GOD I'm tired.

[Empath]

GOD I'm tired of hurting.
GOD I'm tired of fighting.
GOD im tired of crying.
GOD I'm tired of praying with no answers from You.
GOD I'm tired of living and not feeling your presence.
GOD I was lied to, cheated on, and mentally abused.
GOD the person who left me feeling like I don't matter gets to live a life of luxury, laugh, and smile.
GOD I turned to you to fill my void and I still feel empty.
GOD I have no family or friends to talk to but I talk to you.
GOD do you even hear me?
GOD I've begged you not to wake me up to this feeling of despair.
GOD I've chosen you but you have abandoned me.
GOD why am I here?
GOD please answer me.
GOD if I could lay down and sleep and you never awoke me again I will feel no pain.
GOD many may say I need to talk with a shrink but GOD if you can't heal me than no one else can.
GOD if it's you

I could have written this myself—many good vibes your way