Walking away

Mtn2Desert

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Today I gave up. Today I forfeited my faith. All my life I have heard the promises. I have read all the verses, heard all the sermons, and believed all the lines. "You are being fought so hard because something greater is coming. God is bringing your miracle. Things work out for your good. Joy comes in the morning. Hold on, help is on the way." What I know, is that all the things I have believed never came through. All the struggles I faced never brought me to the promised land. All the hope I was instructed to keep, never developed into all the goodness that was to follow. People have hated me for my Christian beliefs and morals. Those same guidelines isolate me from every one else. Being "set apart" brought me more loneliness and disappointment than I can bear. Watching people with no connection to God, live wreckless lives and be happy, while I follow the Bible instructions and drown in sorrow, has finally broken me completely. It is not right. I can not see the value in all my suffering for nothing. If I had not had faith, I would at least be on another path. I pray, fast, read, and listen to worship music. I listen to annointed preachers and soak in the word. All I hear are more unfulfilled promises, and isolated reports of a few chosen who God blessed. I can not bear the heartache of being overlooked again. The rejection, the silence, the lack of intervention is incomprehensible. If I saw my child struggling, I as a human would intervene. How can the God of the whole universe continue to ignore me? I requested prayer from ten mainstream ministries. I have even sewed seeds, and waited. It has to all be a huge mistake on my part. I have no idea how to live any way but as a believer, but today I wish I had never known. If I had never hoped, the disappointment would not have broken me. I was committed my whole life to a lie. I have prayed to the God who sees and hears, yet it was as if I served an idol my entire life. What if we are all wrong? Nothing matters. Nothing at all. Eveil triumphs as much as good. There is no balance and no reward for doing what is right. So today, I give. I stop. No more prayers falling back to earth like unread mail. No more rejection.
 
Today I gave up. Today I forfeited my faith. All my life I have heard the promises. I have read all the verses, heard all the sermons, and believed all the lines. "You are being fought so hard because something greater is coming. God is bringing your miracle. Things work out for your good. Joy comes in the morning. Hold on, help is on the way." What I know, is that all the things I have believed never came through. All the struggles I faced never brought me to the promised land. All the hope I was instructed to keep, never developed into all the goodness that was to follow. People have hated me for my Christian beliefs and morals. Those same guidelines isolate me from every one else. Being "set apart" brought me more loneliness and disappointment than I can bear. Watching people with no connection to God, live wreckless lives and be happy, while I follow the Bible instructions and drown in sorrow, has finally broken me completely. It is not right. I can not see the value in all my suffering for nothing. If I had not had faith, I would at least be on another path. I pray, fast, read, and listen to worship music. I listen to annointed preachers and soak in the word. All I hear are more unfulfilled promises, and isolated reports of a few chosen who God blessed. I can not bear the heartache of being overlooked again. The rejection, the silence, the lack of intervention is incomprehensible. If I saw my child struggling, I as a human would intervene. How can the God of the whole universe continue to ignore me? I requested prayer from ten mainstream ministries. I have even sewed seeds, and waited. It has to all be a huge mistake on my part. I have no idea how to live any way but as a believer, but today I wish I had never known. If I had never hoped, the disappointment would not have broken me. I was committed my whole life to a lie. I have prayed to the God who sees and hears, yet it was as if I served an idol my entire life. What if we are all wrong? Nothing matters. Nothing at all. Eveil triumphs as much as good. There is no balance and no reward for doing what is right. So today, I give. I stop. No more prayers falling back to earth like unread mail. No more rejection.
I am sad. You give up at the last moment, as the seas, and waters are blood, as the plagues fall upon the earth and you see with your own eyes the WORD unveiled, and coming upon man. Do you know your choice gives you the eternal lake of fire? You may have something worldy for a brief moment, but brief it shall be, and those of us who choose Yeshuah will have Joy for eternity. Soon, he will be coming in the clouds. You can not change at the last moment: If you have given up, you never loved Yeshuah, nor had the faith you needed to have to withstand our ultimate test. All shall be fulfilled. You will have the lake of fire. Is that what you want?
 
Today I gave up. Today I forfeited my faith. All my life I have heard the promises. I have read all the verses, heard all the sermons, and believed all the lines. "You are being fought so hard because something greater is coming. God is bringing your miracle. Things work out for your good. Joy comes in the morning. Hold on, help is on the way." What I know, is that all the things I have believed never came through. All the struggles I faced never brought me to the promised land. All the hope I was instructed to keep, never developed into all the goodness that was to follow. People have hated me for my Christian beliefs and morals. Those same guidelines isolate me from every one else. Being "set apart" brought me more loneliness and disappointment than I can bear. Watching people with no connection to God, live wreckless lives and be happy, while I follow the Bible instructions and drown in sorrow, has finally broken me completely. It is not right. I can not see the value in all my suffering for nothing. If I had not had faith, I would at least be on another path. I pray, fast, read, and listen to worship music. I listen to annointed preachers and soak in the word. All I hear are more unfulfilled promises, and isolated reports of a few chosen who God blessed. I can not bear the heartache of being overlooked again. The rejection, the silence, the lack of intervention is incomprehensible. If I saw my child struggling, I as a human would intervene. How can the God of the whole universe continue to ignore me? I requested prayer from ten mainstream ministries. I have even sewed seeds, and waited. It has to all be a huge mistake on my part. I have no idea how to live any way but as a believer, but today I wish I had never known. If I had never hoped, the disappointment would not have broken me. I was committed my whole life to a lie. I have prayed to the God who sees and hears, yet it was as if I served an idol my entire life. What if we are all wrong? Nothing matters. Nothing at all. Eveil triumphs as much as good. There is no balance and no reward for doing what is right. So today, I give. I stop. No more prayers falling back to earth like unread mail. No more rejection.
Waliand you are here. I will still pray for you, I will still love you, I will still care for you. Nothing is easy on this planet just take a look at Jesus. Our Lord did not have the best of time here on Earth. But as He stated many times in many ways, our reward is in heaven.
Heavenly Father I ask for a spiritual breakthrough for Your child. I ask in Jesus' name, amen.

