Kyaenlar
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you very much in advance for your prayer support. My life is completely in ruins, my marriage has always been awful, the relationship with my daughter and my son is not good, my finances, my relationship with God. Recently my husband told me he doesn’t love me and that he can’t stand me. Because of issues in the past my daughter is very angry with me and she says she hates me. My son is at the beginning of adolescence and I argue with him constantly. We have always lived with shortcomings. I am deeply sad, feeling hopeless, anxious, depressed, unloved, unlovable, and seriously considering to kill myself, I really don’t find any reason for being alive, since I was conceived I have always been rejected and abandoned, I really don’t know my purpose to be here, I feel I ruin everything, God is not answering my prayers and even when I have been working and trying for a restoration, things seem to be worse. I need a miracle, a breakthrough. I really am about to give up everything. I don’t want to live like this.