After 20 years of marriage and 5 ...

[Bollach]

After 20 years of marriage and 5 children later, my husband walked away from our marriage in January and moved in with another woman in March. I believed God waa going to restore our marriage, but now we are preparing for an actual divorce to be filed. I've lost all hope and I'm confused. I'm spiritually wounded as a result of this. How can a man that supposedly save do this? He's having the time of his life living this adulterous lifestyle and I'm struggling to move on with a peace of mind. I am torn, broken, confused, loss and emotional distraught. I thought God would help me. Although, I know God won't force the will of my husband. I want to be ok with that, instead my mind wonders and I feel lonely and empty inside. My life has changed drastically. I don't want my husband anymore since he's happy where he is. I just want who God's will is for me to be with. Please be in agreement with me that God will open doors of opportunity for me. I need to move on. I'm tired of suffering and fighting this battle. I can't fight any longer. I don't want to. I want peace. Ive stood on the promises of God, even fasted & prayed but my breakthrough seems so far out of reach. I need some relief from God. I need healing in my heart, mind and spirit. My family is broken. The devil sought out to divide our family because we prayed, fasted, took communion often and went to church. Because we were honoring God's word by training up our child in the way they should go. The devil successfully divided this family. God is bigger and more powerful than the devil yet it seems like God just let the enemy have his way with our family. I wish I could go somewhere far away and start all over as if this was never my life. Where do I begin to go from here?... I trusted God, I held on to the faith and maybe that's why it hurt so bad.

I prayed for this in the name of Jesus Amen !

 

[Thusri]

I've came to Christ because of the same issue you are facing now. 18 years into the relationship, the ex walked out of me and our 2.5 years old son back then. Don't give up in this journey. Believing for revival of the situation. God always have His good plans for us. In this divorce season, I pray that God is with you in the process and would guide & stay close to you. Understand the pain, yes it's very pain. But keep looking at Jesus and remember who you are in Christ ♥ vengeance belongs to the Lord. He will not fail you

 

[Waiting on God]

I think it is a spiritual battle. We and you need to battle with the spiritual weapons.

I thought I was but now I don't know... But I still believe God will carry me through this valley somehow

 

[Waiting on God]

I've came to Christ because of the same issue you are facing now. 18 years into the relationship, the ex walked out of me and our 2.5 years old son back then. Don't give up in this journey. Believing for revival of the situation. God always have His good plans for us. In this divorce season, I pray that God is with you in the process and would guide & stay close to you. Understand the pain, yes it's very pain. But keep looking at Jesus and remember who you are in Christ ♥ vengeance belongs to the Lord. He will not fail you

Amen. Thank you

 

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[sinimarymoses]

Dear Sister .., Am praying for you frm the depth of my heart cz am a divorced lady. I can understand your feelings. I too kept praying for years. Jesus Christ saved me. He didnt let me to threw into darkness of this world. Now I am living a very happy life with Gods grace.
So I want to tell you dear sister.. stop wheeping, get out from ur situation and try to stand straight. Let him go on his way.You only kneel down in front of God.Trust Jesus with all your heart .I pray in Jesus name that you & ur family will be saved from all worries and to live a happy life. Jesus wont leaves you alone.
Waiting to hear a positive result soon. Amen.

 

[Waiting on God]

Dear Sister .., Am praying for you frm the depth of my heart cz am a divorced lady. I can understand your feelings. I too kept praying for years. Jesus Christ saved me. He didnt let me to threw into darkness of this world. Now I am living a very happy life with Gods grace.
So I want to tell you dear sister.. stop wheeping, get out from ur situation and try to stand straight. Let him go on his way.You only kneel down in front of God.Trust Jesus with all your heart .I pray in Jesus name that you & ur family will be saved from all worries and to live a happy life. Jesus wont leaves you alone.
Waiting to hear a positive result soon. Amen.

Amen. Thank you very much for sharing. I will definitely update things and they progress. I need a major healing in my spirit and soul. This situation has broke me in so many ways. I am no longer believing for my marriage but believing God to heal my mind and build me up to move on.