversight first of all, but I need to get this procedure done and done well and right and safely—and it’s been over a year where my teeth and I have been in this compromised position in preparation for surgery, so if there is a way for this to happen before my teeth chop and break more and jaw gets worse—the Lord can make way. I am going to leave this as everyone in my family asks what I'm doing and why I’m doing this waiting …. I am going to practice hope and hope the Lord will provide in a way through have faith and hope. Basically though, I need something to change so I can start with the best surgeon this month, that the family and friends will either be on board or not know and that I will somehow be able to pay it off without the thing others…