Heather<3
Beloved of All
Lord God, hear your sweet child's sadness. Smoking doesn't make a person less of a Christian. Everyone sins and the Bible doesn't even mention smoking. Lord, help her to see that nobody is perfect, certainly not Christians. If we were all perfect that we sure wouldn't need God. Bring hope, Lord. Let her know that she IS a child of God. Divorce, smoking, breakups, and depression don't separate us from you. No, nothing does. Nothing can snatch us from your hand. Lord, help your child to discern the lies of the enemy verses the words of peace you bring. God, help us all to do that. In Jesus name. Amen.Hi. I am a 43 year old mother of 2 beautiful grown girls. I have been a born again Christian since 14 years old, but I have since been divorced twice and recently been extremely disappointed by an engagement with what I thought was a true Christian man who turned out to be very emotionally abusive and we broke up a few weeks ago. I really prayed about this prior and believed that it was right with God. I have also been struggling a battle with smoking. I hate it and no matter what I do, how much I pray, repend and plead with God, I cannot shake it. I feel like I just cannot call myself a child of God if I cannot even overcome this. I am struggling now with severe depression and hopelessness and I do not have a medical aid so I cannot even see a docter and cannot even get off work to spend the day at a state clinic to at least get help for the depression. I feel like a failure and I so pray for deliverence and peace, but it is just getting worse. I don't know how to go on. The loneliness is killing me. I feel completely numb but screaming on the inside if that makes sense. Please please pray for me.