CollegeTC
Disciple of Prayer
Just a little update to say that I am going to the doctor tomorrow morning. I'm very certain I have diabetes. I am very depressed and slightly suicidal. I keep thinking about how I won't live veryvlong now. I keep thinking how my life is never going to be okay, I will always be struggling to just be healthy on top of going to school and trying to pay bills and be independent. I just don't know how I am going to survive further.... it all keeps getting worse. And it hurts more since I lack support from friends or family since my family left me, and I only have one friend...
I'm very lost and sad, and I feel so very alone. I keep praying.... God, Lord Heavenly Father, please help me. I am so lost and alone. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle this. I feel like I'm facing this alone...
Prayers for me to stay strong and hopefully get through this better.
I just want to be happy and healthy.... IΒ just want it all to stop.... all these bad things that keep happening to me..... I'm praying for a miracle. God, please. Oh Lord I am sorry for the things I have done.... I am so sorry.... forgive me, please...
I'm sorry. Just ranting, I'm very tired and sad. Thank you all for your support and prayers. It honestly feels a little better coming here to a community like this. God bless...
I'm very lost and sad, and I feel so very alone. I keep praying.... God, Lord Heavenly Father, please help me. I am so lost and alone. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle this. I feel like I'm facing this alone...
Prayers for me to stay strong and hopefully get through this better.
I just want to be happy and healthy.... IΒ just want it all to stop.... all these bad things that keep happening to me..... I'm praying for a miracle. God, please. Oh Lord I am sorry for the things I have done.... I am so sorry.... forgive me, please...
I'm sorry. Just ranting, I'm very tired and sad. Thank you all for your support and prayers. It honestly feels a little better coming here to a community like this. God bless...