Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
It has been two weeks since my beloved sister ### died and the grief is unbearable. It is made worse by my own physical and mental illnesses which keeps me confined to the house so I feel very alone. My niece ### has been coming to see me but she has had to go back to work and has family so can't come as ### so I am on my own at least ### hours a day. I am very thankful for the companionship of my cat ###. I have also just started a new antidepressant and one of the side effects is palpitations which is making the anxiety and OCD worse. Because of my mental health issues I can't watch television or read etc so can't do anything to pass the time so it is a very long day. The nights are hard as well as struggling to sleep because of pain, mental torture and grief. I have to confess I am frightened at the thought of life without my sister. We were together 24/7 for many years and made every decision together and supported each other. There is a huge void in my life which I need God to fill. Father God I come to you weighed down with sadness following the sudden loss of my sister ### i am really struggling to live without her and I need you to help and comfort me. I am also struggling with my own health problems which isolates me from people so I feel very alone I need your reassurance that my life won't always be like this and I won't always be consumed by sadness and despair. I am also struggling with the side effects of my new antidepressant and ask for healing. I thank you for my cat ### and ask you to bless him and keep him in good health so he can keep me company for a long time. I thank you for giving me such a special sister and that, because of Jesus, we will be reunited one day. In Jesus' name Amen