After 20 years of marriage and 5 ...

Waiting on God · Sep 2, 2020

After 20 years of marriage and 5 children later, my husband walked away from our marriage in January and moved in with another woman in March. I believed God waa going to restore our marriage, but now we are preparing for an actual divorce to be filed. I've lost all hope and I'm confused. I'm spiritually wounded as a result of this. How can a man that supposedly save do this? He's having the time of his life living this adulterous lifestyle and I'm struggling to move on with a peace of mind. I am torn, broken, confused, loss and emotional distraught. I thought God would help me. Although, I know God won't force the will of my husband. I want to be ok with that, instead my mind wonders and I feel lonely and empty inside. My life has changed drastically. I don't want my husband anymore since he's happy where he is. I just want who God's will is for me to be with. Please be in agreement with me that God will open doors of opportunity for me. I need to move on. I'm tired of suffering and fighting this battle. I can't fight any longer. I don't want to. I want peace. Ive stood on the promises of God, even fasted & prayed but my breakthrough seems so far out of reach. I need some relief from God. I need healing in my heart, mind and spirit. My family is broken. The devil sought out to divide our family because we prayed, fasted, took communion often and went to church. Because we were honoring God's word by training up our child in the way they should go. The devil successfully divided this family. God is bigger and more powerful than the devil yet it seems like God just let the enemy have his way with our family. I wish I could go somewhere far away and start all over as if this was never my life. Where do I begin to go from here?... I trusted God, I held on to the faith and maybe that's why it hurt so bad.

Saraha · Sep 2, 2020

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen

I trust you Jesus

Roy S · Sep 2, 2020

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

csaaphill · Sep 2, 2020

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

csaaphill · Sep 2, 2020

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

TRUTH PREVAILS · Sep 2, 2020

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

Brother James · Sep 2, 2020

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

littlestarsmum · Sep 2, 2020

I’m so sorry to hear that, friend. This is a hard thing to go through after 20 yrs of marriage, and I can’t imagine how painful and devastating it must be for you. I just said a prayer for you, asking God to surround you with His loving presence and provide the comfort, strength and help you need at this time. Remember that He is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). I know it’s not easy right now, but stay strong. Sending hugs & prayers your way.