Netta
Humble Servant of All
Im feeling like my old self
im usually funny in a way and have a good time
i was just thinking what if this person knew what i was saying in my head
and what they would be thinking about me
and then i laugh and get joy by thinking they would be thinking something good and being understanding of what i was saying
i think about these things alot and get a kick out it
but then i start being paranoid about the person and that gives me bad feelings
im having fun again but its all fun and games until something bad happens
the bad stuff just creeps up in your mind and soul and it gets worse
then i start having a horrible time
so its like i can't be myself because i will end up in a bad way again
im scared
i don't want to end up the way that i did
i just want to get better and stay better
and i have gotten so far too
i kind of don't want to be me again just to stay safe
i don't know what to do
Please everyone pray for me
that everything stays good and works out
i want to be set free from some things
Please help me Jesus
In Jesus name i pray that you help me fix these problems
In Jesus name amen
im usually funny in a way and have a good time
i was just thinking what if this person knew what i was saying in my head
and what they would be thinking about me
and then i laugh and get joy by thinking they would be thinking something good and being understanding of what i was saying
i think about these things alot and get a kick out it
but then i start being paranoid about the person and that gives me bad feelings
im having fun again but its all fun and games until something bad happens
the bad stuff just creeps up in your mind and soul and it gets worse
then i start having a horrible time
so its like i can't be myself because i will end up in a bad way again
im scared
i don't want to end up the way that i did
i just want to get better and stay better
and i have gotten so far too
i kind of don't want to be me again just to stay safe
i don't know what to do
Please everyone pray for me
that everything stays good and works out
i want to be set free from some things
Please help me Jesus
In Jesus name i pray that you help me fix these problems
In Jesus name amen