Hello. I am sending this because the ...

[gretchen11111]

Hello. I am sending this because the devil has had too much power over my life, and for too long. I am 25.and turning 26 on the 27th and my life has gone nowhere. No jobs, hobbies, no accomplishments, or sense of fulfillment. This life of mine is a dead end, as it has been for years. As an older teen up till now I have fulfilled nothing. I am very comfused and this life of mine is like "do or die" for me.

I hear of people having a choice between Heaven and hell but how on earth does someone like me choose Heaven with a life like this? How would I live the Christian life like this? Growing up I was slow-minded(a little slow, not completely), had difficulty learning, had social anxiety, was quiet, and kept to myself.

Since around age 2, I had encountered so much random opposition from people that were used by the enemy. I was sexually abused, insulted, mocked, used, judged, pre-judged, and cursed for reasons such as my state of mind(being slow), my being different, my being quiet, my keeping to my self, my difficulty learning and my failing grades, and from the way I physically look. I heard terrible comments, was laughed at, etc. I had let so many people get away with so many things, whether as a child, teen, or adult that I can't even count them. At 19 someone had even threw a pencil at my face, almost hitting my eye, yet I just sat there like the dope that I was. I have also done wrong growing up such as cursing my mother and severely injuring my sister with hot water one time. As a teen. I haf burned my sister but had let people walk all over me at school or elsewhere around that time, like a son of a pastor who had hit me hard on the head and threw things at me whatever chance he got.

At 21, I had been arrested and locked up for 32 charges of "stuff" on my computer and ended up overhearing terrible mockery from the detective that threw death and hell on me after having manipulated an impaired, slow-minded, impulsive man into throwing himself under the bus. From the tone, what he was saying, and how he was saying it, I could very well tell some evil entity spoke through his mouth that early morning at the precinct. Even the prosecutor as he walked passed me one time, in a courtroom had some dark look on his face. He gazed intently at me with a malicious smirk on his face and a gleam in his eye. I had never seen such a look in my life.

Despite encounters from "good," "law-abiding" citizens, such as law enforcement, prosecutors, those involved in the mental health system(such as psychologists, psychiatrists, a therapist, etc some of which committed perjury against me when they had the chance) as well as others who have had cases and had caught on to what I got in trouble for because the news had put me on the spot, God still had pulled me through. I was saved by God.

Saved by God, in a little over 2 years and all the time not having been spent in jail. Oct 16(maybe 14) of last year had made 4 years since my arrest(or enormous attack from Satan and his forces). I was arrested Oct 16, 2014. Since God had saved me and sent me to a different country I remained pretty much the same person. No job, hobbies, accomplishments, sense of fulfillment. No sense of driving, speaking out, and other things most adults do. I struggle with lust as I have had before, though I had given my life to Christ months agon and turn from looking at filth(not the kind that had me in serious trouble), I went right back to my old ways. I want to ask that you pray to God, that I make it. That I move on and go somewhere with this life of mine. Ask Him that I grow up. That my brain heals and I function as an adult. That I could be mentally, emotionally, and physically strong to take on the world. To not be run over by the world and the humans in it. That I able to speak for myself and not let anyone get over on me and cross me. That what others have done and what I have done in the past loses power over me. That the thoughts of that situation/case and the various experiences during it have no power over me.

praying

 

[SUNU SAM]

Dear God, I prayed for this person, In the name of Jesus, Amen

 

[D LOUI (JAKARTA)]

I stand in agreement with this child of Yeshuah HaMashiach under Matthew 18:19, and I declare the Lordship of Yeshua HaMashiach over his/her Body, Spirit, and Soul. Let the mighty power of Ruach HaKodesh fill this person like unstoppable rushing water and overcome all powers in his/her life. I pray for his complete healing refuah shlemah over all diseases and weaknesses in this person. For ALL was overly paid by Adon Yeshua haMashiach on the cross, " Tam ve Nishlam !!!..." . Test his soul o Adonai, and know his heart i believe he will recommit his life for your purpose once healed.
Bashem Yeshua HaMashiach. Amen

 

[Shaneln]

praying

Thank You.

