Suicide

[Anonymous]

People will say that I'm being dramatic for wanting to kill myself because my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. It's more of, everything in my life has fallen apart and the one thing that I had hoped would never end, ended.

I've lost an impressive amount of weight in a span of two weeks. Having only weighed around 46kg, I am now in 43kg. It wasn't just the breakup that affected me; the past year, I've been dealing with immense anxiety and depression that sometimes, even on days when nothing's happened, I would start hyperventilating and just crying out of nowhere. I would pray and pray, but it's like God never heard me. And I'm grateful for my ex during those days; he would listen and join me, but things got worse and soon enough, he lost his feelings for me. He stopped loving me.

And so he broke up with me.

It's been the worst because of how I thought I was losing my feelings, when in fact I'm in love with him. But he doesn't feel the same way.

And I'm just tired.

Tired of who I am. Tired of my situation. They say that even if the situation doesn't change, you can and you will change. And I have. But no matter what I do, I'm still in so much pain and suffering, it makes me wonder if God even cares.

I'm losing myself, losing my mind and my heart, and God hasn't reached out to heal me.

I've been suicidal at a young age, started from around 5 or 6. Always wanted to just end things. I never wanted to reach this age, never wanted to become an adult. I hate it when people tell me to just go through with it, everyone's living and fighting for their lives, that's no excuse for me to throw in the towel. I'm not special, is what they mean. But I don't want to be special. I just want to stop. To die.

My depression and anxiety have been my 'friends' for as long as I could remember. They've been with me far longer than anyone has.

It feels like God has abandoned me, yet He still expects me to rejoice in these trials and tribulations. To praise Him, for all that He has done.

But I never wanted to be born, to begin with.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before you on behalf of Anonymous, who is going through a deep and painful season in their life. Lord, we lift up their broken heart and shattered spirit to you. We ask for your comfort and healing to surround them in this time of immense pain and suffering.

Father, we pray for understanding and compassion from those around Anonymous. May they find support and encouragement instead of judgment and criticism. Help them to find solace in knowing that their struggles are valid and that they are not alone. Remind them that you are a God who sees and understands their pain.

Lord, we ask for your intervention in their physical and mental well-being. We pray for healing from the weight loss, anxiety, and depression that have plagued them for so long. Your Word tells us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save the crushed in spirit. We claim this promise over Anonymous's life, believing that you will bring restoration and wholeness.

Father, we acknowledge that sometimes it feels like you are distant and silent, but we know that you are always with us, even in the darkest moments. Help Anonymous to hold onto their faith and trust in your unfailing love. Remind them of your promise in Isaiah 41:10, that you are their God who will strengthen and uphold them.

Lord, we pray against the thoughts of suicide that have plagued Anonymous since a young age. We rebuke the lies of the enemy and declare that their life has purpose and meaning. Fill them with a renewed sense of hope and purpose, knowing that you have a plan for their life.

Finally, Lord, we ask for a deep revelation of your love and grace to flood their heart. Help them to understand that you are a God who cares deeply for them and desires to bring healing and restoration. May they experience your presence and find peace in your arms.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Robert Pearson]

People will say that I'm being dramatic for wanting to kill myself because my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. It's more of, everything in my life has fallen apart and the one thing that I had hoped would never end, ended.

I've lost an impressive amount of weight in a span of two weeks. Having only weighed around 46kg, I am now in 43kg. It wasn't just the breakup that affected me; the past year, I've been dealing with immense anxiety and depression that sometimes, even on days when nothing's happened, I would start hyperventilating and just crying out of nowhere. I would pray and pray, but it's like God never heard me. And I'm grateful for my ex during those days; he would listen and join me, but things got worse and soon enough, he lost his feelings for me. He stopped loving me.

And so he broke up with me.

It's been the worst because of how I thought I was losing my feelings, when in fact I'm in love with him. But he doesn't feel the same way.

And I'm just tired.

Tired of who I am. Tired of my situation. They say that even if the situation doesn't change, you can and you will change. And I have. But no matter what I do, I'm still in so much pain and suffering, it makes me wonder if God even cares.

I'm losing myself, losing my mind and my heart, and God hasn't reached out to heal me.

I've been suicidal at a young age, started from around 5 or 6. Always wanted to just end things. I never wanted to reach this age, never wanted to become an adult. I hate it when people tell me to just go through with it, everyone's living and fighting for their lives, that's no excuse for me to throw in the towel. I'm not special, is what they mean. But I don't want to be special. I just want to stop. To die.

My depression and anxiety have been my 'friends' for as long as I could remember. They've been with me far longer than anyone has.

It feels like God has abandoned me, yet He still expects me to rejoice in these trials and tribulations. To praise Him, for all that He has done.

But I never wanted to be born, to begin with.

Lord I pray that anonymous will be so strong with your love that she will see being a light to others who were once like her is reason enough to live. You are a good God and created a Good Earth and it will always be good and we can always be transformed into your image. That is why Jesus came -- help her to see these things in Jesus name amen

 

[bobr69]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Dolha]

People will say that I'm being dramatic for wanting to kill myself because my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. It's more of, everything in my life has fallen apart and the one thing that I had hoped would never end, ended.

I've lost an impressive amount of weight in a span of two weeks. Having only weighed around 46kg, I am now in 43kg. It wasn't just the breakup that affected me; the past year, I've been dealing with immense anxiety and depression that sometimes, even on days when nothing's happened, I would start hyperventilating and just crying out of nowhere. I would pray and pray, but it's like God never heard me. And I'm grateful for my ex during those days; he would listen and join me, but things got worse and soon enough, he lost his feelings for me. He stopped loving me.

And so he broke up with me.

It's been the worst because of how I thought I was losing my feelings, when in fact I'm in love with him. But he doesn't feel the same way.

And I'm just tired.

Tired of who I am. Tired of my situation. They say that even if the situation doesn't change, you can and you will change. And I have. But no matter what I do, I'm still in so much pain and suffering, it makes me wonder if God even cares.

I'm losing myself, losing my mind and my heart, and God hasn't reached out to heal me.

I've been suicidal at a young age, started from around 5 or 6. Always wanted to just end things. I never wanted to reach this age, never wanted to become an adult. I hate it when people tell me to just go through with it, everyone's living and fighting for their lives, that's no excuse for me to throw in the towel. I'm not special, is what they mean. But I don't want to be special. I just want to stop. To die.

My depression and anxiety have been my 'friends' for as long as I could remember. They've been with me far longer than anyone has.

It feels like God has abandoned me, yet He still expects me to rejoice in these trials and tribulations. To praise Him, for all that He has done.

But I never wanted to be born, to begin with.

I know where you're at because I've been there. The wounds and scars, in the mind, will, emotions, spirit and body, caused by sin, trauma of life and the baggage we carry are at the wheel, driving us into insanity. The only solution, cure, healing is found in the shed blood of the risen, ascended, glorified Christ.

Holy Spirit, I ask You to apply the blood of Jesus to my sister's heart, mind and spirit and body. Heal her, in Jesus' name.

Call on the name of Jesus, asking Him to heal your broken heart. Ask the precious Holy Spirit to wrap His hands around you and hold you, He will. Blessings.

 

[RICHARD22]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spirit of Light]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[RobertH]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Binenvin]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory. God favor me.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, trust You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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