Severe Attack from the Enemy; Salvation of Loved Ones

[Brother James]

Thank you so much for your prayers and love!!! I didn't say in my post that I wanted to take my life, so I'm not sure where you got that. I would never do such evil to my God!!!! Also, when Christians really know all that is going on with me, some misunderstand, like the story of Job, and assume I must not be that obedient to God. I am in God's Word nonstop, and pray nonstop for others, I am constantly serving God and serving others for God, and from the time I wake up and through my entire day, I am completely obsessed with God, and everything I do all day, every day, is about God and serving God. I hate worldly things, and I've become so close to God, that only godly things and serving God and saturating my day nonstop with God, is the only thing that my soul wants. Anything else other than being obsessed with God, disgusts my soul. I said in my post that I have a very deep love for God, and that I love suffering for God because it brings me so close to God, and great love for God, and immense joy in God. The Holy Spirit fills me up and saturates my entire soul so deeply often, to the point where I have so much ecstasy from God often, that all I can feel is complete love, and ecstasy (even if something horrible is happening), and this ecstasy from His Holy Spirit is so great that I can't stand it, and I have told God many times, that I love you so much, that I can't stand it and how amazing and perfect He is, and how much He blesses me in my trials. God has even spoken to my heart during moments where His Holy Spirit completely consumes me, and He has told me a couple times that He is well pleased with me and my devotion to Him and obedience to Him. Thank you so much, God bless you <3<3

I almost died from a few heart attacks just a few short years ago and I didn’t really want this but 2 of my children took me to a hospital in which I was at for a couple of weeks. Long story short every doctor and every nurse with concern in their eyes would ask me how I was and I would reply don’t worry about me, I have Jesus and then I would watch their faces look relieved. The reason that I’m sharing this is because there are real Christians in every hospital in the US and even though they might not be supposed to share the gospel with their patients, they will if Jesus needs them to. Remember, Jesus will not lose a one of His elect.

For me, that just gives me peace. I could share more with you like the book of Job. Did you know that the book of Job declares that the beasts of the field are at peace with the Righteous? Granted we are not Righteous but Jesus shares His Righteousness with us to the point that I was at peace with a mountain lion that appeared right above me in the Superstitious Mountains by speaking the Name Jesus and I was with my wife at another time and we both wound up within less than an inch of a rattlesnake and we were at peace with that but having not known the Scriptures as well as being able to speak the Name Jesus, would we still have been at peace with these beasts of the field? Maybe, because Jesus knew I was going to share what He did for me.

I’m sorry but I could share Jesus until He calls me up to the Clouds of Glory.

 

[SarahGJHS]

I usually post that exact testimony over and over and I have done that for quite a number of years but it is just one of my testimonies. The main reason I do that particular testimony is to show others that we don’t need to ever take thoughts for our lives and honestly we don’t even need to take thoughts for others lives as well but we can center our thoughts on what Jesus says about our lives in the Bible which was translated for us by others in which we can use something like a Strongs Concordance to actually see what other words our translators could have used. We can grow to just rest in Jesus and know that He knows who the Father gave Him and just trust that He won’t lose a one of us.

Ok ok, thank you so much for your love and prayers!!!!! What a wonderful testimony you have!!!! I love our perfect and amazing Father so much, He is so amazing to work in your life that way!!! I love you so much my brother in Christ!!!

 

[SarahGJHS]

I almost died from a few heart attacks just a few short years ago and I didn’t really want this but 2 of my children took me to a hospital in which I was at for a couple of weeks. Long story short every doctor and every nurse with concern in their eyes would ask me how I was and I would reply don’t worry about me, I have Jesus and then I would watch their faces look relieved. The reason that I’m sharing this is because there are real Christians in every hospital in the US and even though they might not be supposed to share the gospel with their patients, they will if Jesus needs them to. Remember, Jesus will not lose a one of His elect.

For me, that just gives me peace. I could share more with you like the book of Job. Did you know that the book of Job declares that the beasts of the field are at peace with the Righteous? Granted we are not Righteous but Jesus shares His Righteousness with us to the point that I was at peace with a mountain lion that appeared right above me in the ### Mountains by speaking the Name Jesus and I was with my wife at another time and we both wound up within less than an inch of a rattlesnake and we were at peace with that but having not known the Scriptures as well as being able to speak the Name Jesus, would we still have been at peace with these beasts of the field? Maybe, because Jesus knew I was going to share what He did for me.

I’m sorry but I could share Jesus until He calls me up to the Clouds of Glory.

My husband's nonstop abuse towards me, makes my Complex-PTSD ongoing (most of my ongoing PTSD is the result of my husband's nonstop abuse, and also other men that have also abused me in my life, who were supposed to love and protect me). PTSD literally physically changes the brain, and it is not something that can be controlled easily, especially when the abuse that causes the PTSD keeps repeating and never ending. And it is very difficult to heal from PTSD when he keeps re-traumatizing me over and over constantly, for many years. Almost all of my bad feelings that I posted about in my original post, come from my ongoing PTSD that is constantly re-triggered by my husband, and not whatsoever a lack of knowledge of God's Word, or lack of faith, etc. Although, even in the midst of my husband constantly re-triggering my PTSD, God helps me immensely and is helping me to heal. I do know what you mean, and I am the same way as you. I have faced very 'scary' things, even demonic activity that my husband brings into the house, and I am never scared at all about pretty much anything. When I have faced demons that my husband brings in, I just think it is annoying, but I do not fear them at all, and I command them to leave in Jesus' name. I know that they fear the God that is in me, and they have zero power whatsoever, other than what God allows. They are the only ones that have anything to fear, not me. I am always at peace in pretty much any situation because I trust God so deeply. The only thing I really fear is my loved ones not becoming saved.

 

[Brother James]

My husband's nonstop abuse towards me, makes my Complex-PTSD ongoing (most of my ongoing PTSD is the result of my husband's nonstop abuse, and also other men that have also abused me in my life, who were supposed to love and protect me). PTSD literally physically changes the brain, and it is not something that can be controlled easily, especially when the abuse that causes the PTSD keeps repeating and never ending. And it is very difficult to heal from PTSD when he keeps re-traumatizing me over and over constantly, for many years. Almost all of my bad feelings that I posted about in my original post, come from my ongoing PTSD that is constantly re-triggered by my husband, and not whatsoever a lack of knowledge of God's Word, or lack of faith, etc. Although, even in the midst of my husband constantly re-triggering my PTSD, God helps me immensely and is helping me to heal. I do know what you mean, and I am the same way as you. I have faced very 'scary' things, even demonic activity that my husband brings into the house, and I am never scared at all about pretty much anything. When I have faced demons that my husband brings in, I just think it is annoying, but I do not fear them at all, and I command them to leave in Jesus' name. I know that they fear the God that is in me, and they have zero power whatsoever, other than what God allows. They are the only ones that have anything to fear, not me. I am always at peace in pretty much any situation because I trust God so deeply. The only thing I really fear is my loved ones not becoming saved.

Start thanking and praising Jesus for saving your family in Jesus and even in advance and just trust that your house, your family is saved even if it is in advance. Jesus’ Word can be declared over ourselves as well as our family, our loved ones. We don’t have to listen to the enemy regarding anything. Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!

 

[Brother in Christ (JC)]

May our Heavenly Father restore and bless you and your husband ###, in the mighty name of Jesus, amen.