 

[Shaneln]

May God in Jesus name bless you exceedingly abundantly above all you ever prayed, thought, or dreamed as you seek to live your life to please Him. May God answer all your prayers and bless you and all those you pray for with the desires of your hearts that is the will of God for each of your lives according to God's perfect love, timing, wisdom, riches, and glory in Christ Jesus.

Prayer Focus: God I ask You in Jesus’ name help me develop a close intimate relationship with You in this New Year (2019) that will last a lifetime. Help me develop the habit of spending quality quiet time alone with You daily, praying, meditating on and soaking in Your Word. Let me find myself seeking Your face and Your will for my life about everything. Train my ears to hear Your still small voice even clearer. Bless me with the desire, strength, and spirit of obedience to obey Your Word and will for my life. Anoint me and use me for Your glory. Teach me how to operate in the anointing of the Holy Spirit as Jesus did. And God please keep me safe from all hurt, harm, danger, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer please do the same for the writer of the prayer and every Christian that I know. Let this be a forever lifetime habit in each of our lives. Thank You God. Thank You Jesus. Thank You For Loving Me. Amen.

Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., BCPCLC
Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

Healing Scriptures Full Length:

Thank You. Though as of now, I have no connection to Christ. Sadly enough, I cursed Him on my phone a couple of months after He saved me from the demonic American system.

 

[Shaneln]

LET ME SUGGEST THAT BEFORE THIS DAY IS OVER THAT YOU DO ASK JESUS TO BE YOUR LORD AND SAVIOR BECAUSE THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT WE ARE NOT PROMISED ONE MORE DAY ON THIS EARTH AND SATAN WANTS YOU TO THINK THAT THERE IS PLENTY OF TIME , THE BIBLE SAYS THAT HE IS THE FATHER OF ALL LIES AND THAT HE { SATAN } COMES ONLY TO STEAL , KILL , AND TO DESTROY . YOU HAVE A VERY SERIOUS CHOICE TO MAKE AND THE DECISION IS UP TO YOU . I BELIEVE THAT THE LORD DIRECTED YOU TO THIS PRAYER SITE .

But I'm weak-minded, slow, have social anxiety, and stuck in a 3rd world country. I am still supported by my mother(adoptive) and she doesn't have time for that anymore. If I had been formed normally, I wouldn't be in this mess and I would have left her at 18. I would have probably grew up learning, getting good grades, standing my ground against people, being busy, etc. I would probably be supporting her right now instead. I still understand what you have said.

 

[TJS]

Dear Almighty God, PLEASE help Shanein, answer the prayer.......answer please Almighty God. We need YOUR unfailing love and presence to help us right now at this very moment, always and forever. You know exactly what we need and I ask in the name of JESUS to bring forth our heart's desires in Your perfect way. Help us know that YOU love us and are here for us at our time of need and desperation. Please, Almighty God, Please. In Jesus Name I ask YOU Almighty God, Amen

 

[Shaneln]

praying

Thank you.

 

[Ophpur]

Hello. I am sending this because the devil has had too much power over my life, and for too long. I am 25.and turning 26 on the 27th and my life has gone nowhere. No jobs, hobbies, no accomplishments, or sense of fulfillment. This life of mine is a dead end, as it has been for years. As an older teen up till now I have fulfilled nothing. I am very comfused and this life of mine is like "do or die" for me.

I hear of people having a choice between Heaven and hell but how on earth does someone like me choose Heaven with a life like this? How would I live the Christian life like this? Growing up I was slow-minded(a little slow, not completely), had difficulty learning, had social anxiety, was quiet, and kept to myself.

