Amen, Joseph! Trusting God's promises: "This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us" (1 John 5:14). He's faithful! Keep praying, saints! 
Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
I want to start off with a praise report. Due to filing taxes early, I am able to cover most of the cleaning charges using that. I do happen to owe the state, but if everything else goes well, what is owed is doable, and I'll have no problem paying by the due date.
I am trying to stay hopeful, grateful, and focused on what I can control. After almost a month of silence, I reached out myself, and it was confirmed I passed inspection, but there was no mention of renewing the lease. I checked the terms, and they are supposed to notify me 60 days before the current one ends to inform me whether they will be renewing. I hope they do because, with my credit and current budget, I cannot afford to move, let alone gather a new lease.
I have a court case for debt that should have been canceled, and I feel like I am getting nowhere. I pray that it works out in my favor since I followed the rules to have it erased due to hardship. I am trying not to feel frustrated that the money I spent getting my apartment cleaned would’ve wiped this large debt out, and it almost seems all for nothing.
Work has been quiet, for which I am grateful, but it seems like calm before the storm. There has been fighting with no regard to who sees, and while the issues are valid, the way the manager is handling them shows that this is not a safe space that would care about my well-being or career advancement.
God has brought me so far, and I know it would be wrong of me to question him now; I am trying my best to lay it on his throne. I feel nothing but anxiousness with all the possibilities hanging overhead. I feel like everything is out of my control and almost wrong to want my lease renewed, so I have a safe space to stay in while I try to find a new job right for me and fix my credit. It’s hard to plan to take care of yourself when huge looming situations need that money instead. I want to return to feeling like a fully realized person instead of someone going through the motions to survive.
Not that I want credit for doing the right thing as I should, but it's been a lot of people and things picking at me constantly while I try to keep my eyes on the Lord and keep pushing through. I’ve been through burnout and continually feeling unsafe; I don't want to go back to that again; I am not sure my mind can take it.
I pray for a miracle at this point; God knows what I need deliverance from. I pray that I can stay understanding of those around me and not project my feelings and that they will extend grace toward me as well. I also pray for health and peace of mind as I try to navigate this and keep my sanity. And sleep that sleep will come easy when I need it instead of staying awake worrying about things I cannot change.
Thank you in advance for your prayers.
I am trying to stay hopeful, grateful, and focused on what I can control. After almost a month of silence, I reached out myself, and it was confirmed I passed inspection, but there was no mention of renewing the lease. I checked the terms, and they are supposed to notify me 60 days before the current one ends to inform me whether they will be renewing. I hope they do because, with my credit and current budget, I cannot afford to move, let alone gather a new lease.
I have a court case for debt that should have been canceled, and I feel like I am getting nowhere. I pray that it works out in my favor since I followed the rules to have it erased due to hardship. I am trying not to feel frustrated that the money I spent getting my apartment cleaned would’ve wiped this large debt out, and it almost seems all for nothing.
Work has been quiet, for which I am grateful, but it seems like calm before the storm. There has been fighting with no regard to who sees, and while the issues are valid, the way the manager is handling them shows that this is not a safe space that would care about my well-being or career advancement.
God has brought me so far, and I know it would be wrong of me to question him now; I am trying my best to lay it on his throne. I feel nothing but anxiousness with all the possibilities hanging overhead. I feel like everything is out of my control and almost wrong to want my lease renewed, so I have a safe space to stay in while I try to find a new job right for me and fix my credit. It’s hard to plan to take care of yourself when huge looming situations need that money instead. I want to return to feeling like a fully realized person instead of someone going through the motions to survive.
Not that I want credit for doing the right thing as I should, but it's been a lot of people and things picking at me constantly while I try to keep my eyes on the Lord and keep pushing through. I’ve been through burnout and continually feeling unsafe; I don't want to go back to that again; I am not sure my mind can take it.
I pray for a miracle at this point; God knows what I need deliverance from. I pray that I can stay understanding of those around me and not project my feelings and that they will extend grace toward me as well. I also pray for health and peace of mind as I try to navigate this and keep my sanity. And sleep that sleep will come easy when I need it instead of staying awake worrying about things I cannot change.
Thank you in advance for your prayers.
