Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, my life has been so hard on me right now, mother was being snarky with me again for no reason and we started bickering that progressed into a heated argument. I honor my parents, but it's so hard to talk to my mother sometimes when she's acting so wicked and cruel to me. I can never focus with my school work anymore, and now I have an English and Spanish test tomorrow that I'm owrrying so much about even though I care more about my spiritual life and praying to Jesus and God. Lord, I understand we all have hardships, but my life feels so messed up right now, it's like cleaning up the same mess over and over again without end no matter how many times I try to remind myself not to do the same thing again. I pray that my mother would stop being so rude to me for no reason and that I can do my best to get over these challenges. I feel like an idiot at this point, dumb, like I have no purpose in life, and it stresses me out, but I know Jesus is there and I pray to him as much as I can. I pray now that my mother and I will forgive each other and that Jesus can soften the heart of my mother, and hope life will be better for the both of us. In Jesus Christ's name, Amen.