Anonymous
Beloved of All
First first , I just wanna ThankGod for taking me this far in life. He has been so wonderful and faithful to me. He has been my protector ,my provider, my wings ,my friend even though sometimes I didn't not realize it. I just wanna ThankGod for everything. I have struggling with an Porn addiction that started in my early Twenties that it's was an everyday thing .I could not stop though sometimes I hear voices that telling me ,this has to stop. I will still do it tomorrow and the next day . It has been bad that when i got married I could still do it. This porn addiction always lead me to m.....bate 2 to 3 days in a role per night from my Twenties . If I get my own free space time I my marriage I would do it when ever I get I chance. And the time when my wife got Pregnant if she sleeps I would wake up and be on my phone watching porn and still m....bate in bed while she is next to me. It was so bad that I never thought one day I would break this addiction. Today I have a full month without searching or wanting to watch porn. I ask God everyday forgiveness and for strength to stop this addiction. Now I feel free from this evil act and I can even feel that I can not go back to that ever again. It has been eating ever since. It has been draining my strength, my peace ,my everything out of me. I wanna ThankGod for everyday that he held me and the strength that he is giving me. In the name Of Jesus. Amen.