Hello, I am in a season of healing from childhood abuse. As more memories come to my mind, I now remember that my father did not only abuse me, but also cursed me with the words: "you shall always stay alone in life, having no friends, no family, no husband." He wanted to control my future with these curses. I was able to break free with the Lord's help from the parental control and violence. Now things are getting better, as I live in freedom, but I feel lonely and desire friends, a...