usha rani
Beloved of All
Praying in Jesus Name.
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ThankyouHeavenly Father, thank You so much for Your love for us. We pray now that You would make Your guiding hand known as we lift ### to you in her time of sorrow and pray for you to bring your soothing touch over her feelings of grief. We ask you to bear her heavy burden until she can again feel the warmth and love of Your divine compassion. We ask that you fill her with your Spirit of Peace that transcends all knowledge. We pray that you will allow her to rest, grieve and resume life in a way specific to her and known to you alone. We pray this all in Jesus' name, Amen.![]()
ThankyouPraying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
You did your very best. God bless you, sisterIt is three weeks today since I lost my beloved sister ### and I feel like I will never get used to her not being here. My heart is completely broken![]()
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It doesn't help that I am struggling with many very painful illnesses along with mental illnesses which torment me 24/7 and getting hardly any sleep. I am confined to my home and on my own for at least 22 hours a day. I am grateful that ### is in Heaven but I am in hell
Also I am wracked with guilt that in her last three weeks at home after being in hospital although I cared for and did all the cooking etc I used to complain about my own pain and may have made her feel like a burden. I did used to say sorry every night and tell her I loved her but I still regret it. She looked after me for many years without complaint. Father God I come to you bowed down with the weight of grief and guilt. I am so alone without ### and miss her so much it hurts. I also feel guilty that I should have cared for her better. I am also struggling with the side effects of my new antidepressant, anxious about the upcoming funeral service and my hospital appointment being cancelled at the last minute again. I am exhausted and ask you to help me, strengthen me, forgive me, comfort me and heal me In Jesus' name Amen