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Broken HEART/Which direction do I turn
Well where do I begin. Last year in December I was at work when I met a man and a lady and discussed care for there mother. The guy happened to be a pastor and he invited me to visit his church. I didnt until I ran into him several months later. From May until September everything was pretty awesome. I gave my life back to GOD and tried to follow his way. The pastor would call me mostly everyday sometimes with wife on phone other times not and encourage me. All of a sudden I began having feelings for this guy. His wife didnt like me for some reason from the start however acted like she did. I knew that having feelings for a married man was wrong so I prayed constantly for the removal. Then one evening the pastor called me and asked me was i in love with him. Foolishly I said yes. Then he stated that he plays for keeps and from that moment we started dating. The problem was he was still married and his wife found out about it. He then moved out of there house into mine and stated that he wanted to be with me and marry me and start a family. I introduced him to my five year old who calls him daddy. He then stated that whatever he looses in heaven is loosed on earth so since he does not want the marriage it was over. Then after four months he ended up stating that GOD told him to forsake the sin and moved out. He keeps telling me to have faith and GOD is a GOD of hearts and he will work things out. I have a hard time beliving anything he says because I trusted him as a man of GOD and because he knew my past I didnt think he would ever hurt me. I have been learning about faith and finding comfort in GODS word. Well to sum the whole situation up I am 6 months pregnant by him. He calls frequently well should I say when he can talk (when wife not around)and tells me he wants to be with me and marry me but he knows to do this this would mean loosing everything his church and doing his fundraisers. Sometimes I wish GOD just takes me away and I will not have to deal with this anymore. I know this is the consequence of my actions but I pray GOD forgives me and work out the whole situation. I am soo sorry I had sex with a married man. His wife has attempted to get me sanctioned by my professional licensure board as well as threatened my life several times. I am in love with this guy but he is still married and so I know I have to let it go. He did go file for divorce however 6 months later he renighed on this and said that he couldnt divorce her she would have to go file for it. I am 31 and he is 52 and I have never been soo stressed out. The krazy part is he planned to have a baby with me and spend the rest of his life with me. He also tries to tell me I should still pay my tithes at his church because GOD brought me there before all this went down. I have since left the church and started attending a new one. Now he is saying me and him are no longer connected d/t me no longer going to pay tithe there. It is a very small church (about 6 people in it). I guess I am confused as to when he moved out he said god told him to forsake the sin however he stills comes to be intimate with me on a regular basis. Just need some prayer because I know only GOD can fix this situation. I said I would never again have another child out of wedlock (have a four year old now). If this man wouldnt have promised to marry me and hadnt moved in and acted like we were going to be a family I wouldnt have done this. I promised GOD years ago I would never have an abortion so my only other option is adoption. I love my baby but unsure if i will be able to put up with all the drawma for the rest of my life. Please pray for me that GOD helps me out of this situation.
Well where do I begin. Last year in December I was at work when I met a man and a lady and discussed care for there mother. The guy happened to be a pastor and he invited me to visit his church. I didnt until I ran into him several months later. From May until September everything was pretty awesome. I gave my life back to GOD and tried to follow his way. The pastor would call me mostly everyday sometimes with wife on phone other times not and encourage me. All of a sudden I began having feelings for this guy. His wife didnt like me for some reason from the start however acted like she did. I knew that having feelings for a married man was wrong so I prayed constantly for the removal. Then one evening the pastor called me and asked me was i in love with him. Foolishly I said yes. Then he stated that he plays for keeps and from that moment we started dating. The problem was he was still married and his wife found out about it. He then moved out of there house into mine and stated that he wanted to be with me and marry me and start a family. I introduced him to my five year old who calls him daddy. He then stated that whatever he looses in heaven is loosed on earth so since he does not want the marriage it was over. Then after four months he ended up stating that GOD told him to forsake the sin and moved out. He keeps telling me to have faith and GOD is a GOD of hearts and he will work things out. I have a hard time beliving anything he says because I trusted him as a man of GOD and because he knew my past I didnt think he would ever hurt me. I have been learning about faith and finding comfort in GODS word. Well to sum the whole situation up I am 6 months pregnant by him. He calls frequently well should I say when he can talk (when wife not around)and tells me he wants to be with me and marry me but he knows to do this this would mean loosing everything his church and doing his fundraisers. Sometimes I wish GOD just takes me away and I will not have to deal with this anymore. I know this is the consequence of my actions but I pray GOD forgives me and work out the whole situation. I am soo sorry I had sex with a married man. His wife has attempted to get me sanctioned by my professional licensure board as well as threatened my life several times. I am in love with this guy but he is still married and so I know I have to let it go. He did go file for divorce however 6 months later he renighed on this and said that he couldnt divorce her she would have to go file for it. I am 31 and he is 52 and I have never been soo stressed out. The krazy part is he planned to have a baby with me and spend the rest of his life with me. He also tries to tell me I should still pay my tithes at his church because GOD brought me there before all this went down. I have since left the church and started attending a new one. Now he is saying me and him are no longer connected d/t me no longer going to pay tithe there. It is a very small church (about 6 people in it). I guess I am confused as to when he moved out he said god told him to forsake the sin however he stills comes to be intimate with me on a regular basis. Just need some prayer because I know only GOD can fix this situation. I said I would never again have another child out of wedlock (have a four year old now). If this man wouldnt have promised to marry me and hadnt moved in and acted like we were going to be a family I wouldnt have done this. I promised GOD years ago I would never have an abortion so my only other option is adoption. I love my baby but unsure if i will be able to put up with all the drawma for the rest of my life. Please pray for me that GOD helps me out of this situation.
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