I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.
First of all, sorry to hear this. Your situation is terrible. It would be a struggle to not lose heart or become bitter. But, God is faithful. Get/stay in the word. Keep a radiostation like American Family Radio or KLove on throughout the day and sing and worship. Speak life into your situation! I personally command all demonic influence to leave your property in the name of Jesus. Jesus sacrificed himself to give you life and I ask you to receive it daily. Your situation is no doubt difficult and Hell is coming against you, but I ask Heaven to be on your side! Good overcomes evil. Heavenly Trinity, please place a hedge of protection around this man and keep him safe. I bring your cross, Lord Jesus Christ, between this man and the spirits of death, resignation, despair, lonliness, depression, poverty, and all specific demons assigned to war against this man. I ask you to send this man mighty and strong angels to battle on his behalf and gain back ground Satan's kingdom has stolen. Heavenly Father, I bring the cross of Christ Jesus between this man and I so that neither of our our sin, warfare, or any other unclean thing passes between is. Let true love be all that is between is in the name of Christ. Jesus please forgive is both our sins. I know I have not been living wholeheartedly for you for a while now and I need to repent. I choose to obey you. Please keep me from sin. It's difficult. I pray you hear my prayer, on behalf of your righteousness. Your hear the prayers of the righteous. And no man is good not one, but you do give us a new heart. A good one. And you did take our place on the cross. So by the authority and legal right we have in you please help this man. I understand spiritual warfare is real and this man needs Christians and the Kingdom of God warring on his behalf. Please help him and bless him by warring for him. Remove the insects from his home. Be his provision. Give him more life and his pets and future pets. It is a good thing for a man to find a wife. Please bless him with a wife.
Okay, now daily practicals.
Keep praying.
Do daily devotionals.
Be careful with your tongue.
AFR or Klove
Find a Christian support group. You can't do it alone.
Don't worry about what other people think of your situation. Remember Job.
Keep active. Get out of the house. Do what ever you can do. Walk. Stretch. Sit on the floor. If your weak, don't lay in bed all day.
Even if you don't have much money, try to eat as healthy as possible. Fruits, veggies, healthy fat, meat. Make sure to eat enough. Try shakes or meal replacements to regain strength If you can't swallow well. Food is important for strength.
Okay, well thanks for reaching out and being real in your post. Your situation is rough. It would be easy to get discouraged, but don't. Take heart!