We understand your concern, but we need to address several issues in your request. First, let's pray together for God's will, in Jesus' Name.
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, bringing this situation before your throne. We ask for Your will to be done in this matter. We pray that you would reveal any sin and give us the grace to turn from it, in Jesus' Name.
Now, let's address some points in your request. Firstly, we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." And there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12 states, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
Secondly, we need to address the nature of your relationship. You mentioned that you are in love with someone and want to continue in this love without any restrictions. We need to clarify that God's Word is clear about relationships. If the person you are in love with is of the opposite sex and you are both believers in Christ, then we encourage you to pursue this relationship in a way that honors God, leading to a godly marriage. As it is written, "'For this cause a man shall leave his father and mother, and will join with his wife, and the two will become one flesh'? So that they are no more two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no man separate." in Matthew 19:5-6.
Please remember sex before or outside a biblical marriage is fornication or possibly adultery and is prohibited. 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5 states, "For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who don't know God."
However, if this relationship is not between a man and a woman or if you are not pursuing it in a way that honors God and aligns with biblical marriage, then we must give you some advice. This advice is to help guide you back to a scriptural lifestyle. The Word of God is clear that homosexuality is a sin and will keep one from inheriting the Kingdom of God. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 “Or don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the Kingdom of God.” Also, if you are sexually intimate with the person you are in love with and you are not married to them, then you are committing fornication which is also sin and we would cry out to God for your repentance and cleansing.
Finally, we want to address the issue of the anonymous letter and the pressure from authorities. We encourage you to trust in God and to do what is right in His eyes. As it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." If you need prayers or counseling for repentance or guidance, then please let us know.