Hi. I am a 43 year old ...

[Riuful]

Hi. I am a 43 year old mother of 2 beautiful grown girls. I have been a born again Christian since 14 years old, but I have since been divorced twice and recently been extremely disappointed by an engagement with what I thought was a true Christian man who turned out to be very emotionally abusive and we broke up a few weeks ago. I really prayed about this prior and believed that it was right with God. I have also been struggling a battle with smoking. I hate it and no matter what I do, how much I pray, repend and plead with God, I cannot shake it. I feel like I just cannot call myself a child of God if I cannot even overcome this. I am struggling now with severe depression and hopelessness and I do not have a medical aid so I cannot even see a docter and cannot even get off work to spend the day at a state clinic to at least get help for the depression. I feel like a failure and I so pray for deliverence and peace, but it is just getting worse. I don't know how to go on. The loneliness is killing me. I feel completely numb but screaming on the inside if that makes sense. Please please pray for me.
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Hi. I am a 43 year old mother of 2 beautiful grown girls. I have been a born again Christian since 14 years old, but I have since been divorced twice and recently been extremely disappointed by an engagement with what I thought was a true Christian man who turned out to be very emotionally abusive and we broke up a few weeks ago. I really prayed about this prior and believed that it was right with God. I have also been struggling a battle with smoking. I hate it and no matter what I do, how much I pray, repend and plead with God, I cannot shake it. I feel like I just cannot call myself a child of God if I cannot even overcome this. I am struggling now with severe depression and hopelessness and I do not have a medical aid so I cannot even see a docter and cannot even get off work to spend the day at a state clinic to at least get help for the depression. I feel like a failure and I so pray for deliverence and peace, but it is just getting worse. I don't know how to go on. The loneliness is killing me. I feel completely numb but screaming on the inside if that makes sense. Please please pray for me.

just be yourself, make de

Hi. I am a 43 year old mother of 2 beautiful grown girls. I have been a born again Christian since 14 years old, but I have since been divorced twice and recently been extremely disappointed by an engagement with what I thought was a true Christian man who turned out to be very emotionally abusive and we broke up a few weeks ago. I really prayed about this prior and believed that it was right with God. I have also been struggling a battle with smoking. I hate it and no matter what I do, how much I pray, repend and plead with God, I cannot shake it. I feel like I just cannot call myself a child of God if I cannot even overcome this. I am struggling now with severe depression and hopelessness and I do not have a medical aid so I cannot even see a docter and cannot even get off work to spend the day at a state clinic to at least get help for the depression. I feel like a failure and I so pray for deliverence and peace, but it is just getting worse. I don't know how to go on. The loneliness is killing me. I feel completely numb but screaming on the inside if that makes sense. Please please pray for me.

Hey Dezi Christ died for the sinners you are God's offspring and He is calling us to come to him with all our dirt and weaknesses just feel comfortable with him he knows you better than you know yourself you can't change Within a day it's a journey one day at a time and gradually you will quit smoking and all what you want just like addiction didn't came immediately be patient and don't judge yourself harshly just do your part and God will do the rest Lord have mercy in Jesus name we do pray amen

 

[Holotasma]

Be strong for u have two beautiful daughters. Be a good example to them. Live for them. Rejoice for God has given u daughters. They are reason to overcome Ur depression. Start singing praise of God throughout the day. Slowly you will overcome all your weaknesses. Remember nothing lasts for ever in this earth except the word of God. I pray for you and daughters. May you have inner healing soon. In Jesus name Amen

 

[beloved one]

Thank you so much. Your words truly are incouraging. I must say I woke up feeling like this burden is no longer as heavy and that I feel some hope again. I know its because of every prayer that has gone to Jesus for me and I am so thankful. Although this has been going on for some time, I am normally a very happy and bubbly person that is not used to having a depressed heart, so it feels wonderful to just feel a bit more like myself this morning. Thank you

 

[younglady2]

I have prayed for this prayer request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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