Since around age 2, I had encountered so much random opposition from people that were used by the enemy. I was sexually abused, insulted, mocked, used, judged, pre-judged, and cursed for reasons such as my state of mind(being slow), my being different, my being quiet, my keeping to my self, my difficulty learning and my failing grades, and from the way I physically look. I heard terrible comments, was laughed at, etc. I had let so many people get away with so many things, whether as a child, teen, or adult that I can't even count them. At 19 someone had even threw a pencil at my face, almost hitting my eye, yet I just sat there like the dope that I was. I have also done wrong growing up such as cursing my mother and severely injuring my sister with hot water one time. As a teen. I haf burned my sister but had let people walk all over me at school or elsewhere around that time, like a son of a pastor who had hit me hard on the head and threw things at me whatever chance he got.

At 21, I had been arrested and locked up for 32 charges of "stuff" on my computer and ended up overhearing terrible mockery from the detective that threw death and hell on me after having manipulated an impaired, slow-minded, impulsive man into throwing himself under the bus. From the tone, what he was saying, and how he was saying it, I could very well tell some evil entity spoke through his mouth that early morning at the precinct. Even the prosecutor as he walked passed me one time, in a courtroom had some dark look on his face. He gazed intently at me with a malicious smirk on his face and a gleam in his eye. I had never seen such a look in my life.

Despite encounters from "good," "law-abiding" citizens, such as law enforcement, prosecutors, those involved in the mental health system(such as psychologists, psychiatrists, a therapist, etc some of which committed perjury against me when they had the chance) as well as others who have had cases and had caught on to what I got in trouble for because the news had put me on the spot, God still had pulled me through. I was saved by God.

Saved by God, in a little over 2 years and all the time not having been spent in jail. Oct 16(maybe 14) of last year had made 4 years since my arrest(or enormous attack from Satan and his forces). I was arrested Oct 16, 2014. Since God had saved me and sent me to a different country I remained pretty much the same person. No job, hobbies, accomplishments, sense of fulfillment. No sense of driving, speaking out, and other things most adults do. I struggle with lust as I have had before, though I had given my life to Christ months agon and turn from looking at filth(not the kind that had me in serious trouble), I went right back to my old ways. I want to ask that you pray to God, that I make it. That I move on and go somewhere with this life of mine. Ask Him that I grow up. That my brain heals and I function as an adult. That I could be mentally, emotionally, and physically strong to take on the world. To not be run over by the world and the humans in it. That I able to speak for myself and not let anyone get over on me and cross me. That what others have done and what I have done in the past loses power over me. That the thoughts of that situation/case and the various experiences during it have no power over me.

--Be encouraged! I have a 40 year old son and a 22 year old daughter; my son is doing ok after going through Hell very young, but my daughter is going through Hell. I still battle with things and the world just like I did when I was young...and at 57, it's still a battle. I encourage you to not give up! All of this that you are going through is a Spiritual Battle -- and so many of us forget this. I pray that God blesses your mind and soul and renews you today!!! I love this verse -- it's quoted in the movie 'Braveheart' .... I pray it for you!
Numbers 6:25-27 New King James Version (NKJV)
25 The Lord make His face shine upon you,
And be gracious to you;
26 The Lord [a]lift up His countenance upon you,
And give you peace.”

 

[mitchandkay]

But I'm weak-minded, slow, have social anxiety, and stuck in a 3rd world country. I am still supported by my mother(adoptive) and she doesn't have time for that anymore. If I had been formed normally, I wouldn't be in this mess and I would have left her at 18. I would have probably grew up learning, getting good grades, standing my ground against people, being busy, etc. I would probably be supporting her right now instead. I still understand what you have said.

SOUNDS LIKE TO ME THAT YOU ARE MAKING EXCUSES , THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT WE EITHER SERVE GOD , OR WE SERVE SATAN , IT IS YOUR CHOICE ALONE TO MAKE , YOU CANNOT KEEP BLAMING OTHERS FOR THE WAY YOUR LIFE HAS TURNED OUT BECAUSE YOU WITH THE LORD'S HELP CAN START FRESH STARTING TODAY