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The man I have been dating. Is still in contact, not a romantic as before, but still communicates with me. I have not seen him in over 10 days since he left for his trip, but he just got back and will spend time with his son. I don't want to ask him when I will see him, don't want to seem needy, but I haven't seen him since he left. I keep praying and asking God to help me see if the relationship is worth it, there are days I feel Its God telling me to trust him and have patience. Then my loud negative voice brings up past and insecurity and I want to just tell him off and leave me alone like I have in the past. A part of me tell me be still and wait don't rush anymore than you already have, trust in me and let go of all fears and anxiety. I am just so scared of being hurt and rejected that I keep replaying things in my head, especially when he is so distant and doesn't respond. Lord help me get out of my head and quiet all the noise and teach me to love me and accept me and not worry if it wont work.