My whole world is falling apart. I feel like I am being punished for something. Please God this isn't just affecting me. My family is being torn apart. My kids are the most important thing in the world to me. I've separated from my kids and I've nothing to hurt them. They are my whole world God. Please for their sake please make this Today ASAP. Please God please if I've done something to anger you, Please God forgive me. My kids need me, my Wife needs me. I NEED them. I've been through a lot of things in my life but never anything like this. If this is to punish me, please quit hurting my kids. If I have a lesson to be learned please quit hurting my kids, my hurting wife Stop Hurting My family. If I thought it was best for them, I would just give up I would go away I would kill myself. But that would only make their problems worse. Please God hear my pleas please tomorrow make it go away Please let me have my kids back Please God Please Jesus Please I beg you. In Christs name I pray Amen