I wont stop uplifting you in my prayers.
 
Today I gave up. Today I forfeited my faith. All my life I have heard the promises. I have read all the verses, heard all the sermons, and believed all the lines. "You are being fought so hard because something greater is coming. God is bringing your miracle. Things work out for your good. Joy comes in the morning. Hold on, help is on the way." What I know, is that all the things I have believed never came through. All the struggles I faced never brought me to the promised land. All the hope I was instructed to keep, never developed into all the goodness that was to follow. People have hated me for my Christian beliefs and morals. Those same guidelines isolate me from every one else. Being "set apart" brought me more loneliness and disappointment than I can bear. Watching people with no connection to God, live wreckless lives and be happy, while I follow the Bible instructions and drown in sorrow, has finally broken me completely. It is not right. I can not see the value in all my suffering for nothing. If I had not had faith, I would at least be on another path. I pray, fast, read, and listen to worship music. I listen to annointed preachers and soak in the word. All I hear are more unfulfilled promises, and isolated reports of a few chosen who God blessed. I can not bear the heartache of being overlooked again. The rejection, the silence, the lack of intervention is incomprehensible. If I saw my child struggling, I as a human would intervene. How can the God of the whole universe continue to ignore me? I requested prayer from ten mainstream ministries. I have even sewed seeds, and waited. It has to all be a huge mistake on my part. I have no idea how to live any way but as a believer, but today I wish I had never known. If I had never hoped, the disappointment would not have broken me. I was committed my whole life to a lie. I have prayed to the God who sees and hears, yet it was as if I served an idol my entire life. What if we are all wrong? Nothing matters. Nothing at all. Eveil triumphs as much as good. There is no balance and no reward for doing what is right. So today, I give. I stop. No more prayers falling back to earth like unread mail. No more rejection.
When have you repented and cried with your whole heart? When have you done what Yeshuah actually said?
 
I have prayed in Jesus name that God will answer your prayer request according to God’s perfect love, will, wisdom, timing, grace, and mercy.

The Jabez And Angel Protection Prayer: God I ask You in Jesus' name, bless me indeed. Enlarge my territory. Let Your hand be with me. Keep me from evil so that I may not cause pain. Give Your angels charge over me to cover, protect, and keep me safe from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God honor Isaiah 54:17 and Jerimiah 20:11 over my life. God please do the same for the writer of this prayer and all those I love and care about. God bless each of us with the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding on how to properly handle the blessings and enlarged territory to bring You glory and honor. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen.


Copyright Β© 2018 by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., BCPCLC - Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach - www.theencourager.net

 
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Today I gave up. Today I forfeited my faith. All my life I have heard the promises. I have read all the verses, heard all the sermons, and believed all the lines. "You are being fought so hard because something greater is coming. God is bringing your miracle. Things work out for your good. Joy comes in the morning. Hold on, help is on the way." What I know, is that all the things I have believed never came through. All the struggles I faced never brought me to the promised land. All the hope I was instructed to keep, never developed into all the goodness that was to follow. People have hated me for my Christian beliefs and morals. Those same guidelines isolate me from every one else. Being "set apart" brought me more loneliness and disappointment than I can bear. Watching people with no connection to God, live wreckless lives and be happy, while I follow the Bible instructions and drown in sorrow, has finally broken me completely. It is not right. I can not see the value in all my suffering for nothing. If I had not had faith, I would at least be on another path. I pray, fast, read, and listen to worship music. I listen to annointed preachers and soak in the word. All I hear are more unfulfilled promises, and isolated reports of a few chosen who God blessed. I can not bear the heartache of being overlooked again. The rejection, the silence, the lack of intervention is incomprehensible. If I saw my child struggling, I as a human would intervene. How can the God of the whole universe continue to ignore me? I requested prayer from ten mainstream ministries. I have even sewed seeds, and waited. It has to all be a huge mistake on my part. I have no idea how to live any way but as a believer, but today I wish I had never known. If I had never hoped, the disappointment would not have broken me. I was committed my whole life to a lie. I have prayed to the God who sees and hears, yet it was as if I served an idol my entire life. What if we are all wrong? Nothing matters. Nothing at all. Eveil triumphs as much as good. There is no balance and no reward for doing what is right. So today, I give. I stop. No more prayers falling back to earth like unread mail. No more rejection.
As you walk away: Go to search at the top: search the word testimony with my name. Read it well.
 
Contentment is key. The Sheryl Crow song " it's not getting what you want. It's wanting what you got." We can't tell God what to do or how to bless us. His will may appear different from what we think. I used to think anything in Jesus name meant I like this guy and for Jesus put it on his heart to propose. I believed. See it's not about the storm passing. Praise him until he calms the storm. Learn how to dance in the rain. He is trying you by fire like a diamond because he wants to remove impurities.
 
Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 

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