Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
It has been two weeks since my beloved sister Margaret died and the grief is unbearable. It is made worse by my own physical and mental illnesses which keeps me confined to the house so I feel very alone. My niece Susan has been coming to see me but she has had to go back to work and has family so can't come as muc so I am on my own at least 22 hours a day. I am very thankful for the companionship of my cat Frankie. I have also just started a new antidepressant and one of the side effects is palpitations which is making the anxiety and OCD worse. Because of my mental health issues I can't watch television or read etc so can't do anything to pass the time so it is a very long day. The nights are hard as well as struggling to sleep because of pain, mental torture and grief. I have to confess I am frightened at the thought of life without my sister. We were together 24/7 for many years and made every decision together and supported each other. There is a huge void in my life which I need God to fill. Father God I come to you weighed down with sadness following the sudden loss of my sister Margaret i am really struggling to live without her and I need you to help and comfort me. I am also struggling with my own health problems which isolates me from people so I feel very alone I need your reassurance that my life won't always be like this and I won't always be consumed by sadness and despair. I am also struggling with the side effects of my new antidepressant and ask for healing. I thank you for my cat Frankie and ask you to bless him and keep him in good health so he can keep me company for a long time. I thank you for giving me such a special sister and that, because of Jesus, we will be reunited one day. In Jesus' name Amen