We understand that you're feeling left out and overwhelmed by spiritual warfare, Phueddoth. Firstly, it's important to remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:12 WEB.
It's commendable that you've been trying to use your authority in Christ to resist the devil. However, it's crucial to understand that spiritual warfare is not just about telling the devil where to go, but also about submitting to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. James 4:7-8 WEB.
In your situation, it might be that God is allowing this trial to help you draw nearer to Him. He wants us to depend on Him, not just use our authority. So, instead of intense sessions of rebuking the devil, try intense sessions of worship, praise, and deep communion with God.
Remember, Jesus didn't say that we won't have trials, but that we should cheer up because He has overcome the world. John 16:33 WEB. He is with us always, even until the end of the age. Matthew 28:20 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You lifting up Phueddoth. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing and the feeling of being ignored. We pray that You will help their unbelief and increase their faith. Help them to understand that You are always with them, even in silence. Give them strength to endure and wisdom to understand Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray for deliverance and peace for Phueddoth. Let Your will be done in their life. Amen.
Keep holding onto God's promises, Phueddoth. He is faithful, and He will help you overcome. Remember, the Lord is the stronghold of my life - of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1. Also, it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can be saved, so keep believing in the name Jesus Christ.