At my lowest point. Losing faith/hope. So sad & lonely!

[Dondala]

First off, I would never judge you. I have read your post over and over before responding. It is my belief that you may have more than one thing going on. You mentioned several health issues; some vaguely; some more specific. I would have to say my biggest concern is your inability to swallow food. You also said your drs have not been able to find out what’s wrong. Most likely that’s because their looking with singlemindedness, which is the norm. My son is disabled so I know of what I speak. You could have a narrowed esophagus which can be fixed easily, or your nerves could be closing up your throat. I am not here to diagnose you but if I were you and I had had the usual gambit of tests run with no results, I’d begin to wonder if the causes of your dog’s deaths and your weight loss among other health issues could be a parasite that has been passed around. Drs do not look for parasites as a rule, however, it may be time to find one who takes them more seriously. Your vet for instance may know a good dr to see about this. Secondly, it is my belief you have demons in your home. An infestation of flies is a giveaway as well as your continued depressed state. I believe you have more than one there. A demon of oppression can hang around you and cause hopelessness to abound continually. Being constantly depressed is also an open door for them. They do not come to play. They are mean and destructive. Remember our Father calls satan the father of lies; well satan teaches his demons well. They will lie to you all day and night. It is not your God that is telling you God has forgotten you. It is not your God that is telling you you can’t find any real friends. It is not your God who is keeping you from feeling confident enough to meet a nice girl to date. Think about it. Who wants a miserable life for you so that you give your Shepherd a bad reputation for tending His sheep? That would be the old dragon himself. My guess is you are anointed of God. Satan doesn’t spend this much time on the average Christian with the average family and nice job and seemingly together life. No. It’s the anointed he goes after with fervor. The same thing happened to my son. His life has been a very hard one. Thirty-five and had to move back in with his parents. Preforms in-home dialysis 5 days a week. Painful chronic pancreatitis. 34 hospitalizations in 11 yrs and 20 of those were in the last 2yrs. No wife. No girlfriend. However, he is anointed of God for a service (that I won’t mention here). He has to work hard to keep satan at bay and it isn’t easy, but the calling on his life is worth it. There are many ways to clean your home. Some of them might be frowned on here so my suggestion would be to consult your local Catholic church. No matter what denomination you are, they should have some good suggestions. One of the things is to keep Bibles open to strong verses all around the house. I’ve even slept with Bibles laying open all around me. The good news is,,,you’re still here. God knows you are stronger than you think you are, and when you’re weak, well that’s when He does His best work anyway because we need Him so much then. God is still on your side, and take my word for it, He has a plan for your life!! Your life screams Anointed!!

 

[johnhomepc1]

Please know that God doesn't hate you. I pray that he heals you and your puppy a helps you to find friends and a loving person to love and marry. In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[prasad babu]

Dear brother/Sister, GOD LOVES YOU WHICH YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO UNDERSTAND.PLEASE CONFESS YOUR DISBELIEF AND RECOVER  FROM THE PRESENT POSITION PRAISE AND WORSHIP YOUR LORD GOD HEALS AND RESTORE YOU VERY SOON. I EARNESTLY PRAY FOR THE RESTORATION OF FAITH WHICH ALONE CAN DO A MIRACLE

 

[Frank P]

James 1:6-7 says, "But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord." God answers only believing prayer, not doubting prayer.

The book of Job..It is certain that you will have double.  Believe it when you pray.  You must trust God.

 

[mrs mary joyce]

Dearest bro, my heart slipped vn read what you are going through, I had severe issues like you more than worst you would ever imagine but remember God is close to broken heart, my first advise to go through this link this will give you instant change https://youtu.be/PKfqb_8y4pU please practice this, secondly http://www.testofbelievers.com/prayer-to-break-curses-cast-out-demons-and-protect-gods-people/ , you will not believe when I prayed for you God gave these words he said he loves you so much, good hearted people  are close to God and vn you suffer you take part in christ's suffering on cross so never think about dying  over this temptation to win evil importantly Jesus wants you to confess and receive his body and blood very often  through communion and also keep praising God this is what I got for you vn I prayed for you so don't miss doing this, keeping you in my constant prayers God bless you

 

[Mary Plotts]

Humble guy, don't ever think that God doesn't love you, He does. He also said believe in his word. He said, "By his stripes we are healed. He has already said we are healed, so claim it. We can be healed of our body, and finances, all you have to do is believe. I am praying for you right now. Father God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob, I come before you to pray for Humble guy. Lord, first of all, I want you to open doors for him to find out what is making him and his dogs so sick, then  I pray for healing for anything that has came against his body, then I pray for healing of his finances, Lord bring him out of that miry pit that he feels like he is in. Then Lord, I pray that you send him someone who can love him and relate with him and later be the Godly help mate that he needs in his life. Let him know that although he is going through all these trials that he is standing on holy ground and although he feels he is in a valley so low that he will soon be on higher ground. In your name I pray.

 

[Sarahbk]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen. You should use cedar mulch around you home to get rid of bugs

 

[VERRAH ORONGA]

Father God in the name of Jesus i pray for this friend that all will be Well.have no anxiety about anything,but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanks giving let your request be made known to God.(philipians 4;7

 

[Nicola Anderson]

You just have to keep on praying and believe and trust. I understand your feelings I have been their too at my lowest. But I am still processing I realized that you have to let go and give Jesus everything. When the thoughts comes just say Lord Jesus forgive me. I pray that the good Lord Jesus will send a good caring woman to take care of you. 

 

[athenacp]

Praying!