God, I am at the point of exhaustion. I have waited, prayed, and hoped, and I feel deeply disappointed. Right now, it feels like You have not provided what I’ve been asking for, and my faith is slipping because of it. I am considering taking matters into my own hands through a dating agency, but I’m also wrestling with resentment and the temptation to walk away from You altogether. I don’t want to pretend trust when I feel hurt and let down. If You are still present, meet me in this...